I slide under the water, closing my eyes and holding my breath. I lay in complete silence, feeling my body warm from the water. I hold my breath, until I can hold it no longer. I sit up and rub the water from my eyes as I take a deep breath.
I lay back and think about my mom and her funeral, then I start thinking of Ashton, and then my dad... I wipe away the tears that have fallen from my eyes, and try to push the thoughts to the back of my mind.
I take my time to wash my hair and body, and then I get dried in my bedroom. I towel dry my hair, and pull on my oversized night shirt before going downstairs.
Michael takes his eyes away from the TV and smiles when he sees me walk in to the living room.
"What are you watching?" I ask, showing a little smile as I walk over to the sofa.
"Nothing really, just a wildlife documentary." He says as he looks me up and down before flicking his eyes back and forth from the TV.
I sit closely next to him, and wrap my arm around his. He holds my hand and looks at me.
"How was your bath?"
"Good." I smile.
He holds the side of my face, and inhales as he kisses my head.
"You smell good."
"Did I smell bad before?" I make a face and laugh softly.
"No." Michael chuckles. "You always smell good. I mean the shampoo or shower gel you use. You smell like vanilla and coconuts." He plants a kiss on my lips, and inhales again as he moves his lips to my neck.
I giggle from the tingling sensation his lips have caused, and stroke my hand through his soft curls. He smiles and kisses my chin, before looking in to my eyes.
"We can watch a movie if you want?" He says, placing his hand on my thigh.
"Maybe." I say, resting my hand on top of his. "But I think I might be too tired to sit through one."
"Yeah." Michael says, slowly rubbing my thigh with his thumb. "We can go to bed?"
"Not yet. I like sitting with you like this." I smile.
"Ok." He smiles. "Are you hungry? Thirsty?"
"I'm fine." I laugh softly. "I'm still full from all the pizza you ordered, which I still feel bad about, by the way."
"Why?" He frowns.
"Because I didn't want you spending more money." I shake my head.
"I'm your boyfriend now, and you're my girl, so you're gonna have to get used to me buying you stuff and looking after you."
I give him a look and sigh.
"This is what being in a relationship is all about. I know you've always been an independent woman, but you've got me now."
"I've been on my own and independent my whole life. It's who I am, and accepting these things from you isn't easy for me... even accepting your love for me isn't easy."
He frowns and runs his hand through my hair.
"I love that you're a strong, independent woman." Michael nods. "I'm not telling you to change who you are because I love all of you, I'm just saying you can rely on me, and not feel bad about it. You don't need to be upset about me spending money on you. I know right now it isn't easy for you, but in time you'll get used to it. Let me do what a boyfriend is supposed to do. Let me love you."
I smile slowly as we gaze in to each others eyes, and nod my head.
"Ok." I say quietly.
Michael smiles and plants a long, soft kiss on my lips. I smile and pull away, biting down on my bottom lip.
"Rest your head on my lap."
"Don't you want to lay down? You're tired." Michael says softly.
I shake my head.
"I want to stroke through your hair."
He smiles and bites his lip, before laying down and resting his head on my lap.
I love his soft hair, and feeling it through my fingers has always made me feel calm and content. I look at Michael while he watches TV, and I delicately stroke through his silky curls, slowly twirling the ends with my finger.
"You were good with Ashton today. You and him seemed to get on well."
"He's a good kid." Michael says.
He places his big hand on my leg, and softly glides it up to my knee.
"He seems to be coping with everything ok."
"He hides his feelings well. He tries to act like everything is ok, but I know on the inside he's hurting, he just doesn't like to show it. He's a lot like me."
"Mm... at least you have each other, and he knows you're there for him."
"Yeah."
There's a little pause of silence as I stare at Michael's hair.
"You raised him well."
"Thanks." I smile, and begin to gently massage his head.
"Mm." He moans. "That feels good."
"Yeah?" I smirk, and massage down to his neck.
"Mm." He moans again, but deeper this time, causing a fluttering sensation in my womanhood.
His hand moves past my knee, and begins to rub up and down my thigh, causing goosebumps to rise over my skin. I stroke my hand along his shoulder, and then back up his neck and in to his hair.
