-Let's get this straight. From a dead end job to a useless crazy ex boyfriend- my happiness is with my best friend yet the fear of our relationship ending completely scares me and id rather fake it and be in fear than find out and never be happy. It sucks, seeing him everyday and knowing what i feel for him and how deep those feelings go is painful...- But when he comes around everything changes for the best and for the worst. As a whole they are deeply loved and equally as hated by others but the love from one another is undeniable, if only she wasnt so selfish with her choices and words- -Lying, cheating, sneaking, crying- many acts and emotions come from within when there's someone you love unaware of that love.. Possibly growing to love someone else right before your eyes..Its gut wrenching, i know because ive fucked up. Its worse when you're aware of the harm you cause yourself and others but dont care how the outcome turns out to be. Why would it matter how it effects you if youre used to pain and people leaving? it wouldnt. All because you take comfort in your own mind and mental illness, once you realize you have freewill it may become a bad thing if youre careless.- - Gabriella White.

"He was the definition of what you call bad, he smoked, he broke the law, he drove too fast for his own good.He didn't care because no one taught him how to. But when it came to her, he wanted to be the best man.He couldn't bare the thought of her being hurt by him...or by anyone else. He would kill to protect her, the girl who cared about someone as worthless as him in all her perfection". "Perfection... that's what she's always been. Not even her scars could steal the hope in her eyes. She waited for someone. And when she met him, she couldn't help what she felt. She fell hard for him. And so did her saviour. The girl who had a little too much heart to go around. She never thought herself of being worthy of his love. And she'd go to hell and back for the one who loved her fiercely".

Dear Hope, Sorry to disturb you, but I really need your help. I feel so lost without you, and I don't know what to do. Please, please, come over anytime. The door is always open for you. I've messed things up for me and Sally and Jemma and Alyssa and... I've messed up. I feel like everyone's going to leave me. I need at least something to lift my spirits. And that's you, Hope. So please. Save me. Sincerely, Hopeless girl THIS BOOK IS UNDER AN EDITING PHASE NOTE: All places and people are fictional and not based off anyone or anything. Cover drawn by me! :D *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

* TRIGGER WARNING* there may or may not be parts of this book that people may find upsetting. It talks about mental illness. Also it talks about religion so if any of these things may trigger you then I recommenced not reading this. However feel free to talk to me because I'm hear to support y'all. 16-year-old Matthew is on the lengthy journey of self-acceptance and discovery. How will he cope with a rising taste for a blonde boy who managed the earth on his fingertips like crushed berries. Will he learn to love himself? Or will he allow his doubt to control him and his sprouting relationship? "Taste me in crimson so that when we taste no more, when age will turn our buds sour and memories hazy, that I have hope to scour my letterbox and find you wrapped pristine silk, next to an image of June. Within your eyes, euphoric." Acknowledgements 1# slice of life 15/01/21 23# closeted 15/01/21

I'm lost. Broken. And nobody knows. I help people, and when you help people, you don't get help. I couldn't look at myself think how a mess I was. It was too late for me to be fixed. Nobody could help me. I was too deep in it for being saved. I had too many scars and thought. I already had a broken mind. When I tried to kill myself and failed at it, they brought me to a mental facility. There I meet other teens with different stories and each with their problems. The longer I'm here, the more stories I get the knowledge. We come together to tell our stories so that we can move on from what hurt us in the past and what waits for us in the future. We're all strangers, but we're all living in this messed-up place call life. So can we overcome our broken minds. -2014-

Life was so much easier as a kid, no worry in the world, just live in the moment. The older I got, the more I realized I was almost living in a Shell, a shell of my own problems. My life seemed to fall apart every single time I was happy.it was like everything I touched, died inside and turned to dust. I am Cally... Cally Rose. I never thought my life would turn out this way , especially since I had very little recollection of what happened to me. All I was told was people in this world, lie, use,hurt, bully, hate and resent. But you know the saying... It's all fun and games... Until someone gets hurt. ~~~~IMPORTANT~~~~~~ ***This story deals with amnesia and mental health. In more detail this story deals with the recovery of depression, suicide, self harm, amnesia, bullying , relationships and divorce. ***ALTHOUGH THE THEME OF THIS STORY IS RECOVERY FROM SUCH SITUATIONS, IT DOES NOT FEATURE GRAPHIC DESCRIPTIONS OR IMAGES OF SUCH TOPICS! WHEN SUCH TOPICS HAVE BEEN REFERENCED OR LIGHTLY SPOKEN ABOUT, IT HAS BEEN FILTERED TO ENSURE AGE APPROPRIATE AND SAFE CHAPTERS. CHAPTERS IN WHICH AREAS MAY BE SENSITIVE , HAVE BEEN GIVEN A NOTICE BEFORE HAND. ******* Colab Series : Book 1 COPYRIGHTS TO : @anonymous_kit-Kat NO PLAGIARISM

Who knew running away from girls would be so difficult ? It's almost impossible when you're in a school mostly made up of girls . "I'm not making friends with any girl at all or even talk to them . I don't want to risk falling in love again" . I could feel my heart trying to tell me something that I did not understand . My heart was saying something and whatever it was saying was going to change something in my life . Something special about this new friend and I have no idea what.

*A TWO PART SERIES* **************** The new transfer student can't catch a break almost immediately arriving on her first day at a new school. She is bullied by a certain group of kids, but one guy out of the bunch sticks out the most to her. What is her high school experience, love life, mentality, and health like if she is always hung up about writing these letters to him all the time? **************** Dear Bully, I have somethings to say to you... **************** Started on August 18, 2016 Finished on October 20, 2016 **************** *COMPLETED* *REVISED on January 21, 2024*

This story is about depression disorders, anxiety disorders, eating disorders, personality disorders, other mental illnesses, self harm, suicide, bullying, and the stigma of mental illness. This book was written to help others and educate people. It is also written to let people know where/how they can get help. I put some of the links to the sites I used. I am NOT glorifying or romantizing any of this. This book is NOT used for diagnosis of any kind as I am not a mental health professional. So PLEASE DONT SELF DIAGNOSE YOURSELF WITH A MENTAL ILLNESS. This book contains sensitive content, so read at your own risk. #breakthestigmaofmentalillness

Do you ever wonder what life would be like if it were a movie? Or some sappy romance novel that you wish your life could be like but it's not? Sometimes you may even get to caught up in the fictional world that you don't realise it IS fictional. Then when you do realise life isn't what you convinced yourself it would be, there is only one possible outcome. Depression. Which may lead to anxiety, self-harm, low self esteem, and worst of all, losing the people you love. Life works in weird ways. Not just for you but for others too. Take Cassidy Rivers for example. Her life is far from perfect. No parents, over protective big brother, few friends, and Asher Norman, the bad boy who won't stop picking on her. Could life get any worse for Cassidy?