CHAPTER 27
Sarah's POV.
There is no reason for a broken heart other than a broken trust and betrayal from the close ones.
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When she recollected her herself I could feel as if the storm is just a metre away. I prepared for the rest. I decided if anything I would at least compel her to tell me what's going on by the way she is reacting.
"Yes, I know him. I saw him. We were together." She recited like a kid recites poems.
"What-What do you mean by together?" I asked her carefully.
"Together-together. "
"Seriously Heather, don't play word games. Tell us what you know?" Zack demanded as she caressed her fake nails.
You dumbegg fudgenugget.
Why is he such an idiot can you please tell me, God?
"What does it have for you? Why do you want to know so bad?"
"Can you not fire back questions and tell me what were you guys doing honestly?" I fired back agitated.
"Nopee!" She deliberately dragged the E in nope and I groaned in frustration.
"Are you fucking kidding me, Heather?" Nate growled.
"Again no." She mirrored no expressions, no interest. Suddenly she went from being nice to being a wicked bitch.
"Look here and listen. Listen carefully. I do not fucking care on how you and James have a little secret. You keep your dirty little secret and filthy purposes in your pants. Do not and I mean it, do not ever cross me or you'll be in fucking hell." I shouted loud and clear looking dead in her eyes.
She was taken aback with my words and to be honest I was too. I wouldn't ever say anything like this to anyone. Not even in my dreams but now everything was different. Neither I believe in making anyone's life at hell let alone for being hurt because I had the damn feeling. Zack tried to calm me down by hugging me.
"This is not you Cherry. You don't say or do like this. You don't hurt people because they are hurting you. Shit happens. Are you okay though?" Zack asked me, the last part almost in a whisper and I found myself nodding at him but my eyes were on Heather. Nate was explaining something to her.
"..... It's important to her." That's exactly what my ears caught because they were talking or rather Nate was explaining very distinctively.
"Look Heather, I am sorry I didn't mean anything out of it. It was an impulsive reaction. C'mon Nate let's go!" I dragged Nate to the car.
"No, wait."
I turned around to take a look at her already very tired of all that has been going on. The feelings that I perceived played a bigger role than I thought. And I think the first sign you notice when you start pinning your feelings for someone is jealousy, just how that longing attention that should be given to you has been on someone else.
I wasn't jealous. I just needed to know what's going on.
"We have been sleeping together. Just casual but yes. He was here all frustrated that one day after our literature class. He was there looking for a distraction. I was there looking for some distraction. There is nothing serious though I don't want to be the reason he cheats on you. I am so sorry for this and my behaviour." Surprisingly she hugged me.
"It's fine. Thank you though."
"Do you have any proof?" Nate asked her looking over her face for some hint.
"I do. Pictures."
"Show them to us!" Zack demanded.
"Uh... I will show it to her!" She pointed at me clearly uncomfortable at the idea of two guys looking at her.
"But-" Zack whined and even Nate tried to peak but she was fast enough to push him.
"No Zack you pouting isn't going to help any case." And then she shoved him back and showed me some of the pictures clearly taken when James wasn't looking. Probably the phone was hidden or something. There were pictures of them which were semi-naked, kissing and whatnot. I had been not expecting it so when I saw it I sucked in a sharp breath. I read in one of the novels that you shouldn't beg for the love, beg for the effort and beg for someone who isn't rooting for you from the bleachers.
"Thank you!" I gave her a small smile.
"I'll see you around in school." She mumbled walking away.
"Wait." I called her back. I took selfies with her while Nate and Zack gave me a weird look. I can understand, why should I take a selfie with a girl who is involved with a guy that I like, that too physically.
I took multiple selfies and sent a few of them to James and then I mute the notification for his number. I didn't need drama again.
I glide into the back seat and we drove back to my place with Zack and Nate occasionally joking on James and in general.
"So Sarah what was it like?" Nate asked wiggling his eyebrows. Creepy.
"What was like what?"
"James and Heather?" Zack grunted at that.
"Thet deserve the filthy relationship they have!" I shrugged.
"You know what I think?" Nate said rubbing his chin.
"No. But I know what I think. That their relationship would have been kissing, sucking and fucking. No strings attached." I had weird friends who could make fun of my situation. They had this quality handy, I swear.
"So what do you want them to do?" I asked him puzzled.
"There should be all of it with some sparks in the background, where he kissed her and his hands travel all the places untouched like-"
"Woahhh, shut up." I groaned in frustration and this only caused both of them to laugh.
"Why?" Nate asked feigning an innocent look.
"Unlike you, I really don't wanna know his sex life. So shut up!" I gave them a dirty look.
"Are you sure?"
"Positive. Besides, since when did you both start taking interest in someone's sex life. Last time I checked you both were least interested?" I said flatly making sure none of my emotions are on display.
I've always learnt not to confuse our bad chapter with the end of the story, that we only become strong after we are broken.
I could see the pile of my feelings being broken piece by piece, shattering it completely. The noise of which was completely deafening but I held on to it. When I reached home both the boys made it sure that I keep my head clear but when I was inside my home, I made it seem like It was all good when in reality it was anything but good. James' room's light wasn't on so I was taking that he isn't home and he has been blowing up my phone ever since I sent him that selfie asking to meet and letting him explain.
I blocked him.
You know that feeling deep inside the stomach where you don't feel comfortable and you feel sad and you want to cry but there is something that is holding you back, it's like your entire body is upset and unnerved to the core like you're longing for something but you don't know what?
Yeah???
That's what I am feeling right now.
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Totally didn't expect James to do that. Duhhhh. He was fricking trying to two time damn you James.
What do you think about this?
Well atleast now Sarah knows the truth.
If I were Sarah, I would slap James tight.
I hate seeing her like this.
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