"i don't want to kiss you. not like this"

Soulmates. Two people that are destined to be together. Soulmates are sent into the world with no clue who their other half is. Luckily, The universe is kind enough to give soulmates a red string, one end tied to a person's finger, and the other end tied to their soulmate's finger. Once the Red string first appears, it disappears and reappears at random. It usually appears for the first time when a person is 5-8 years old, and for 8 year old Evan Hansen, today was that day. this is basically just a sincerely three red soulmate AU because I needed it in my life.

"If we survive this, I'll give you a life worth living, even if I can't give myself that." Evan Hansen? Anxiety disorder. Never really thinks about how often he has panic attacks but it's just about daily. Connor Murphy? Severe depression and anger issues. Self harms too. Throws things without thinking, aims for people who never did anything. Some call him a murder in the waiting. They're watching eachother kill them self one baby step at a time from their self destructive tendencies, just waiting for it to stop; for them to get help, but that day might never arrive *heavy self harm, abuse, strong language and overall unhealthy relationship indication and description, if you're easily upset this is really not for you.*

Because who doesn't love a good gay oneshot? Tree Bros from Dear Evan Hansen (Evan x Connor) Highest Ranking: 1 in #deh #connor #benplatt #jaredkleinman #alanabeck #tree #bros #evanhansen #treebros *Art on the cover is most definitely not made by me* DISCLAIMER: All the characters in this book do not belong to me. They belong to Steve Leveson, Benj Pasek, and Justin Paul.

don't read this if you don't wanna hate richie started / 20.1.18 finished / 2.7.2020

Evan has always felt like no one was there for him most of his life. Evan hasn't had any friends and feels lonely most of the time and his anxiety doesn't help him with those feelings. One day Evan meets Connor Murphy and things start to develop. Will they be just friends or will they be more than that in the future? Art by: @adothamtheother51

{cover art by gayradsaddad on tumblr} Connor Murphy is the new kid at school. His mission, or perhaps his mother's, is to make a friend. One friend. One friend and his mom will be off his back. But Connor's first impression is that he's an angry monster, so where in the world is this friend of his supposed to pop from? Perhaps, Connor doesn't exactly need to make a real friend. Maybe, just maybe, a fill-in friend is just enough. 🍃🍃🍃🍃🍃 Copyright 2017 ©; All Rights Reserved.

Life is one of the most mysterious things ever granted to us. Sometimes we just have a strong intuitive feeling of how things would go and it plays out exactly how we thought it would, other times things will happen amongst our path that we would never expect. Well the second half of the last sentence is exactly what happened with Xanurie and Juanderez. These two are a pair who broke the illusion behind the infamous quote "Opposites don't attract." Coming from two different worlds, some question how these two came together but sometimes the universe gives you the greatest gifts in disguise. Take a deeper dive within their relationship by reading Lovers BLVD.

Elijah Rosen, an introverted seventeen year old with a love for football, sneaks out almost every night to get away from the problems he faces during the day. He feels like his anxiety is taking over his life, and the only place he can go to escape it is the pitch black night right outside his window where he can be alone and let his thoughts run wild. But after he finds Adam Chang sitting at the bottom of an empty pool in the early hours of the morning with puffy red eyes and bruised hands, he begins to find comfort in something other than the dark. Only, Adam has a few problems of his own. And with pressure coming from his family, his friends, his school, and his own mind, Elijah isn't sure how he'll make it through the year. ------- "I think if you weren't here, I wouldn't be okay. I'd..." I trailed off, not wanting to say the words that we both knew were true. "Hey," he said softly, "I'm just glad I'm here, then." He started to let go of me, but I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him like I never had anybody else before. "I'm glad you are too." (featured by FreeTheLGBT: 1/13/2022)

in which connor loves the idea of death, but evan loves the idea of connor. tw; self harm, depression, suicide, anxiety, drugs; list will be updated as necessary