"𝑷𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒄 𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔"
ALI | aliana
JUNE 2020
Atlanta 📍
"Leo, you gotta meet my dad. He's the only one you ain't meet yet and he's gonna be at the baby shower in a few days, so it's prolly good for you do it now." I begged Leo to come with me.
After we talked to Davis and finally made our relationship official, things had been going really well. We spent more time focusing on our careers and letting it relationship development natural, instead of so fast.
"If you want me to die then say dat then. You know that nigga out to get me after that eye thing he did at graduation." He shook his head and rolled a blunt.
I wished he would lick me like he was licking that blunt.
"Fuck you looking at?" This rude ass man said.
"Nothing. Anyways, c'mon, he gon like you. I swear."
He shook his head again.
"I'll give you some sloppy when we get back," I mentioned which cause his to look up.
He turned his fitted cap around and responded, "Say less, lemme finish this and we can leave."
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Leo grabbed my hand as we waited for my mom to open the door. I had already told her we were both coming and she excited to see us, well Leo.
"I know y'all is not on my front steps holding hands." Ma looked surprised.
I just dragged my boyfriend into the house and sat down at the dining room table. I was so happy to get a real home cooked meal.
"Ew. You really let Mar come and sit at the kitchen table? What you think this is?" Via came into the room and sat on the other side of him.
"Man, don't start with me, Vi." He was still a little bit high, I could tell. I shouldn't have let him smoke before we came.
"Why he acting all slow and shit?" Via scanned him.
"Via, shut up, bruh, 'fore momma come in here." I said lowly.
Leo had his eyes on me while I spoke. Even when I was done speaking, he was still watching me. This night was high out of his mind and I wasn't talking about UP.
"Both my fast ass kids under the same roof again. That's some ratchet ass shit." My dad's voice came from behind us.
"Hey, pops." I dapped him up.
After our hands released each other, my dad turned towards Leo and stared him down. Leo just stared at him back and scratched his head.
"Uh, wassup? I'm Mar." Leo stuck his hand out to dap him up.
My dad just looked back and forth in between us. I was scared of what he was gon do.
"Was good witchu?" He just grasped his hand. "Ali, you and him together now?"
"Yea, he's my lil boo thangggg." I reached out and held Leo's hand.
Pops went and sat at the other side of the kitchen table and my mother took a seat across from Via. I felt Leo's hand start to tense up. He was a little more nervous.
"You lucky I smoke cause if I didn't and you came in here high off that shit like you are now, Ali would have to say goodbye," Pops smiled a little.
I guess he ain't know that I was a smoker too, and he didn't need to. Mar was thinking the same thing I was.
We were quiet while my ma put the food on the table before my ma sat down and said, "You use condoms, right?"
I knew this lady didn't just ask about us fucking at the dinner table.
"Uh, if I wasn't a virgin then yea." I told her then took a spoon of some mac and cheese.
"Not you lying to my motherrrrr. Girl, you is not no virgin," Via's head popped up from her phone.
That's what you call a snitch.
"Via, mind the business that pays you."
"Yea,. Ali a virgin, lil sis." Leo bucked at her.
"Via, how long you knew Mar? Y'all seem real comfy." Pops asked.
"Ion know a few months," she shrugged.
"I knew y'all liked each other when y'all came here like a month ago. I know my baby," Ma added on.
My mother always knew stuff about me even when I didn't tell her. When I was in highschool, that shit would annoy the hell outta me.
"Yo, Mar? Lemme smoke you up, son." My dad got up and motioned for Leo to go out to the porch with him. I knew he was gonna get a lecturer
"So, Ali? You in love with, Mar? It look like y'all bout ready to get married or sum," Via started her own interrogation.
"You always in my damn beeswax."
"We can see it but they can't. She gon bring her ass back here soon saying how they in love." Mama put in her two sense.
"Ma! Don't do det."
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LEO | mar
"You be treating my daughter, right?" Her pops passed me a joint that I didn't need right not. I was already a still a lil high.
"Yes sir." My mind flashed back into all of our fights
Exhibit A: "Ali, get out fore I put my hands on you."
Exhibit B: Same shit A say
Exhibit C: "Shut the fuck up!"
Exhibit D: That one time we slapped boxed
Sounded good to me, so I continued to nod my head to her dad.
"Good, cause if I find out you not, we gon have a real problem. Don't think I ain't hear about you in the streets." He eyed me carefully from under his black cap.
Niggas really let the word get around out here. I didn't even tell anyone anything. Niggas just watched my every move.
"Nah, I would never try to involve her in anything like that. I'm tryna get out the streets, actually." I chiefed the blunt.
"Yall look like y'all in some real deep shit, so don't fuck it, ight?"
"Never."
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"Hot box with me." I took some shit out her glove compartment.
Today was just one of those days that I wanted to be high.
"Chill out with allat weed." Ali flicked me on the side of my head.
I was offended. Who don't wanna get high wit me? Ion even be doing nun.
"I want you to feel everything I feel, right now. We gon be connected as one," I put it up to her plump lips.
I had a bad habit of staring at her, but when I was high it got worse. I was starting to notice more about her everyday and I loved it.
"Why you tryna smoke me up? You did sum bad?"
"Nah, I'm not tryna cover sum up. I just don't wanna be high alone."
"Fine, pass that shit." She stopped to think. "You want some head?" All I wanted was her to be high with me. What didn't she get, bruh?