He moves his head, and I feel his soft lips kiss my thigh. I watch him as he leans up, and continues to kiss my skin. I smile and bite my lip, still gripping and running my hand through his hair.
I feel him hesitate slightly with his hand before he slowly slides it further up my thigh, and under my night shirt. It's like he's making sure if it's ok to touch me. I know I'm upset and going through a hard time, but I need his touch more than anything right now.
His fingers trail across the material of my panties which makes me bite my lip, and then they slide up to my waist. He leans up closer to my face, staring intensely in to my eyes before slowly kissing my lips. The way he is kissing me is making my body burn and my womanhood throb.
He moves his hand back to my leg, and gently moves them apart so he can stroke his finger tips up the inside of my thigh. He takes his lips from mine, and his fingers stop just before my panties.
"Tell me if you want me to stop." He sounds deep and slightly breathless.
"I don't want you to stop." I breathe, and grab the back of his neck, pulling his face back to mine.
I slide my tongue in to his mouth, kissing him with more need and passion.
*MICHAEL'S POV*
I'm glad she doesn't want me to stop. Now I can make her feel good, for a little while at least.
I slowly unbutton her night shirt, and take it off her body. I take my lips from hers so I can admire the beauty that's in front of me. Her nipples are hard, and she looks so sexy in her cute purple panties.
I kiss her lips, and then plant kisses along her jawline and down her neck. She sighs and bites her lip, keeping hold of the back of my neck while I make my way down her chest.
I feel her curves with my hands, and cup her breast. She releases a little gasp, and watches me massage her boob. I pinch her nipple gently, and latch my lips around it, sucking slowly. She let's out a little, sexy moan, so I tease her even more by slowly licking her nipple, and then I stroke my tongue around her areola. I give the same attention to her other breast, and kiss both of them before moving off the sofa and kneeling in front of her.
I stroke my hands up the side of her thighs while we stare in to each others eyes. I plant a soft kiss on her thigh and bite my lip.
"You're so beautiful."
Some strands of her damp hair are resting against her face, her cheeks are flushed, and her lips are plump. She shows a shy smile, and looks down at my hands caressing her thighs.
"I'm a lucky man."
She opens her mouth, about to say something because I'm making her feel embarrassed with my compliments, but I stop her.
"Don't." I smirk, and start to kiss up her thigh. "It's the truth." I say between my kisses.
She grins and bites her lip, watching me kiss every part of both of her thighs. She flinches and gasps quietly when I open her legs wider, and kiss the scars at the top of her thighs.
I hook my fingers on to her purple panties and pull them down her legs. She starts to breathe more quickly now, and her eyes become darker the more she watches me.
I hold her hips and grab her ass cheek, gently pulling her forward on the sofa. I push her shoulder, so she's resting back, and then pick up her thighs. I kiss up her inner thigh again, until I reach her wetness. She bites her lip in anticipation, and I slowly lick her folds; my tongue getting drenched from her sweetness. Her hips rock, and she instantly moans and sighs from the contact of my tongue.
I take my time with her to make sure she gets as much pleasure as possible. I kiss and suck her slowly, before circling my tongue around her throbbing clit.
"Mmmm." She moans as she bites her lip.
I tighten my grip on her thighs, and look up at her as I dip my tongue inside of her.
"Ugh, yeah." She smiles, rocking her hips against my face a little bit faster.
She's sooo wet, and she tastes sooo good. We haven't been intimate in a while, so I'm really trying to control myself here, but it's not easy when I'm so hard for her. I need to take my trousers off soon because my dick is starting to hurt. I can feel how wet I am from my precum, and I'm throbbing so bad. I want to make her cum on my face first.
She's breathing heavy now, and making a lot of sexy noises. Her small hands grip my hair, and her hips thrust faster in to my face as she builds more, almost coming to her peak. I move my lips and tongue faster, making her reach her orgasm. She cries and pants as she explodes, and pushes the back of my head, so my face goes further in to her throbbing pussy.
She shakes and moans, and I make one last long stroke with my tongue before coming up for air. My face is covered in her sweet juice. She tries to catch her breath, looking all sexy and dazed. I smile and lick my lips, beginning to take off my trousers.
