Yiren was the best medicine.
The two of you, hanging out at night, at the maid café you used to work. Seeing that place again made you feel nostalgic of the time you spent there, but also at the way you and Taehyung got closer.
"I think what confuses you is that you yourself don't know what you want. You feel so burdened from your problems you can't let yourself relax and enjoy the love" Yiren said
"Love? What love? He'll soon forget about it..." you said while drinking a bubble tea
"You always say that. Stop being so pessimistic about something that may never happen. He's crazy about you right now."
You sighed. No matter how much you wanted to enjoy the present, uncertainty was always there to consume you.
He called. You ignored it. You weren't ready to talk to him yet.
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Next day you visited your brother. You checked your phone to see many missed calls from Taehyung.
You still couldn't believe what he had done to your body and soul.
You arrived at the hospital. Namjoon seemed much better and would soon leave.
"Sis, come here"
He patted the place next to his bed. He seemed about to talk for something serious, so you sat next to him. He took a deep breath
"Sis, I think we should change what we do. As long as we have that debt, we will never be able to have enough money to change our lives... I thought we should give the house to the bank. We can stay at friends' houses for a while till we will be finally able to buy a new house, or rent. What do you think?"
That house meant nothing to you. It was feeling cold, unfamiliar, it was a burden. Getting away from it and the debt was a good idea, but you definitely didn't want to stay for a long time at friends' houses.
"I don't know... I think we have to... that way we can save money. But I don't think I can last a lot this way."
You weren't used in asking for help. But this time, you'd have to do it.
"Can that Taehyung guy help you?" Namjoon asked and you immediately blushed
"Really? Are you willing to send your sister at a guy's house?"
"I just know that Yiren has a hard time at home, and Taehyung seemed to be a caring boy..."
You actually had no idea where to stay. Every choice seemed troublesome.
You sighed ignoring your brother who was talking about Taehyung.