"A mate will love you and only you. No other can compare to you and he or she will treasure you above all and everything in the world," mommy says to me as she kissed my forehead. I sighed dreamily. I can't wait till I find my mate. He'll be perfect and handsome and funny and smart and brave and beautiful and he'll love me... only ever me... and... and... Present This hurts so much. Seeing and hearing and knowing my mate, the one who's supposed to love me above all, me, only me is in love with somebody else. I'd hate him if I could. I'd reject him if I could... I wish I could. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Important My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language, MPREG and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself. It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity. Read at your own risk. ******************************************************

Elliot never had friends, he's always been bullied and his parents are both drunkards with a bad temper. All his life he's just dealt with the problems and toughed it out. When he moves to a new house and new school nothing really changes. He still gets bullied, he's still an outcast and his family still sucks. He goes on to live as usual. Then a bully who usually ignored him starts to pick on him more than usual and in very uncomfortable ways. Elliot tries to ignore what he does but, it gets harder everyday. Then one day, he does somthing that Elliot can't just say was natual, he can't say he saw it coming. He's scared and doesn't know what to do. What will happen if this keeps up?

When Oliver was in the 7th grade, all the other boys started talking about dating and getting girlfriends. He went along with it, pretending to feel the way they did, when in reality, he felt no such attraction. It wasn't until the summer between 8th and 9th grade that he finally realized he was attracted to the same sex. Now, months into the 9th grade, he's starting to feel strangled by this secret that he has to keep. But with a very religious family, and friends he doesn't know if he can trust, he has nobody to confide in. Between this and being skinnier than all the other guys his age, he's starting to feel outside of it all, and his nerves are starting to get the best of his highschool self. And on top of everything else, he's started feeling differently about a close friend. Seeing one of his best friends, Logan Anderson, in a different capacity. Having lived with a complicated family situation all his life, Logan has learned to manage a lot going on in his life. With his father's bipolar disorder holding a big part of his life, he often stresses about his chances of ending up the same way. Seeing the way his siblings see his father, it's one of Logan's biggest fears to end up the same way. So he represses his depressive thoughts, his minor addiction, and his clear suspicions that the path he's headed down has already been set. Now, halfway through his freshman year, he has yet another thing in his life that he needs to repress. Because now, he can't think about his best friend Oliver without his mind filling with all the wrong things. And he is far from okay with it.

(This is my second time ever writing a book description, so please just bear with me on this one) Dean Silvers, a 16-year-old boy, abused by his father and suffering from a severe case of suicidal depression, feels no more hope in his life. Rhys Dawn, a 17-year-old boy, supposed to never be stressed or insecure or struggling, actually carries some doubt, fear, and self-consciousness, while hiding it all with his intelligent and hard-working personality. What happens when two childhood friends and supposed opposites fall in love and shit hits the fan? (Some of this doesn't actually work with the semi-improvised plot and storyline, and it truly isn't my best work, so I apologize for the crappy description) Thanks! Enjoy my first non-fanfiction story! WARNING: This story contains elements of suicide, severe depression, sexual harassment, and sexual scenes. Please view with caution, and viewer discretion is advised.

" What's wrong?" "Nothing, why do you even care?" "No angel like you should ever be sad," "What a-are you doing?!" Harry and Louis are best friends, they have been since kindergarten. They're both closet gays, but neither know that the other is gay. Louis accepts himself but is scared of coming out because of his homophobic parents(aka, just mom). Harry is in denial and thinks Louis will hate him if he comes out, if only he knew that Louis also thinks the same will happen to him. So what happens when Louis starts falling for Harry but "knows" Harry is straight? What happens when Harry starts to notice that his best friend starts acting weird around him? What happens when one night Louis just can't control himself much longer? BTW, they look like November 2014 Louis and Harry, except no facial hair. They also be rich.

{Hamilton X Reader} --------------------- 19 year old (Y/n) had just finished highschool and had no idea what to do next....... What happens when a bunch of 'strangers' appear in her life and make her struggle more than she already is. {I'm awful at these XD}

(This is the edited version of my book Bad Boy Knows My Secret) Jesse's life turns upside down once the football player from his school finds out he's gay. Because of that he has to obey to jock's every command or else his secret will be revealed to everyone. Jesse already had a hard enough life because of his alcoholic father and insensitive mother and this made things even more complicated. Not to mention the fact that he was living in a pretty homophobic environment and for his own safety he had to hide his true identity. Will Jesse be able to overcome this challenge? You'll have to read more to find out. *DISCLAIMER - Story contains themes that some readers may consider disturbing such as suicide, homophobia, violence and more. If you're easily triggered by the things mentioned above this content may not be right for you.

(Use to be called 'How Did My Life Get So Complicated?" but figured it was too long and decided to shorten it and give a different description than it was before). Zeke's life was that of a simple nerd who liked being in the background unnoticed and who just happens to be gay. It really doesn't help when you have two tormentors picking on you every single day with no do anything to stop it. Since it was his senior year all he had to do was hang on for the next ten months. Everything will be alright, right? Sadly it won't because life decided to throw a curve ball at Zeke's head by adding more pain other than what his bullies do to him. He gains a friend, looses said friend, only living relative dies and added to that his first love ends before it even really begins.

This sounds like the story with supernatural shit but it won't be relationships between supernatural stuff and humans there might be haunted shit but no relationships between people and supernatural things....ANYWAYS how is everyone I hope you're good. This will probably be the punk ass edgy guy known for breaking girls hearts because he's simply not interested because he's closeted falls for the popular jock that is as 'straight as a line' with everyone falling at his feet and only one catches his eyes. I called this the Secrets Of Willow Bridge because the school they go to is going to be called Willow Bridge high and the most popular guys in school being closeted is kinda a big secret of the school don't ya think

One day this mystery boy walks into school like he owns the place. He walks confidently, sassily, and sexily but Andy won't own up to the last part. Andy doesn't even know his name but he wants to make his life miserable cause he doesn't own this place, Andy does. This big guy gets out of the same car as the smaller guy and Andy sees him, telling himself he can have whatever I have if I want him to have it. Who is that small boy that walks seductively, despite his size, all the time? It works for him no one else, according to Andy anyways but he won't admit it. Andy never knew his name but everything changes.