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"ᴡɪsʜ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴡɪsʜ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴅ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴍɪssᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴋɪssᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ-ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ
ɪ'ᴍ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍɪɴ' ᴏғ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏssɪʙɪʟɪᴛɪᴇs"
- "sᴛɪʟʟ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴍʏ ɴᴀᴍᴇ" ʙʏ ʟᴀʙʀɪɴᴛʜ
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This is still continuing off the previous chapter
ᴛʜɪʀᴅ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴠɪᴇᴡ
As the two went to Y/n's home, they had talked for awhile until Kaiya had to receive a phone call from her brother that he was here to pick her up.
"I gotta go Y/n, will you be alright?" the orange haired girl asked as she picked up her book bag.
"Yeah" Y/n answered, as her and the other girl walked over to her door.
"I'll see you tomorrow?" Kaiya asked, not knowing if Y/n really wanted to go back tomorrow.
"I don't know yet, but I'll text you if I don't go" the second year told her worried friend, before they both bid their goodbyes to each other.
Just then Y/n's phone vibrated in her pocket, she pulled it out, only to see a message from Suna.
Suna🥱
Hey, I checked the art room because I wanted to talk to you and you weren't there.
Are you alright?
Read at 7:30 p.m.
Y/n emptily chuckled, "did he really just ask me that?"
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A couple of hours later, at night
Y/n walked into her bedroom, after taking a hot, steamy shower to relieve stress.
The teen plopped down on her bed, in her pajamas wishing that Kaiya was still here so she could still talk to her.
Y/n leaned her head on the fluffy pillow, feeling embarrassed about today, as she recalled crying in front of her art club and that girl calling her slut, just because of some rumors about Suna and her.
"I'm not though, she doesn't even know me at all. All we did was kiss" Y/n muttered to herself as she remembered that girl, talking shit about her as if she wasn't near the girl and her friend.
You two did kiss Y/n but you forgot about Fumiko? What about her? ? A voice in her mind left a lingering question, leaving Y/n to feel more guilty as she started to cry silently.
Y/n closed her eyes, thinking this would stop the tears from streaming down her face but it didn't.
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ʏ/ɴ's ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴠɪᴇᴡ
My eyes opened, thinking that I had stopped crying but much to my surprise, I looked around, revealing the flower field that I painted.
I got up, noticing that I was sitting down on some grass, as it tickled my legs.
Standing up, my eyes surveyed the area, realizing that I was alone or so I thought.
"Y/n? Is that you?" I heard a voice from behind me, question.
I slowly turned around, recognizing the well known voice, that I had grown to secretly adore.
"Suna?" I asked, hesitantly walking towards him.
As I stopped, realizing that I was too close to him.
"It's okay, Y/n. Come on, I want to show you somewhere" he said, holding out his hand for me to grab.
I looked at his hand, unsure.
"Y/n" Suna spoke up noticing my hesitation "you can trust me."
I stared at him, taking a step back "no I can't Suna."
"Y/n but aren't we friends?" Suna asked, his hand still out.
"We were but-"
"So let's just talk" he interrupted me, causing me to look at his hand once again and sigh in defeat.
I'm so going to regret this I thought to myself, while I put my hand, onto his, feeling his warm and calloused hand as it gripped mine, leading me further into the beautiful field.
We walked for a bit, before we stopped at a lake.
"A lake?" I questioned never seeing this before.
"What else would it be, Y/n?" Suna sarcastically remarked as we sat down on the grass beside it.
I rolled my eyes "so what did you wanna talk about?"
He glanced at me for a second before looking at the body of water, before us "I'm sorry."
I looked at him in bewilderment, as he stared down at the lake.
"I know you have every right to hate me, but I just would rather you hate and blame me then blame yourself for what happened between us."
Suna looked away from the lake, to look at me as I stared at him. "Forget about Fumiko, Y/n. She's-"
"Suna why is this happening? I thought we were supposed to just be project partners or even just friends?" I asked interrupting him, not wanting to hear about Fumiko.
Suna looked away from me, grabbing a stone beside him and throwing it at the lake "I thought so too."
I looked away from him, staring at the lake as a moment of silence passed us "why did you kiss her?"
"It was a mistake Y/n, I-"
"Don't give me that bullshit Suna" I cursed at him, wanting real answers.
"Tell me why we were paired up together for this ridiculous project to have such forbidden moments together Suna, WHY?" I asked feeling anger bubble up in me.
Suna didn't respond to me, instead he just leaned closer to me, stroking my face; as I froze at the close proximity between us, it felt just like the first time.
"Do you really wanna know why Y/n?" He finally spoke up.
"Please I just want to know where I went wrong, where we went wrong" I desperately said, wanting everything to go back to normal.
"I want to tell you but I can't" Suna suddenly moved away from me.
"Why Suna? Everything has gone done hill and you can't tell me anything!!! Why did I have to fall for your stupid ass" I stood up walking away from him, fed up with everything.
"Y/n" Suna grabbed my hand causing me to face him, seeing tears well up in his eyes causing me to become shock.
"Suna?"
"I'm sorry Y/n, I wish I could tell you but............ I'm not real" he said as my eyes slowly closed once more.
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My eyes opened again, as I woke up gasping, and realized I was still on my bed, in my room.
I got off my bed, and headed out of my bedroom, to the bathroom. There I stood in front of the sink, with a mirror before me, seeing that my eyes were red and puffy from crying.
I guess I fell asleep crying I thought to myself as I turned on the faucet to splash some water onto my face.
But that felt so real, is it bad that..... I wished it was?
I just want some answers.
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