*WARNING: SMUT*
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Esme Ambrose (POV)
Draco lifted his wand off giving me a sly smirk, then looking into my eyes. "Don't challenge me again."
I smiled and bit my lip nervously.
Draco pinned me down to the bed, putting him directly on top of me now. I was intimidated by what he was going to do, but I loved it. This was a different feeling, something I've been waiting for.
"Is there something you want?" Draco said.
"Y-yes." I stuttered. My body was beginning to feel weak, our faces were so close, he smelled of mint and fancy cologne.
Draco cupped my face with one hand and whispered in my ear, "Tell me who you want."
"You." I said, without hesitating. I wanted him, I was attracted the way the he made me feel. Even if this was my first time, trust me. I wouldn't have let it get this far if I didn't want it.
He began to kiss my neck, trying to find my soft spot. I was panting heavily loving the feeling. He then kissed my lips aggressively and it continued to grow more heated. He kept wanting more and more of me while our lips moved in sync. I tried to pull him closer by wrapping my arms over him but instead he held my arms down making me have no control over him.
I could feel his bulge through our clothes. He began to thrust slowly as if were we actually doing it. It was a good feeling, like the moment I've been waiting for. I let out soft moans here and there which would make him move faster.
Draco slowly stopped, "Are you okay?"
"Yes." I panted.
"Do want to go further?" He asked.
"As in sex?" I asked.
"Only if you're comfortable." He said.
"Yes Draco." I replied.
He grabbed his wand and went towards the door to lock it and put a silencing spell. Oh my.
I was sitting at the edge of his bed, when he walked towards me and lifted my chin up, "Only I will hear your moans and screams darling."
Oh. My. God.
He started to remove his button up shirt, while I took mine off. His eyes were full of lust for me, like he had been waiting for this. He came closer to me and began to kiss me again aggressively but still at a point where I had some control. We were now laying on his bed, Draco still on top of me. His hands traveled around my body. He removed my black lace bra, a part of me felt insecure but he was enjoying it.
"I've been wanting this." He panted. "You're so beautiful."
He started to leave kisses down my chest to my stomach, I couldn't help but slightly moan. Draco noticed that I was trying to control myself.
"I want to hear you moan and say my name." He demanded.
I nodded.
"Say yes." He demanded.
"Yes Draco." I obeyed.
He started to unzip my jeans for me that I slightly lifted up my waist for him to remove it. I was only left in my black lace underwear till he went back into kissing me. I could feel his hand start to travel lower towards my thigh then right over my pussy. He lifted up my underwear and slowly inserted two fingers in me.
His lips were still connecting to mine that I was moaning in his mouth. I could feel him smirking at his take in dominance. He loved it. He started to pump me faster still kissing me aggressively.
I was moaning and panting heavily more each time. He pumped me faster and faster getting closer to my G-spot. Till he started to enter three fingers in me.
"Fuck!" I moaned. I was breathless at this point.
Draco continued to leave a trail of kisses down my body till he sat himself up but still continued to pump me faster and faster.
"Draco... oh my god.." I moaned out, fuck I was enjoying this so much, it made me want him even more.
"You're so fucking wet for me darling." He smirked.
Draco suddenly removed his fingers out of me and quickly began to unbuckle his belt. I felt myself tensing up to the sound of it. He threw his belt somewhere in the room and removed his pants leaving him in his boxers. He could see that I was staring and decided to remove them slowly.
Fuck.
He was huge, like 7 inches. I could see it smack against his stomach, he was so hard for me. I've never taken cock in my life and I was suddenly going to have to take in this much. My pussy was about to be destroyed.
Draco opened my legs a bit more and lifted my waist to his level.
"Are you still okay with this?" He asked.
"Yes." I said.
He removed my underwear and entered himself in me beginning to thrust slowly. My virgin ass was already moaning by the movement considering his size but he loved it.
It was hurting for a short time till I was getting used to it.
Okay... it was quite honestly still hurting but I really wanted this moment from him. He would gradually go further and further in me.
"Fuck you feel so good." He panted.
He started going faster with each movement.
"Fuck.. oh my god Draco." I kept moaning.
I could hear Draco beginning to moan, that was music to my ears. He was now directly on top of me but still when I tried to touch him he pinned my wrists down.
"Let me fuck you." He demanded.
I obeyed and continued to moan.
Our eyes met with each other causing him to fuck me even harder and faster.
"Oh Draco!" I moaned loud.
"Fuck Esme!" He moaned. "Take all of me in!" He demanded.
"Fuck." I said lowly, I could feel myself cumming at this point but I was so weak and in the moment to even tell him. He put his hand on my neck and thrusted in me even faster.
"I want all of you!" He moaned.
"D-draco..." I moaned. I could barely say his name now. This made him even hungry for me.
He then pulled himself out and released it on my stomach, it was a warm feeling. Everything felt so good.
My body felt incredibly weak and drained, I knew I would be sore from this. I could see Draco actually smiling at me then grabbing a shirt to clean it off my stomach. But I decided to surprise him. When he turned back around I took my two fingers to wipe some of his cum off and cleaned it off with my mouth.