Before I have chance to finish taking them off she grabs my shirt and pulls me on top of her. Her legs wrap around me, and her soft hands grab my face before she crashes her lips on to mine.
She pulls at my shirt and quickly unbuttons it. I pull it off and throw it across the room, neither of us breaking our hot, passionate kiss. She slides her hands all over my body, and gently claws her fingernails down my chest. I'm also feeling every part of her. My hands roam her curves, and I grab her ass cheeks, giving her a firm squeeze. I moan in her mouth and eventually have to break the kiss before I pass out.
We both pant in each others face, and then she pushes me, making me sit back on the sofa. I quickly pull down the rest of my trousers and take off my breifs. She smiles and bites her lip before moving her leg over me.
My mouth stays open while I look her up and down, admiring how sexy she looks as she holds my shoulders. I move her hair away from her face and kiss her deeply. She moans, but pulls away and latches her lips on to my neck. I sigh and drop my head back, enjoying the feeling of her soft, wet lips against my skin.
I grip her hips and rub my hands over her peachy ass, enjoying her on top of me like this. She rubs my shoulders, and then tangles her fingers in to my hair, trailing her lips along my collarbone now.
"I love your shoulders." She says seductively between her kisses.
I lick and bite my lip, watching her kiss along my shoulder, and gently graze my skin with her teeth. The feeling of her biting me gently is driving me crazy.
"And your neck." She grins, stroking her finger tips up and down my neck.
Her touch makes me smile and I get goosebumps. She bites her lip, and starts kissing my neck again. She licks and sucks up to my ear which makes me shiver a little bit. She's making me feel so good. She suddenly licks my earlobe which makes me gasp quietly. She smiles, seeing that I enjoyed that, so she does it again, and nibbles on it this time too.
I flinch when I feel her hand suddenly wrap around my rock hard member.
"I also really love your dick." She whispers in to my ear before guiding it inside of her.
She gasps feeling my size enter her. I frown and moan loudly, watching her slowly slide down on my dick. I watch my dick fill her up until I'm fully inside of her. She feels so warm and wet.
"Fuck." I sigh and grip her hips, making sure she stays still for a second or else I'm gonna cum, and that would be embarrassing.
She grins and bites her lip, looking all sexy. She takes hold of my hands, taking them away from her hips, and places them on her boobs.
She begins to rock her hips slowly, and watches my hands as I squeeze and rub her boobs.
"I love your hands too, and the way you touch me. They're so sexy." She says, placing her hands on top of mine.
I smile and bite my lip.
"Yeah?" I moan.
"Mmm." She nods, now rocking her hips a bit faster.
She flips her hair to the side, and picks up my hand, taking it from her boob. I breathe heavily as I watch her kiss each of my fingers, and then my eyes widen when she takes my index finger in her mouth. She stares in to my eyes while she sucks slowly and seductively. I gulp and my breath hitches.
"Oh shit, Ness." I frown, feeling like I might cum any second.
She moans and starts to grind hard now, while still sucking on my finger.
"Fuck!" I cry, and quickly grab her hips to stop her. "Baby, you're gonna make me cum."
I laugh through my heavy breathing and kiss along her shoulder.
"That's what I want." She smirks.
She holds my hands and goes back to rolling her body on me. I sigh and stroke my hands up her back, pushing her body closer to mine. Her hands clutch on to my shoulders and she starts to bounce on me. Her ample breasts bounce in my face, and I dig my fingers in to her ass cheeks, feeling myself ready to explode.
"Ooh, fuck!" She cries out through her heavy breathing.
Her arms fling around my neck and her body starts to shake. I grunt and moan like crazy, thrusting my hips forward as I cum hard inside of her. I hold her tightly and grip at her body as I have one of the most intense orgasms ever.
I drop my head back, trying to catch my breath, and Ness keeps her face buried in my neck while she also tries to regain her breath.
I open my eyes and look down at her. I push her hair back so I can see her face. She looks so satisfied, and her eyes look dazed. One of my favourite looks. I lick my lips and smile before kissing her.
I take myself out of her, but she doesn't move. She stays sitting on me like this, and keeps her arms wrapped around me, giving me a hug. I hold her and stroke through her hair until we both come down from our orgasms. I feel her nuzzle in to my neck which makes me smile.
