That afternoon I went to Drew's house. I'm sitting in my room on the bed still crying my eyes out. I can't believe Drew did that to me. My eyes are still tearing up right now. I checked the time it's around 6 o'clock. I hear a knock on my door.
"Hey, Jade mom wants you downstairs for dinner." I hear Daniels's voice.
"I'm not hungry," I say to him. I end up sniffing a bit loud. Daniel opens up the door I thought I had locked.
"Are you crying?" Daniel walks into my room.
"No." I wipe my tears away.
"Who hurt you?"
"Nobody, just leave me alone." I turn around not facing Daniel throwing a blanket on top of me.
"Then why you crying?"
I feel Daniel got closer to me and sit on the edge of my bed.
"I'm not crying!"
"You not fooling anyone Jade, let me ask you though. Did you get like rejected by someone I mean I don't know if it's since you been dressing nicer lately?" Daniel poke me on the side.
"No."
"Then what is hurting you?"
I'm not responding or telling him anything. Daniel got closer to me and start tickling me.
"Stop!" I try pulling away from him and try not to laugh. I end up going on the end of my bed on the other side.
"There's the smile I was looking for, now what was bothering you," Daniel asks again.
"Nothing." I come over sit next to Daniel.
"Alright, if it's a boy that annoyed you or made you sad don't forget to tell him I'm here for you, and since you not telling me don't cry over boys. They all stupid just like I was well I'm still stupid." Daniel says and I end up giggling at it.
"For real, I skipped college and I still need to focus on what I'm going to do to make a living and I just been kinda lost. But really whoever this guy is his really dumb to not noticed you if you were rejected but you should know don't ever cry for a guy they all stupid. You're smarter than this. I'm the only person who's allowed to make you cry." Daniel got close to me and hug me.
It's so strange how Daniel can be so sweet sometimes. It's never strange when he being rude and arrogant which I'm very familiar with. I don't get this treatment as often from him so I hug him back.
"Thanks, Daniel."
"So it was a guy." Daniel looks down at me laughing to himself. "I knew it." He continued.
"No," I say.
"Now you wasted 10 minutes of my dinner time like I'm starving right now. Come downstairs or I'll eat yours." Daniel says and leaves slamming my door behind him.
"Here's the Daniel the terrible I knew."
I decided to go back to bed this time I'm actually going to sleep. My heart still feels a bit heavy and I don't feel like eating. I was so excited to go to him now I'm just in pain and humiliated right now. I'm done crying for now. Before I know it I was asleep.
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The next morning, I hadn't received a text from Drew at all. I went downstairs and the smell of my mom's cooking is all in the air. Drew isn't around at all this morning it's just Chris and my stepdad Bert.
"Where is everybody?" I ask them.
"I don't know." Chris answer.
"Jade, you eating?" She asks me.
"No," I tell her.
"Come you didn't even eat dinner last night. Eat something, I made you a yogurt bowl it's really good." She placed a bowl in front of me.
As I'm about to sit at our Island Drew walks in the kitchen. "I should go, mom. Lizzie is waiting." I pretend to look at my phone like I just received a text.
"Fine then eat this on the way." My mom hands me a protein bar.
"Thanks." I take it and I turn to leave without even giving Drew one glance. He was being such a jerk about yesterday. I can't bear to look at him right now.
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At school in the cafeteria, I'm sitting with Lizzie who I already told about what happened to us.
"Wow, I mean seriously he did that?" She asks.
"Yeah, I don't know what really got into him."
"I don't know either. Try talking to him later and tell him about how it bothers you he did that after all communication is key to a healthy relationship." Lizzie says.
"I'll see what happens next."
"Hello, ladies." Seth sits right next to me on our table.
"What do you want?" Lizzie asks him.
"Obviously came to say hi to my good friend here. We didn't use to say hi now we're starting to. Hi Jade?" Seth says look getting me to look at him.
"Fuck off," I tell him.
"I'm sorry but what is bothering you today pretty girl?"
"You are," I tell him.
"Oh, really I'm sorry."
A girl named Charlotte, Seth used to date stands and look down at me. She's in my English class but I don't know what she wants right now.
"What do you want Charlotte?" Seth asks her like his annoyed.
"So this is who you dumped me for?" She walks over to Seth instead.
"Charlotte, nows is not the time," Seth said.
"I'm way hotter than this." Charlotte points her fingers at me indicating she's talking about me.