I looked directly into his eyes, he looked at me surprised but impressed then I did it again making my stomach clean. I gave him a sly smile which he returned.
Draco handed me my bra and underwear after he put his sleepwear on then sat beside me.
I was putting my bra on till he asked, "Can I?"
I turned around moving my hair to the side. He gently rubbed my back and shoulder before hooking my bra. I turned back around giving him a smile with our eyes meeting again. I reached forward and gave him a soft kiss. When I pulled away I could see that made him nervous.
I was going about to stand up when my legs felt like jelly. I couldn't walk for shit.
"Need help there?" Draco teased.
"Kinda." I said embarrassed.
He got up and handed me my clothes. I did everything in such a slow motion. I had to practice my walk. I stood by his mirror examining myself. When I saw him come closer.
"Get used to it, I'll be fucking you harder." He whispered.
Fuck, Draco did make me melt.
"You want to do this again?" I asked nervously.
"Of course but if you don't want to then we'll stop." He said.
"I like it." I smiled, I could see that I was blushing through the mirror.
I turned around, standing right in front of him now. We were so close to one another, Draco was still taller than me so he would look down in to my eyes.
He still hadn't put his shirt on, it was in his hand. Draco was beautiful to look at, his body was everything, all nicely toned. I was putting my arms out to wrap him close to me but he pushed my hands down and walked to the other side of the room. Um... why is he like that? We just had sex and I still can't touch him?
At first I thought it was just because that's how he was during sex. Its not even that... I just want to show him some affection.
"Everything okay?" I asked.
"Yeah I'm just waiting you know for you to leave." He said. I could feel a little part of me crack, maybe I was trying to move too fast? I don't know.
"Oh um yeah sorry." I said. I began to put my shoes on but something felt weird because I could see him pacing around.
It was probably best to leave him alone even though I don't think I did anything.
"I'll see you tomorrow?" I asked, more like telling him.
"Maybe." He said.
This didn't feel right, to leave his dorm like this. I was beyond confused. I tried again and was going to give him a hug goodbye.
"Look Esme- can you just go?" He nearly shouted.
"Why do you want me to go?" I asked, I was kinda hurt but still knew this was Draco.
"You just need to alright." He said.
I took it as a cue to go and so I did. I was careful to make sure no one saw me, I was still walking funny and moved slow. Fuck. My friends don't know about Draco and I. What would they think if they found out what happened today?
Guess what? I lost my virginity to Draco!
Luckily there wasn't anyone but once I opened my door though the whole group was in our dorm. Just fucking great.
"ESMEE!! Where were you?" Adaline came running up to me.
"I know basically gone for the whole day." Blaise said.
"Yeah I know I just you know wanted to be alone." I lied, I wanted to make sure everything sounded believable.
"Where did you go though?" Lucy asked.
I realized they were all in their school uniform when I wasn't.
"I went to Hogsmeade." I lied.
"And you didn't bring me anything?" Anzac blurted.
"I mean we can go again right now, I just you know passed by." I stammered.
"I am craving stuff." Anzac said.
"By stuff you mean firewhisky." Lucy smirked.
"No Luce it's any alcohol." Adaline said after, making us all laugh.
"Guess I'm not sharing with any of you!" Anzac rolled his eyes.
"You better!" Lucy demanded.
"Relax relax, me and Esme will go!" Anzac asked, "If that's alright for you to walk again?"
I wanted to go because it was Anzac but my body felt completely sore. "Sure yeah we can go."
Anzac and I left, I assumed we would take the passage Adaline told us about.
"How was your day Esme?" Anzac asked.
"It was good and you know interesting..." I said. "How about yours?"
"Completely boring, my parents want me to take this year seriously because our NEWT's are next year." Anzac said, "Maybe you could help me cheat?" He nudged me.
I laughed, "You can always study with me, I promise I'm not boring."
"Of course you're not Esme, you're amazing." He blushed.
I smiled, "Not as much as you Zac."
"The only person that is better than me is you." He said, making us both laugh.
"Sorry for bringing you along, you must've walked a lot already." He apologized.
"I'm fine really." I insisted.
"You sure? You're walking pretty slow." He questioned.
Fuck, was it that obvious? I mean I did get fucked hard by Draco, once he saw I was getting used to his size he took the opportunity to pound the shit out of me, that just shows how much he's craved me.
"I'm just a little tired." I reassured.
"Let me carry you." Anzac said.
"What?" I laughed.
"I wasn't asking Esme, besides were pretty close by anyways." He insisted.
"Zac-" I pouted.
"Either way I'll pick you up." He said.
"You wouldn't." I said.
He started to grab my waist which actually tickle me. "Okay- okay- Zac!" I gave in.
He knelt down a bit and I hopped on his back, I held tightly on to him as we began to walk.
"Don't worry Esme, you're very light I won't drop you." He chuckled.
"I know you won't I trust you." I smiled. Anzac was comforting, there's moments that he brings comfort to me and doesn't even realize it.
I gently laid my head on his shoulder and thought about all that had happened.
Draco Malfoy (POV)
"Look Esme- can you just go?" I said frustrated.
