in which connor loves the idea of death, but evan loves the idea of connor. tw; self harm, depression, suicide, anxiety, drugs; list will be updated as necessary

Evan would update his blog daily, talking about any struggles and successes, doing it for himself as a way to vent his emotions. It never occurred to him that anyone else would be reading it, and that they were feeling the same way as him.

Connor and Evan didn't know each other aside from a few altercations here and there. But on the first day of senior year, Evan sees something inside Connor that he didn't notice before... and it causes him to feel something 'different'. When Connor commits suicide Evan is left devastated, only to visit the anxious boy as a ghost. •Quotes• 'He just seemed so hurt, but he's looked that way before did I just not notice it? My stomach feels strange when I think about it, and I really want to talk to him. It's just Connor though...' Evan sighs once he decides that there's no solution to this enigma. "Agh!!!" Evan lurched up and threw every pillow off the bed in frustration, "Connor! What did i do to you!?!?" Evan sobbed harder. "I-I was just saying what I wished we did before you died,"

When I first met them, I noticed there stains. But I didn't mind. After all I have my own stains too. Email Title Chapters are Evan. Ripped Journal Page Chapters are Connor. Blue Paper Chapters are Jeremy. Basement Rant Recording Chapters are Micheal. Most chapters are not edited. COMPLETED

Ohio's life was nothing special to him, being adopted by two gay men, suddenly having two older sisters who are also adopted, and a somewhat sketchy aunt. Even with this being the case, him and his new family mush together like it was met to be. Nothing major really happened in his life besides that until one day he receives a package from his aunt. A package that changes his perfectly normal life forever. All of the trigger warnings are in bold letters and at the end of the triggering scene there is a bold note letting you know it's over incase you skipped the scene. My notes are also in bold letters but you don't have to read them if you don't want to. OVERALL TRIGGER WARNINGS ARE: Language warning, sexual assault, mention of rape, rape, manipulation Be sure to vote, comment, and enjoy the book!!

DISCONTINUED Evan was just trying to take a walk through the park, look at the trees, and take picrures without something, rather someone, inturrupting him. But as usual, things weren't that easy for him. These characters do not belong to me, the belongm to the writers of Dear Evan Hansen. However, the storyline does. This whole book is honestly a trigger warning?

Just a bunch of Dear Evan Hansen one-shots because I can't commit to a real book. feel free to prompt me. Ideas are appreciated. WARNING as A LOT of gayness so if you're uncomfortable with that I would advise you don't read. Also the cover was drawn by @citronart so check them out on Instagram. They have a bunch of awesome stuff.

sorry doesn't cut it. ⚠ trigger warning: cancer, angst ⚠ COMPLETE | November 2017 Sheera Ayame

"Evan, do you want a girlfriend?" "If we don't get girlfriends, let's be boyfriends." AKA Connor is mentally unstable and Evan is gay [First titled A Little More Than Forever]

For those who are fans of the musical 'Dear Evan Hansen' and also has a crush on one of the charcters Connor Murphy and wanna read a fanfic between you two well here ya go. You're part of the Hansen family, Evan has social anxiety and you as well, what'll happen if you met someone who's battling through depression like you? But he has somewhat a dark emo on the outside but something sweet and caring on the inside.... I apologize if there are any spelling or grammar mistakes or if the story itself doesn't make sense.