"Listen here Charlotte, if I had a face like yours I'd make sure to sue my parents," Lizzie speaks up. Charlotte looks offended for a second.
"Oh, then I almost forgot what I came here for." Charlotte opens her carton milk and pours it on Seth's head all of it. Lizzie and I pull away from him.
Everyone starts to look at our table with Seth having milk all over himself. I'm shocked she really just did that. The bell ring and everyone got up to go.
"You should probably go change," I tell him. He shakes his head as in yes. I take out a towel a small towel feeling bad and hand it to him.
"Thanks." He says and Lizzie pulls me to get going with her.
"That was terrible," I tell Lizzie.
"Are you kidding, that's the best thing I've seen at this cafeteria," Lizzie says.
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Right after school, I got a text from Drew.
SORRY ABOUT YESTERDAY, IM COMING TO SEE U
I don't reply back instead I threw my phone in my back and go to sleep. This thing with Drew is, I get that we need to talk it's just I'm quite still confused right now.
There's a soft knock on my door and I don't feel like answering it. The person knocks on the door again. I hope it's not Drew. I take a lot of courage to get up and open that door.
"Yes." I look up and see it's Drew, that's at the door. He looks tall and handsome as ever but I'm somehow not able to forget what happened to us yesterday. I push my hair back trying to give him a sexy look while still keeping my head up high.
"What?" I ask him.
He's been silent and looks like a little kid ready to say something.
"I needed to talk to you and I'm sorry about yesterday like I do feel really bad. It's just I don't use to be in trouble. I'm praying those three months come by faster to hold you in public, and kissed you." Drew comes closer to me to kiss me. I end up moving back putting my hand on his chest.
"I really need you to know what you're doing because you seemed like you're unsure of yourself, about us?"
"I'm really sure about wanting to be with you and I'm sorry about yesterday. This, what we are doing I just want to be more cautious about it. Our age gap right is huge because you're not 18 and if your mom won't allow this between I don't where I'll end up."
"They can't do that and I want to be with you too, fine we keep it a secret between us no one has to know what we do." I pull Drew closer to me. I pull him into my room and closed the door behind him.
"Yes, I still can't have sex with you still but we make it work." Drew comes close to me again.
"Jade you're so cute." He pulls me closer. I tiptoed cupping his cheeks for a kiss. I wanted this from him. It's been a while.
"And you're so handsome." I bite his lips playfully. I want him so bad right now. Drew gets closer to me and kissed me. This is super hot and I'm turned on wanting to take his clothes off. He ends up pulling away from our kiss. His hand is on my cheeks as I placed them on my lips. I kissed his hand, his finger as he watches me. His middle finger I take it and push it up to my mouth I suck on it. I look up and see I left him in shock. His mouth is wide opened. I turn to him his chin. Biting my lips I can't help but kiss him.
"You're incredible, that was sexy and hot and you're beautiful." He kissed me again.
"Mmm, you know where it would be even better?" I push my hand down his pants circling him with my hand.
"I know you're amazing at it." Drew peck my cheeks. He's so sexy right I just want to have him. I pull him then push him to sit on my bed.
I want to at least see if he's willing to let me try this.
"Since you've seen all of me. It won't be a problem right?" I take my shirt off and since I'm not wearing a bra I'm completely topless.
"What are you doing?" Drew asks looking all confused. I walk close to him and sit on his lap with both my legs on each side.
"I want to ride you but since I can't well you won't let me. Do you mind doing me such favor?" Drew eyes go wide as he sees my breast all upon his face.
"You are so naughty and I love it." Drew puts my nipples into his mouth, he then tries the other one sucking on it. He massages me and buries his face into them.
"There you go that's it." I moan which his making me feel so good right. I end up putting my hand inside my pants to rub myself playing with clit as Drew plays with my boobs all he wants. After a good minute of playing. I end up cumin on hand inside my pants.
"You're amazing." Drew kissed me. I pull my finger out with my cum on it. "I'd love to taste you." Drew pushes my finger into his mouth licking it. I go head and kissed him on the mouth. Playing with his hair I end up hugging him after while still sitting on him. I don't want this to end I love this comfort. His smell and everything makes me want him more.
"Drew?" I call him while we still hugging.
"Yes?"
"Don't let me go yet, I want to stay like this for a while." He hugs me a bit tighter and pets my hair.
A sudden knock is at my door. Both Drew and I pull away real quick.
To be continued. . .