"Nah. Come sit on my lap." She did as she was told.
I ran my hands down her waist to cup her ass. Looking down at her in those black leggings, I wanted to go to the back seat. I didn't say anything.
If I could stay in this car with her forever, I would. I would keep her in my arms and we would stay in here, away from everyone and everything else.
"What you thinking about?" I was asked.
"You." I held her face in my hands and she wrapped her arms around my neck.
Something about that movement made me realize it.
I loved her.
I loved the way she did things the way she did. I loved her even when she was mad at me and even when she got my nerves. I loved her smile and her body. I loved the way we fit together so perfectly. I loved her stubbornness and will to fight me back when I was wrong.
There was nothing that I didn't love about her.
But I was quiet. I was quiet because what if she changed her mind from a couple weeks ago? What if she only wanted to say that because she was caught up in the moment? She could've felt completely different now.
"Uh- I- uh- I really like you. You know that, right?"
"Duh, nigga. Of course, I know that. I lo- I really like you too." Ali looked down. We was acting like some teenagers.
But it made me feel like I was making up for lost time.
"When we was fucking, I thought I was gon bust from just hearing you moan my name," I spoke lowly. "I ain't never had a girl yelling my real name, before ."
She shifted on my lap.
"Let's make a movie, so you can hear me moan it again and whenever you want." Ali lifted up her shirt quickly.
What-
"You actually wanna record? Like you serious?" I was surprised.
She nodded, "Yea, you tryna use your phone or mine?"
"Uh, yours." I told her whilst throwing her into the back.
Ali set up her phone on the dashboard, "Hey, guys! Welcome to my vlog! Today I'm be teaching y'all how to suck dick and then get your back blown out."
"Bro, stop playing," I laughed at her 'intro'.
She got onto the other side of the back seat and unbuttoned my pants and took my d*ck out of them. Seeing her long white and silver nails wrapped around me made me get even harder.
As I watched her, spit dripped down from her tongue and onto me as she got closer. Before she put her mouth fully on my, she stroked me with her hand.
"Oh shit."
Ali's mouth clasped onto my tip and I felt her tongue swirl across the top.
"You like that?" She eyed me.
I just nodded my head. I was in the back of her throat when there was a knock on the window. Ali's crazy ass didn't take me out her mouth when I went to roll it down.
A brown skin guy with twists stared at us with a shocked expression. He looked even more shocked when he said, "Ali?! Bro, that's crazyyy."
Nigga who is you??
A 'pop' sound was heard when she finally let go, "Tae?! You see sum going on so why you still standing here staring?" She knew him. Yay.
He leaned into the car.
"Nah, the bitch at RA told me to tell y'all to move the car cause she was scared to come out in the dark or sum."
She did look scary.
"Ight, well can you go now, the fuck?"
"Innocent lil Ali out here sucking d'ck! Who would've thought?" Tyron said walking away.
Ali got up and put my back in my pants. We both knew the mood was ruined. I grabbed her face and pecked it.
"So, How you knew him?" I referred to the guy that wanted a live thick ebony with bbc creampie video.
"We used to go to highschool together."
"Oh, ight." If she knew bin any other way, that might've been the last time anyone saw him.
"Let's move the car and then we can go upstairs." she took the phone from the smooth dashboard and got int front to put the car in its regular spot.
I was gon have to take a quick shower to finish what she started when we got in there. Shit was getting uncomfortable.
We walked into the lobby and were greeted with the same guy that interrupted us. I wished I could punch him dead in his shit.
"Yo, my bad. I ain't even introduce myself before, bruh. My name Tae." He dapped me up as I walked by.
"Mar." I grabbed Ali's free hand.
"Ali, this your nigga, now?" Tyrese asked her.
"Yea, I'm her nigga." I felt myself getting really irritated and I know Ali did too.
"Yea, he is. But we'll see you, Tae. We might have to finish what you interrupted." Ali winked at me and waved behind her.
We finally got up to her place and I threw my stuff down on the couch. I didn't know why I was getting angry, but I was. I just admitted to myself that I was in love and then some nigga came up to us acting like that.
"What's up witchu?" Ali watched me as I flopped down on her bed and sighed.
"Nun."
"Nah, don't be like that. What's wrong? Talk to me." She laid down beside me in her stomach.
"How you knew that nigga?"
"Are you serious?" She sat up. "It just be feeling like you always tryna fight with me, bro! I told you the first time that I knew him from highschool. You think I'm lying, Leo?"
"Ight. I'm not even tryna fight witchu. I'm just tryna make sure that I'm not put my energy into this when I'm not finna get any back."
"Whatever, man. I'm gonna sit here and try to prove to you that I'm fucking with you when I'm always here for you." She looked hurtas she played with her nails.
I didn't mean to make her feel bad.
"I wasn't tryna make you feel bad or nun. You know what? Let's just forget I said anything, come here." I saw tears forming in her eyes.
She came and got on top of me, "You don't see everything I try to do for you? Why would I lie to you about something like that?"
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, mamas. It's just a habitat for me to think like that. It's not you, I swear. I'm sorry." I wiped the tears that fell.
"It's okay, but you don't need to think like that with me. I'm here forever."
"I know you are," I kissed the top of her head as we drifted off to sleep.
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don't hurt me, I know this ain't the best chapter
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