"Why do you want me to go?" Esme asked, fuck she sounded hurt.
"You just need to alright." I said, I was getting closer to shouting.
I saw her walk out. I felt nothing but pity in me, not her. It wasn't her fault that I'm like this.
I just need to think.
Esme is absolutely beautiful. In fact when I called her beautiful it just slipped out, normally I never used a strong word like that. While we were fucking I was genuinely attracted to her. It was different than all my other times. This one felt different. When she looked into my eyes, when she was moaning my name. Fuck what is wrong with me.
I pounded her once we made eye contact, it was all I wanted. I stared at her pretty face moaning my name. She had that affect over me.
She tried touching me but I couldn't let her. It's mostly a dominant thing but on the other hand it's more. It's what happened to me in the past. It will never let someone touch me or show me affection.
Esme tries to do that and it needs to stop, she can't grow affection towards me. I felt a bit hurt always pushing her away like that but at the same time it makes me mad. It's my need to punish her when she doesn't obey me.
I was pacing around my room frustratedly. I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep so I checked the time and saw it was 9:30pm. Maybe I could see if Esme is still alone. I put my shirt on and headed to her dorm. I could hear laughing coming from her dorm then I heard Blaise, with that I swung the door open and I saw Lucy, Adaline, and Blaise giving me puzzled stares.
"You alright?" Adaline questioned, "Sounds like you were about to break our door."
I couldn't say I was here for Esme, as a matter of fact where the fuck is she. "Sorry I'm frustrated and thought if anyone wanted to drink."
It was Adaline giving me a questionable look.
"Were actually about to drink right now." Lucy said.
"Where's Anzac?" I asked.
"Him and Esme went to go get the alcohol." Blaise answered.
What?
Just her and him.
Right after we fucked.
Anger and rage was all over me.
Worse of all she was about to drink when I wouldn't have been here.
"When are they coming?" I said.
"Should be soon." Lucy asked, "Are you going to stay?"
"Certainly." I grunted. I was outraged, pissed off right now and did all I could to hide it in.
Adaline Overed (POV)
Bullshit.
From the moment he walked in I could tell he was here for Esme. He was always pissed with her. It made me wonder if that's who she was with. If they were hanging out then it has to mean there's more to it or else they wouldn't keep it a secret.
So I decided to push his buttons to see where this will go.
"When are they coming? It has been awhile." I said.
"Has is really?" Blaise said.
"Yes like almost 45 mins." Lucy said, "What could be taking them so long?"
I could see Draco's fist clenching.
"Anzac is probably trying to make a move." Blaise joked.
"Not even he cares about her too much." Lucy added.
"Maybe he is, it has been awhile." I slightly smirked.
Draco was ignoring the conversation we were having completely.
"So you both are assuming they're what? Shagging?" Lucy suggested.
Blaise started to laugh.
"Possibly!" I exclaimed.
"SHUT UP!" Draco then shouted.
Well I definitely pushed it, we all looked at him with confused looks.
"Do you really think Anzac will go that low." He hissed.
"Why do you hate her so much?" I asked, he shot me a look.
It was quiet after that till the door opened.
Draco Malfoy (POV)
"Why do you hate her so much?" Adaline asked.
I shot her a look.
My blood was boiling during their whole conversation. Anzac better stay the fuck away from her. Esme was mine.
I always envied the way he is towards her. I wish I could be like that but it's not me.
It was quiet after that till the door opened.
It was Esme and Anzac.
They were laughing.
He had his fucking arm over her.
Get the fuck away from her.
They stopped and noticed everyone else was quiet. Esme stared at me with a shocked expression. I targeted my anger towards her.
"Ah Malfoy you're here too?" Anzac exclaimed, "Luckily I brought more."
"Finally!" Lucy cried out, walking towards Anzac.
Esme just stood there frozen while Anzac gave everyone a bottle.
"Here Malfoy." Anzac handed me a bottle.
I yanked the bottle out of his hand and started to drink it down.
"Esme." Anzac said handing her a bottle, she took it.
She sat next to Adaline while Anzac sat by me.
"You both are never going again." Lucy complained, "That took forever!"
"Wasn't my fault Esme walked so slow!" Anzac said. I caused that.
I saw her blushing slightly but still avoiding to look at me.
When she did I gave her a smirk. I knew why she was walking so slow. I fucked her hard, I would've gone harder but took it easy just for right now since it was her first time.
Okay- maybe not so easy but I couldn't help it.
"I told you I walked around lot today." Esme lied, good lie darling.
"Luckily I carried you or we would've been longer." Anzac teased.
What.
Did I hear that right?
Why the fucking was he carrying her?
No- why the fuck was he even touching her at all.
Rage I tell you, fucking rage all over me.
Then I see Esme smile and respond back. I don't know what she said, everything went mute and my anger was getting to me.
"See you assholes later!" I shouted furiously, before walking out.
She's clearly breaking rules here and so I need to punish her.
Trust me I will.
A/N: This was my first smut so sorry if it wasn't so detailed or too detailed. I feel like the first ones are hard XD there will be plenty more ;)
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