"I'll get you some tissue." I say quietly.
She let's out a little moan, and I can feel she doesn't want to let me go.
"I'll be quick." I laugh softly and kiss her head.
She let's go of me, and I go to clean myself up and get her some tissue. I walk back in to the living room, and see her laying on the sofa still completely naked with her eyes closed. I can't get over how stunning she is.
"Ness." I say softly.
"Mm?"
"Let's go up to bed."
"Mm... let's sleep down here."
She sounds really tired, and I'm not surprised. She's had a long day... I smile hearing how cute she sounds.
"Are you sure? My bed is more comfortable."
"No." She slowly opens her eyes and smiles. "I want to sleep down here with you."
I smile and watch her as she closes her eyes again.
"Ok... I'll get some pillows and blankets."
"Ok." She nods and then yawns.
I come back with pillows and blankets, and see she's now sitting up, rubbing her eyes.
"You ok?" I ask softly.
"Mmm. I just need the toilet."
I watch her stand up and leave the living room, and then I start making the sofa a bit more comfortable. I lay down with blankets over me, and wait for Ness to come back. After a few minutes she walks back in to the living room and gets under the blankets with me. I wrap my arms around her, and she snuggles in to my chest.
"I was just thinking." She smiles as she looks up at me. "We've fucked almost everywhere in your house."
I laugh and raise my eyebrows.
"We didn't fuck just then, we made love."
She giggles and kisses my cheek.
"We still have some places to make love in. My bathroom, your bathroom, the main bathroom, and the swimming pool." She smiles.
"Swimming pool?" I grin. "You wanna recreate that day at the beach?"
"Yeah." She bites her lip.
"Ok, well you can't move out until we've made love in every room."
"Deal." She smirks, and strokes her fingers along my jawline.
We both go silent and stare at each other while I caress her back. I'm really going to miss her when she moves out. I've got so used to seeing her almost every day, so it's going to be hard being apart from her...
"I've been thinking about what you said." She says quietly as she strokes my chest. "About me seeing a Psychiatrist."
"Yeah?" I say softly.
"Mm." She nods. "And I think I will eventually, but I think you should speak to someone too."
I stare at her, surprised to hear her say that.
"You said I've been through a lot of trauma, but so have you. You kept it all inside before you met me."
I keep quiet and think about what she's saying.
"You had a bad childhood too Michael." She frowns. "And you've been through a lot these last few years."
Maybe Ness is right...
"How about we make another deal? If I speak to someone, then you have to promise to do the same."
"I promise." She smiles.
I hold her chin and softly kiss her lips.
"You can still speak to me though." She says, rubbing my arm. "About anything."
"I know." I smile. "And you can still speak to me. I'll always be here for you."
"I know." She smiles and nuzzles in to my neck, and I squeeze her gently.
"Your words of encouragement to Ash inspired me earlier."
"What do you mean?" I ask.
"You told him to go for his dreams... when everything is settled and I'm feeling better, I'm going to go for mine, and become a nurse."
I smile widely and lean up on my elbow, resting my head on my hand as I look down at her.
"That's great Ness." I say, stroking my hand through her hair. "And so you should. You'll be a fantastic nurse."
"Thank you." She shows a shy smile.
"And a very sexy one at that." I bite my lip and look her up and down.
"Stop." She raises her eyebrows and giggles.
"I'll be more than happy to roleplay if you ever need to practice." I smirk.
"I guess I should buy myself a nurses outfit soon." She bites her lip.
"Very soon." I nod and lick my lips, having naughty images of Ness in a sexy nurse outfit. "Now you're making me hard again." I laugh softly. "But you need rest."
She giggles and I kiss her forehead before nestling her back in to my neck.
"Goodnight, Michael."
"Goodnight, baby."
I feel her smile against my neck.
"I love you." She says quietly.
"I love you too." I smile, and stroke her hair.
Silence fills the room, and I close my eyes.
"We'll start our first deal in the morning."
"Mm?" She hums, sounding like she's almost asleep already.
"I'm gonna make love to you in the shower."
She giggles against my neck, and plants little kisses.
"I can't wait."