Alessia:
Sitting in this car alone whole driving has got to be the most stressful thing ever. Thoughts tumble around in my head as I rethink all my life choices.
If I hadn't pissed off that Alpha 6 years ago, I wouldn't be in this position right now.
Things would be totally different.
Jameson insisted on driving the ty ty car he drove to my parents house back to our house. So i'm following him back home but it's almost like I can feel the tension between the two cars.
I wonder how mad he is at me.
We pull into our drive way and park the cars in the large garage. He quickly gets out of his car before walking into the house. I put my face in my hands for a few seconds before opening the cardoor and walking onto the house.
He is walking up the stairs and I follow him. "Jameson, i'm sorry." I tell him and he grunts while pushing open our bedroom door.
I walk in with him and he starts to walk over to the bathroom. I grab his arm and he glances at me from the side. "Can we talk?" I ask him and he growls lowly.
"About what?! You didn't tell me about an important milestone in our child's development for some childish reason, i'm sure." He says angrily and I let his arm go.
"Yeah my reasoning was childish and I understand that-" I start to say before he interrupts me.
"Matter of fact, what was your reasoning?!" He fully turns around to ask me. His arms are crossed at his chest and his hands are balled into fists. Something he frequently does when he is angry.
"I didn't tell you because you haven't been-" I start to say before he interrupts me again.
"I haven't put out?!" He asks angrily and I nod my head while looking away. "You are crazy- you know what, since you want it so bad let me help you then." He says before roughly grabbing my hips and pushing me on the bed.
He pulls my jeans and underwear off before doing the same to himself. He lines himself up with me and pushes his tip inside of me.
He chooses not to make eye contact with me and I immediately begin to feel uncomfortable. He begins to thrust his hips but only allowing his tip to fill me.
He continues this for 2 minutes. Awkwardly making eye contact with me at random times and both of us emotionally detached. He jerks his hips repeatedly and releases a small amount of his seed onto my stomach before putting his underwear and pants back on.
He walks out of the bedroom and immediately tears begin to fall from my eyes. I walk into the bathroom and grab some toilet tissue to wipe the small amount of cum off of my stomach.
I put my pants back on before walking out of the bathroom. I wipe my tears away away and take a deep breath. I run my fingers through my hair and pull my phone out of my purse.
I angrily throw it onto the bed before walking into the bathroom and starting up a shower.
I strip out of my clothes and step into the warm shower. I allow the water to patter against my skin and warm my blood.
After thoroughly cleaning myself, I step out of the shower and wrap a towel around myself. I walk into the bedroom and Jameson is sitting at the edge of the bed. Not doing anything but sitting.
We make eye contact and I am the first to look away. I walk into the closet and put on some sweatpants and a old t-shirt. I put my hair into a low bun before walking out of the closet. Jameson is now in the bathroom so I decide to give him his space and go down stairs.
I sit on the couch and turn the tv on. I lay my head up against one of the couch pillows and take a deep breath.
After 5 minutes, Jameson walks into living room. He sits next to me on the couch and lays his head on my lap.
"Look at me." He says and I clear my throat before staring down at him. My eyes begin to water but I push the tears back. "I didn't like what we just did- what I just did. We can talk to the doctors about-" He starts to say before I cut him off.
"No- no. It's fine James. I don't want you to end up doing something that you don't want to." I say and a tear escapes from my eye, unfortunately.
"Please don't cry, baby. Listen, things have been more heightened than usual for me so if we continued having sex the way we've been I was afraid I would hurt you or our child." He says while rubbing the side of my cheek. "So don't think I don't want to, or that I don't think about it anymore. Trust me I want you now more than I ever have. So we will talk to the doctors about it." He says and I nod my head. I begin to watch the tv again but his eyes still stay fixated on me.
"I'm- im sorry for not telling you about the first kick." I tell him quietly and he smirks.
"Why are you acting so timid?" He asks with a smirk and I roll my eyes.
"I'm not, this is just an awkward situation." I tell him and he burst out laughing. He sits up and forces me to lay down on the couch. He lays behind me and wraps his arms around my body.
"It's okay Alessia." He says before kissing my head softly. He grabs my cheeks with one of his hands and forces my head to turn. I shift my body to get comfortable.
He bites my bottom lip softly before fully kissing me. This kiss is wet but not sloppy, surprisingly. I pull away and he snarls before trying his hardest to put his lips back against mine.
"Wait. What happens if the doctor says we can have sex?" I ask him and he smirks.
"Well we're gonna have to make up for lost time. Meaning, I get to have you in the car, in the kitchen, on this couch, on the stairs, in the hall, in the bathroom, and our bedroom, of course." He says and I smirk before rolling my eyes.
"Quite an interesting promise from someone who didn't want me less than 2 hours ago." I say and he huffs in frustration while playing with the band of my sweatpants.
"I've always wanted you. I will always want you. In fact, I want you now. You can check if you want." He says with a smirk and nod. I grab his face with one of my hands and watch his face intently as I use my other hand to slowly work down his body.
When I finally meet my desired destination, I immediately feel his hard cock bump against my hand. I grab it softly and slowly begin to stroke up. He groans and closes his eyes tightly.
