For a Moment at Least (Age Ga...

By GeneralizedBond

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BOOK 1 He hovered over me in silence while I gathered my senses. "Why are you here Deacon?" I finally asked... More

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapted 37
Chapter 38
Epilogue

Chapter 21

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By GeneralizedBond

*This is one of the more heated chapters. Just a small warning*
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Chapter 21

Tomorrow is Monday, that means back to work and coffee with Audenzia. I had felt a turning in my stomach when I thought about Audenzia. She is extremely nice and has an odd infatuation with me, but that wasn't why she made me nervous.

She carries herself with such elegance. Which normally wouldn't intimidate me. But there is this side of me that envies her confidence and grace. The side that wants to be that person for Deacon.

He deserves a Luna that has an ability to lead and take charge, a Luna that is undeniably beautiful and exceptional in every way.

I am different than what is expected of a Luna. I don't always know what to say, and I tend to almost always say the wrong thing. I'm attractive, but to no standard am I on the level that Audenzia manages to maintain.

I gazed at my reflection in the mirror. My damp dark hair clung to my bare shoulders, and my dark brows could probably use a good plucking. However I loved my lips, they were small but plump. Pouty some would say. And my eyes, although they were a dark brown, they were big, and could easily express an emotion on their own.

I unwrapped my towel and actually gave my body a good look. I was short for an eighteen year old, and slender. My body lacked the hourglass that had men drooling. But I was hoping that maybe my figure would fill out as I got older.

"Ellis?" I heard a familiar voice downstairs. Quickly pulling on my leggings and t-shirt I ran down the steps with my wet hair and bare feet.

"Lenon?" I called out as I rounded the corner. His eyes widened as he realized how happy I was to see him. It wasn't that I missed him individually, I just missed people. The past two days Deacon has been keeping his distance and has had lots of pack business to attend to. So I have been stuck in the house alone.

"Didnt know you liked me this much." he joked as I pulled him in a hug. I laughed and awkwardly pulled away.

"It's just nice to see a face... what are you doing here?" I asked. He smiled and sat down on the couch making himself comfortable.

"I finished exams, so I'm back on Luna duty." he smiled and pulled a laptop from his bag. I sat down beside him.

"Who was on Luna duty before you?" I asked, I felt like I have been alone the last couple of days. He typed away at his computer never looking up while he answered.

"A couple of the warriors that Deacon assigned. They stay outside the house though. But the last thing I want to do is wander the woods in form when I have an application essay to write." he finally glanced up realizing I stayed silent.

"An application essay? I thought you were attending community college?" I asked. He gave a weak smile knowing this was a soft topic for me, seeing as I have yet to bring up my wanting to go to school to Deacon.

"Well, I decided to start at Oregon University for the winter quarter. Deacon gave out college funding early." I could feel Lenons eyes on me as I stared down at my hands.

I felt Lenon's hand on my knee, an attempt to comfort me. "Ell what's wrong?" he asked tilting his head to catch my gaze.

"I just hate that he's so willing to send his people off to school, yet with me it's a problem." I sighed, trying to push my resentment aside.

"Youre a Luna, you don't need school. You have a pack to run and an Alpha that can take care of you." he tried lifting the mood. I chuckled an almost evil chuckle.

"What era do you all live in? Is it terrible for me to want to have the ability to care for myself? Is it unheard of for someone to actually want to go to school?" I ranted. Before Lenon could respond we heard the front door slam shut.

Lenon took his hand from my knee and quickly stood up. I turned to see Deacon walking into the living room. A part of me missed him and wanted to go embrace him. But he looked visibly upset.

"Lenon, leave." his voice was low and husky.

"Yes Alpha." Lenon responded, grabbing his things and leaving without a second glance.

Deacons shoulders were tense, he never looked up from the ground. It was odd feeling excited to finally see him but also scared of what he had heard and why he was so angry.

He has been coming home after I'm asleep and leaving early before I wake. I haven't questioned him, just assuming it was some pack business.

I watched as he took off his suit jacket and laid it on the nearby chair. He let out a deep sigh before rolling up the sleeves to his sleek button-up, revealing his ink stained arms.

