Hinata's pov
I wasn't able to get to sleep I stared at the wall all night long after I finally dozed off my alarm that I had set for earlier than usual rang both me and shota jumped up.
Shota: is there something wrong with your alarm clock.
Hinata: no I set it for earlier because Kageyama said ehen I fell asleep in hus arms I looked peaceful. So he said he would come to school earlier than usual so I sleep laying on him.
Shota: I knew you two would get together from the time I met kageyama. Anyways I'm gonna leave at my usual time I'm not waiting around at our club room by myself and I am not going to be the third wheel or spoil your moment so have fun.
He put his head back down and almost instantly goes back to sleep. I went next to him and pulled his blanket higher up don't you see the only reason he's staying behind is because he hates you a voice in my head said "not this again" he knows what's behind the hair dye and contact lenses he knows how hideous you really are "how did I stop the voices last time" I mumbled I started to feel panicky from what the foices were saying and my breathing quickened then I remembered what stopped the voices.
Kageyama is not really in love with you he dosen't really want to help you. I quickly went into dad's bathroom not caring weather he was there are not hoping to stop the voices
Your dad's gonna find out and he'll kill you or turn you into a slut like your brother.
At this point I was crying my hands were trembling luckily dad was not in his room I pulled out a drawer and took out a box of rasor blades I took seven from the box and then returned to my bathroom I grabbed all rhe stuff I need including bandages I closed the bathroom door and locked it kill yourself when shota wakes up you will be dead and everyone will be happy.
I started cutting over and over, almost out of control from my panicked state when I had finally calmed down I had 27 thin cuts from my wrist to the crease of my elbow.
But I felt a lot better I had silenced the voices I washed off the blade and got into the bath when I was done I bandaged my hand and my still healing back.
When I got out if the bathroom my hair was still dripping wet I took an empty shoe box and put my blades inside and hid the box under the bed.
I left the house and rode my bike to school. When I got to school I locked up my bike I went to the gym and sat on the step not long after I got there kageyama came and sat down next to me and kissed me on my forehead I felt my face heat up "morning shoyo" "morning tobio" I kissed him on his cheek he looked away from me blushing sightly.
I got up and sat in kageyama's lap and started getting comfortable then I was out like a light.
Kageyama's pov
I was thinking I would wake hinata soon because suga would show up soon but as that thought crossed my mind suga appeared suga took one look at us and said " are you dating?"
What do I say I know I say yeah but he's gonna ask how long ummmm wait I would not be lying if I said yesterday.
Kageyama:"yeah we're dating" *nervous laugh*
Suga:"it's about time, when did you confess?"
Kageyama:"yesterda-
Suga:"don't tell me yesterday morning because I can tell the difference between then and now. "
I look at suga in shock my face started heating up then I said "yesterday when I walked home with hinata."
Suga laughed "you guys are cute" I probably turned redder at this statement. I gently shook hinata to wake him he groaned and mumbled something "mmmmmmmmmeaaaat bunzzzzzzz" "we can get meat buns later hinata wake up" after about two minutes of hinata groaning different types of meat buns he opened his eyes and looked around he jumped up when he saw suga I realized suga recorded us but I didn't care I smiled gently at hinata freaking out as long as he's not sad.
Hinata's pov
"Ughhhhhh that was so embarassing"I said going to the clubroom with kageyama he just laughs, kageyama changes I put on black shorts and start digging in my bag my usual tactic to get out of changing with kageyama.
I tell kageyama to leave without me and when he closes the door I quickly take off my shirt and put on a thin, white, longsleef shirt with a loose black shirt over it. Then I went to spike kageyama's tosses.
Practice went almost normally everyone was keeping a close eye on me but jokes on them I'm not gonna give them a reason to suspect me of something and then hate me for lying to them then dad would hurt me for letting them find out.
Class was normal my classmates asked me why I was at the nurse yesterday I guess that's the excusd kageyama gave to the teacher. I told tem I had a stomach ache and they let me off the hook kageyama and I hangged out at lunch shota had made some new friends and he ate with them instead when schook was over and it was time evening practice nekoma had come back they were watching me too but I didn't care at this point but everyone seemed to calm down when they realized I was myslef all evening,
we managed to get three matches in and we won once outof the three when practice was over kageyama and I walked home after getting meat buns with everyone.
We laughed and we talked it was so much fun but we had to split up we stopped and I put down my bike and looked up at kageyama he leaned over and kissed me and I kissed back he gently bit my lip and I opened my mouth his tongue explored my mouth we finally pull apart we were breathing heavily and my face was red line of drool was running down the side of my mouth kageyama wiped it away and said "I love you" and I replied "I love you too" we hugged he piked up my bike for me and then we started walking our separate ways I turned around and yelled "KAGEYAMA!" he looked back and I gave him the biggest most genuine smile I have ever given. He looked suprised at first then gave me that simle he gave only to me.
I turned around and hopped on my bike the thing about today was all my smiles were real and that made me feel really happy.
If only this joy could last forever.
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