I softly begin to rub over his print with my pointer finger and he grunts. I plant an open mouth kiss on his parted lips. I remove my hand and his eyes snap open. "Please don't stop." He begs and my eyes widen. He has never once begged for me to continue a sexual act. I usually just eventually give in or he punishes me for teasing him.
I trail my hand back down to his print before slowly pulling his cock out of his pants and his underwear. I rub over his tip and he groans loudly before grabbing my upper arm with is hand.
I continue to watch his facial expressions as his eyes are closed and he nears his release. I stroke up repeatedly before reaching in his pants and rubbing his balls.
"Shit!" He swear loudly and I move my hand back up to his cock. I stroke two more times teasingly slow and he jerks his hips while releasing into my hand.
I lift my fingers up to my mouth a suck my finger clean as he slows down his breathing. He pulls my fingers out of my mouth and kisses me soft and slow. I hum and try my hardest to deepen the kiss even more. He grips my hair and uses it to pull my head back. That action pushes my lips against his harder and deepens the kiss.
He quickly grabs me and puts me on his lap. I look at him with squinted eyes as he allows his half hard half soft dick to stay out. I smile at him innocently and just like that I feel his cock spring up against my thigh.
I smirk at him and he rolls his eyes before gripping my thighs tightly. "If the doctor says no to sex then we can always do other things." He says to me and I feel myself becoming wet.
I shift my body and he licks his bottom lip before pushing my ass from his lap to his stomach. I look down at him and he clicks his tongue.
"I want you to ride my face but you have to keep going until I decide to stop." He says and I huff. He will either stop right before I'm about to release or continue after I release causing me to be a shaky mess either way.
"If that's what you want." I say to him and he smirks. I know i'm setting myself up but it's been so long. I need something.
He pulls my sweatpants off leaving me in my thong. He grips the thin fabric with his fingers and pulls up slowly. He applies pressure but not what I need. I moan in frustration and he smirks at me.
I pull the thing off myself and he stares at me with amusement. He stares at my dripping cunt before lifting me up and sitting me on his face.
I immediately grip the arm of the couch as his tongue begins to make moves. He teases my entrance with his tongue and I moan loudly. He hums and the vibrations make me shudder.
He begins to kiss my pussy sloppily while focusing his tongue on my clit.
"oh god!" I moan out breathlessly and he grips my thighs tightly. He continues this action while forcing me to move my hips. I begin to rock my hips back and forth on his mouth and he groans.
He softly bites down on my clit causing me to moan loudly and grip the arm of the couch tighter. My legs begin to shake as he begins to tease my entrance again.
My stomach begins to twist and turn as I near my release. My thrusts become choppy and short as he shows no mercy. He senses my body coming closer to its release and holds my thighs tighter.
He sucks my clit harshly and I squeal as I begin to shake uncontrollably. My eyes roll back in my head as I shake and shiver. He continues to eat me, slurping up my release like its his favorite meal.
I remove my hands from the arm of the couch and hold onto Jameson's hair. He forces me to continue riding his face. I push against his head to help with the amount of pleasure but it only makes him more eager.
He nibbles my clit and I moan softly. My body continues to shake uncontrollably as he begins to slow his pace down.
He begins to kiss my pussy. I feel my thighs clench as I begin to near another high.
He licks up my slit and I fall apart once again, but harder. A large tremor rolls up and down my body almost as it's been waiting to erupt.
My legs tremble as I try to detach my pussy from his mouth. He holds my hips in place and I moan loudly as he continues to suck and lick up my recent release.
My legs tremble as my body bends backwards towards his legs. My position causes him to unlatch but he begins to nibble on my clit once more.
"You said you would keep riding." He says to me before beginning to nibble my sensitive flesh again.
"I- I can't." I say breathlessly and he grunts.
"You're lucky you're carrying my child or else I wouldn't be so lenient." He says before stopping his actions on my clit. I let out a large breath as my body still shakes lightly.
He sits up on the couch whole forcing me up with him. He puts my head on his chest while rubbing my spine all the way down to my bare ass. The action causes me to shiver which only makes the shaking worse.
"Calm down, baby. For somebody who wanted it so much you sure as hell cant take it." He says mockingly and I grunt.
"Shut the fuck up." I say and he smacks my ass hard but not as hard as when I wasn't pregnant. He continues to trace my spine and ass while using his other hand to rub my scalp.
Jameson's phone begins to ring and we both huff in frustration. He reaches over to the coffee table and picks his phone up.
He settles back into his same position, me still on his lap, before answering the phone and putting it on speaker.
"This better be life or death." My mate speaks
through the phone and I smirk.
"Gabriella is hurt!" Gabe says urgently through the phone.
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Alright things will start moving along as the chapters grow, obviously. I just wanted to tell you guys that I really do appreciate you guys.
After reading the comments on the FFD1 you guys are talking about Jameson's age. I just wanted to clarify that he stopped aging!! He started aging once Alessia and him mates for the first time!
I feel like I clarified it in the book but the comments are flooded with thoughts about his age gap. Just incase you skipped the chapter of 20 questions, Jameson stopped aging. So he is around 27 years right now, along with Alessia.
Thank you for reading. See you guys soon! <3
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