My breath hitched as he unbuckled his black leather belt and slid it off his waist. "Deacon." I whispered. He didn't respond.

Instead he slowly walked towards me, gripping his hands on the back of the couch behind me. His subtle cologne filled my nose.

He brought his hand to my shoulder, pulling my hair to the side to expose my neck. My eyes fluttered shut as he let his fingers softly graze the mark on my neck. He leaned down nuzzling his face into my hair.

"Why can't you just be obedient." the gravel in his voice told me it was his wolf asking this question.

"What did I do?" it came out as more of a whimper, causing him to growl in satisfaction.

"I can smell him on you." he whispered, letting his hand move over my chest, pulling me into the couch and closer to him.

I was trying my best to mind my arousal around his wolf, but it was something out of my control.

His hand felt it's way to my breast, his large fingers ran across my nipple causing my head to fall back against his shoulder. I shut my eyes tight, feeling the fire ignite inside me.

"I know what's best for you." his tone was deeper, more animalistic.

"I want Deacon back." my voice cracked under his lust filled presence.

"Oh Ellis." he breathed. He brought his hand to my chin, tilting my head to meet his gaze. His bright yellow eyes filled my vision.

I pulled myself from his grasp and stood up, feeling confident, and at a safe distance with the couch as my barrier, I decided to speak.

"I believe you want what's best for me, but you don't know what's best for me. And I'm not scared of you. You frighten Deacon with your dirty thoughts but I know you won't do anything." My outburst had me out of breath. The confidence in me had melted when I saw the smirk forming on Deacons face.

"Take off your clothes." he ordered. I shook my head vigorously. He took a deep breath and made his way around the couch. I stumbled back, trying to create distance.

"Ellis. Take off you clothes. I'm going to show you something." his voice was stern. I didn't know what to do. Deacon warned me about this. I watched and waited for his bright eyes to recede but they were as prominent as ever. He took a few steps closer. I felt the wall behind me as I tried to further myself from him.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean what I said. I'll listen, just please..." I begged. He pressed his lips into a fine line, taking another deep breath. He was getting frustrated with my defiance.

"Take off your clothes." he spoke through his teeth. I took a few breaths to calm myself before realizing there was nothing I could do.

I gripped the hem of my shirt and pulled it over my head, immediately feeling the cool air on my exposed breasts. I avoided his gaze while I stood there half naked.

"All of it." he spoke up. My hair fell over my face as I pulled down my leggings and underwear, kicking them off to the side.

Before I could shield myself from him, he immediately made his way to me. I flinched just as he pulled me into his arms.

The warmth of his clothed body comforted my cold skin. As soon as I inhaled his intoxicating scent I nuzzled my face to his chest and embraced him back.

"He's been avoiding you, scared that I'll hurt you. I need you to know that I'd never take you by force, no matter how tempted I may be." he whispered. I gripped him tighter as he felt his hands down my back.

I knew I was right. He wasn't just a cold-blooded predator. He was more than that.

His grip loosened and I pulled away to see those chocolate brown eyes. Deacon wasted no time leaning down to press his lips to mine. I moaned into the kiss and pulled at his shoulders, standing on my tiptoes trying my best to get to his level.

He pulled away and lead me to the couch. Gently laying me down he crawled on top of me, bringing his lips to mine once more. I wrapped my arms around his neck while his rough hands roamed my bare body.

He laid himself between my legs, letting his heavy firm body press fully to mine. I breathed into the kiss enjoying the pressure between my legs.

Everything about him felt right; his smell, his large carressing hands, even the way his overgrown stubble grazed my chin and cheeks as he kissed me. He was perfect.

I let my hands wander down his body, between my legs. I quickly unbuttoned his pants, trying desperately to feel him.

"Ell." he pulled from the kiss. I shook my head and pressed my lips to his again, trying to pull his pants down. He stopped me before they could fully come off.

"I can't have sex with you. Not until our commitment ceremony." he spoke, holding my wrists still with his one hand. I didn't want to take it all the way, I just wanted to be closer to him.

"I know. I just want to feel you." I could hear the neediness in my voice, making it almost unrecognizable.

He smiled and pulled his body from mine. Sitting up between my legs. I almost forgot I was naked as he gazed into my eyes.

