it's time to man up and come back to her. She needs you.
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Content Warning: drug use
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I woke up the next morning with a pounding headache. I groaned and rolled over only to feel a body next to me. For some reason my mind thought it was Fred, so I rolled over and draped my entire body onto theirs. I nuzzled my face into the persons neck until I realized who it was. The scent of mint and cologne filled my nostrils. It was normal for Draco to sleep in the same bed as me. But naked? Not so much. I sprung out of bed and stood up causing him to stir. He rolled over and his eyes widened, I stood there with wide eyes until I realized I was butt naked. Draco was just starting at me doing his absolute best to not tear his eyes away from mine. He then jumped up and stood at the other end of the bed.
"Put some clothes on!" I yelled while covering my eyes with my hand.
"Me?? You are standing there completely naked!" He yelled while turning around.
I grabbed a t- shirt from off the floor and threw it on. He took the comforter and wrapped it around his waist.
"Why are we naked?!" I heard him yell while turning around to face me. I was frantically pulling my hair up into a messy bun while searching around the room for my pants.
"Could ask you the same question." I yelled back while standing up. As soon as I stood up I felt my core ache. My eyes widened as my hand flew to my lower abdomen.
"Oh... shit Draco." I muttered while eying him. Everything was hitting me all at once. The nightmare, the fight with Fred, my heart literally being ripped out of my chest, the firewhiskey, the kiss, the sex.... Fuck I literally had sex with Draco Malfoy. Fuck that's awkward.
"Uh you remember?" He asked while rubbing the back of his neck.
"Yes I fucking remember!"
"No one can find out about that, Maddie would fucking kill both of us." Draco scoffed.
"This is never happening again got it Malfoy?" I said sternly.
"Fine by me." He shrugged.
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One week later:
Draco and I haven't spoken about that night.
Our relationship hasn't changed at all, if anything we are closer than ever. Any awkward tension between us is gone. We also have no shame around each other. Seeing each other naked is the last thing we are worried about.
I've been trying to act like everything is okay. Like losing Fred doesn't bother me.
Only Draco knows how much I'm hurting.
I've been going to class and trying to keep my distance from him.
The only issue is we sit next to each other in potions.
Most of the time I catch him giving tiny glances in my direction but I just shake it off.
The only time I ever let my emotions get the best of me is when I'm alone.
Until then I'm going to show Fred what he's missing.
"Cmon Mad's" I whispered while grabbing her arm and pulling her up from the chair she was sitting in. She was sitting in the library with Layton trying to study.
"Where are we going?"
"To make ourselves look hot as fuck for the party tonight. I don't know about you but we are totally both getting laid." I laughed while dragging her to our dorm.
We opened the door and Draco and Blaise were sitting on our beds painting their nails black. Maddie and I just stared at them before laughing our asses off.
"Ha ha terribly funny." Draco muttered while standing up and putting the nail polish back in our drawer.
Maddie and I both giggled and ran into my closet to find a dress. Draco came in behind us and wrapped his arms around my waist from behind.
"How are you feeling today?" He asked softly. Blaise followed after and wrapped his arms around Maddie's waist while she was searching for dresses.
"You know how it is D." I muttered back. Today was a bit easier than the others. I'm tying to keep it that way.
"Have your cried today? Or eaten?" He asked while resting his head on my shoulder.
"I cried a little this morning and yeah I had lunch with Granger." I whispered.
"You are doing better... I'm proud of you." He whispered.
"Thanks D."
"Now get dressed so we can get fucked up tonight." He said enthusiastically while slapping my ass playfully, making me jump.
"Draco!!" I yelled.
"Oh relax I've seen you naked before." He whispered before walking out of the closet.
Maddie and I tried on so many different dresses over and over again until we settled on the ones that flattered our bodies the best. I went with a tight plain red dress and some hoop earrings. Maddie is wearing an off the shoulder black cocktail dress. We both did our makeup and hair before following the boys down to the common room.
I could hear the music thumping from outside the door. Time to forget.
I entered the common room and the smell of weed and sweat stuck to my skin. Maddie and I weaved our way into the crowd to get a drink.
"Here's to us being heart broken..." she yelled over the music while handing me a shot glass.
"Tell me about it" Draco's voice boomed from behind me.
"Keep your dick in your pants then." Maddie scoffed before downing her shot and walking away, leaving just Draco and I. We made small talk over the loud music and flashing lights before the cheers. I knew what that meant.
God he's here. Of fucking course.
My eyes found themselves searching the crowded room for his beautiful red hair.
There he is.
But...
He's with a girl...
Brinlee.
What the fuck. He has his arm around her with George on the other side of him. She looks stunning. Her hair styled in perfect curls. Her dress was white and it hugged her curves perfectly.
The issue for her is... I looked hot.
But so did she.
Not a good mix.
"Who the fuck is that?" Draco asked while basically drooling over her. That's when an idea popped in my head. A really fucked up idea.
"Brinlee Mackwood, she's trying to shag Fred..." I yelled over the music while grabbing a bottle of firewhiskey and keeping it for myself.
"Fuck shes hot." He muttered to himself.
"Do me a favor and fuck her tonight will you?" I asked with a smirk.
"If you insist."
I made my way over to a couch where a couple of hufflepuffs were sitting. I sat down across from them and some girl piped up immediately.
"Oh my gosh Caleum! How are you?" She asked. I furrowed my brows. I've never seen this chick in my life. Why is she talking to me like she knows me?
"Could be better. Do I know you?" I asked while leaning forward to hear her better.
"Of course silly! You and Draco made fun of me for years. Short blonde hair, glasses... ring a bell?" She asked with a smile in her face and taking a hit firm the cigarette she was holding.