Deacon unbuttoned his shirt and let it slip from his shoulders. His tattooed chest and torso we're on full display. I carefully eyed the unreadable markings.

My eyes averted to his hands as he pulled down his pants enough to pull his erection out. I subconsciously scooted back on the couch. He was bigger than I had imagined. Much bigger.

I silently watched as he leaned over me, holding himself in his hand. I put my hands on his strong chest, still eyeing his size.

"Ell, calm down. We're not having sex, not tonight." he comforted. I swallowed the lump in my throat.

"Either way, it's going to hurt Deacon. I don't think it's going to fit." I replied. I felt his chest rumble as a chuckle left his mouth. I looked up at him confused by his amusement.

"Hunny, we were made for each other. It will probably take some time. But it will fit." he caressed my cheek. I blushed up at him, still unsure of it all.

Deacon smiled and leaned down kissing my forehead. He took his hand from his shaft and lowered it between my legs. I arched my hips as I felt his fingers sliding up and down my silky folds.

"Your soaked." he breathed. I spread my legs and arched my hips even more. Tilting my head I released a sultry moan as he wet his fingers on my core.

I whimpered at the sudden loss of touch. opening my eyes I watched as Deacon took his wet fingers and wrapped them around his shaft, slowly stroking himself with my arousal.

There was a warmth building in my stomach, a heat that needed him. I watched as his eyes danced around my body. His face contorted to one I have never seen before, one of pleasure and growing lust. The need for him to be inside me was overwhelming.

I felt my fingers down the contours of his chest, just before I made it to his groin he released his grip and gazed down at me waiting for me to touch him.

I glanced up at him once more before letting my fingers graze the tip of his shaft. He immediately shook above me, releasing a low groan.

I continued feeling down his large member until I fully took him in my hands. He was so warm and stiff. This was the first time I had touched a man like this.

Deacon closed his eyes and relished the feeling of my hands sliding up and down his wet erection. It never seemed to dry as his slippery arousal kept producing with every stoke.

"Your hands are unlike anything I've ever felt." he breathed, lowering his face to mine. I watched his every reaction to my touch. His face seemed to tell me everything.

He pressed his forehead to mine and let his eyes close before pressing his lips to mine with a low growl. I kissed him back fervently, immediately feeling his hand between my legs again, this time pushing his finger inside me.

I whimpered into his mouth at the sudden action. I stroked him faster. Rounding my hand over his tip to pick up his excess pre-cum, lubricating him all over again with every stroke.

His finger matched my rhythm as I broke away from the kiss to release my noises of pleasure.

"Pretend it's me baby, as if I'm already inside you." his whisper was low and unsteady. I did as he said and closed my eyes, imaginging him finally inside me, the fullness and warmth of the most private piece of him.

I felt my muscles convulsing around his one finger, my body shook underneath him, and the stokes of his shaft became uneven.

I heard myself almost scream before I realized I was cumming. Deacon buried his face into my neck as I noticed his hips pushing his shaft through my hands.

I felt the vibration through his body as he growled and groaned into my shoulder. A warm liquid pooled on my stomach in spurts. He climaxed.

We laid there, catching our breath as our slippery messes lingered on each other's bodies. He pulled his head from my neck and pressed his lips to mine.

"Your noises sent me over the edge." he whispered against my lips. I smiled and gave him another kiss before he helped me up.

My eyes wandered his naked body as he lead me upstairs to the shower. He was beautiful, almost God like. His size and build alone was much larger than an average man, and immensely larger than me. But with 60% of his body covered in the ink gifted to him, it made him feel bigger, more intimidating.

This beast of a man loved me. He wanted everything with me. My heart pounded against my chest just staring at him.

"Whats wrong?" he asked after starting the shower. I walked into the large tiled shower, him following me in, holding me close as the warm water ran down our bodies.

Looking up at him, I reached for his neck and pulled him down to me. "I love you Deacon Vidar." I told him. He smiled and pulled me into him, kissing me with a passion I've never felt before.

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I did it! Another chapter!

Hope you enjoyed:)

This story progressively gets more and more heated. I felt like I should have given more of a warning on the sometimes smutty terminology. But too late.

Thank you for reading!

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