That's when it dawned of me... She was Adley Kahier. God she got hot.
"Holy shit! Look at you!" I cooed while standing up to give her a hug. She returned the embrace. Draco made fun of her all the time. I personally never really did. We always got along well.
For the next 30 minutes we talked and talked about all kinds of shit. The songs changed and I saw her eyes light up. I was quite drunk already and her bubbly personality only made the night 10x more fun. I haven't even thought about Fred.
"Oh. My. God.... THIS IS MY FAVORITE SONG!" She yelled while grabbing my hand and pulling me to the dance floor. We started to dance while holding each other at our waists. We were laughing our asses off as she turned around to grind her hips into mine.
I saw out of the corner of my eye a flash of red hair. I couldn't help but follow him to the wall he was standing against. He made eye contact with me as I watched his eyes fall to Adleys hands on my ass. He looked... jealous. Over a girl?
"I know you two were together... I used to go to the lake at night before you guys did. I saw you guys snogging one night." She laughed while yelling over the music. So many people were dancing and bumping into us but Fred only seemed to keep his gaze on us.
"Yeah... uh we aren't anymore..." I yelled back in her ear. Our hips were still moving in synce.
"I figured... what you say we mess with him a bit yeah?" She smirked.
"I'm listening..."
She leaned forward and whispered in my ear. My eyes going wide when hearing her plan. I was totally down for it.
I followed her to the drink table, which happened to be right where Fred was standing. I ignored him and brinlees gaze as I followed Adleys lead. She pretended to grab a drink before slowly turning around and pushing my back up against the wall. She leaned towards my ear and whispered.
"Pretend I said something super sexual, then kiss me."
I followed her orders and made sure to gasp loud enough for Fred and Brinlee to hear. After I did she grabbed the back of my head and locked our lips together. I heard brinlee gasp and say something but I ignored it. Our lips were molding perfectly together. The taste of cherry and smoke filling my mouth. Our drunken kiss was sloppy and passionate. Her tongue entered my mouth swirling around mine. She reached down and grazed her long nails up my thighs. Just before she could reach under my dress I felt someone yank my arm. Before I could react I was pulled into a corner where no one could see.
"What the fuck was that?!" Fred's voice boomed.
"Catching up with an old friend" I replied while whipping my mouth seductively.
"You were basically swallowing each other!" He yelled in frustration.
"Yeah and what's it to you." I said while snapping my eyes to his.
"You can't- you can't just-"
"I can't just what Fred Weasley? I can't just what?" I yelled.
"You can't just act like I don't exist! I know you see me looking at you in class, I know you did that just to piss me off!
I was confused... he literally left me! When I needed him he most. He doesn't deserve me.
"I'm sorry what? You broke up with me! You left me! You made that choice Fred. I didn't. If it was up to me I wouldn't even be at this fucking party right now!! I would rather be in my dorm in you're arms, but unfortunately you don't get that luxury anymore. YOU did this to yourself!" I yelled while jabbing my finger into his chest. Tears were staring to brink in my eyes. I started frantically looking around for Draco anywhere.
"Of course you are looking for Malfoy..." Fred muttered. He sounded hurt and defeated.
"Fuck off!" I yelled, which made him flinch. I immediately felt guilt wash over me when I saw how he jumped away from me.
"Fred you made this choice. Now you have to live with it until you prove to me you can't. You don't deserve me..."
"I- screw you..." he muttered under his breath before walking away. I saw brinlee try and latch onto his arm and follow him out but he shrugged her off and kept walking until out of sight.
I took a deep breath and made my way out before brinlee stopped directly in front of me.
"Obviously a little discipline from your father wasn't enough to keep you away from Fred." She sneered.
"I-it was you...? I asked quietly. She just smirked at me and lifted my chin with her finger.
"That's for me to know and for you to NEVER find out love... now listen to me and listen to me very carefully... stay the fuck away from Fred. He doesn't care about you. Do you understand that? He doesn't, and he never did. The next time I see you around him... I'll make sure your father does a little more than a couple kicks."
She roughly let go of my chin and staggered her way over to a group of raven claws and George. I felt sick. It was her. It was her this whole time. I don't even know her. Who is she to my father and my family?
So many thoughts were running through my head. I needed to forget about this whole night.
I left the party and staggered my way to my dorm. I was about to open the door before I heard a loud moan coming from maddie. Then a male voice that sounded all too familiar. Was that...
Potter? I wasn't sure if it was actually him until maddie basically screamed his name.
Oh my god.
Maddie is shagging Harry Potter right now.
I laughed quietly to myself before walking to the boys dorm. I knocked and Blaise answered looking like he just woke up.
"Weren't you at the party?" I asked while walking in and taking my shoes off.
I walked over to Draco's drawer and pulled out a pair of sweatpants and a t- shirt. I pulled my dress off and put on his clothes. I have no issue with being half naked around Blaise... only because I'm convinced he doesn't swing with girls.
"Yeah we left hours ago... it's almost 3 am" he muttered while getting under the covers and falling back asleep. I didn't realize how late it was. I crawled into bed with Draco and turned my body away from him. All my emotions came flooding back all at once.
God I miss him.
I wish I was in his bed right now.
Why does my father hate me?
What does brinlee want from me?
Everything is just a contusions question... why?
I fell asleep in a puddle of my own tears... just wanting the pain to be over.
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Everyone I'm pleased to introduce Adley Kaheir...
She isn't a love interest butttt she does become good friends with Cal!! She's very important.
Also im going through another writers block rn... so if chapters are taking a bit to come out that's why.
Also how did you find out abt this fan fic?? Plz lmk😚
I love you all
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