My Life Depends on her.

By swectnuhr

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Madison: Frank Ocean once said "You look down on where you came from sometimes, but you'll have this place to... More

Cast.
Sunday Night.
The Message.
Festival.
Trouble in Paradise.
I thought you loved her.
Problem
"Hi madi"
Is there love again?
Happiness
¡NEW CAST ALERT!
Studio dayz
I can't with her.
Your daily dose of Face drops, conversations, and of course, paparazzi's.
Forgetting
Time for a party
a day in their social media...
Operation: save Alexia from blondie hottie.
forgetting is for the best...Or is it?
an easy start
new beginnings.

"Ive missed you.."

970 25 20
By swectnuhr

Kendall, Lauren and Madison been dropped off where Daniel Caesar will be performing at.

I grab my phone to see if Claudia has tried to call her or text her but nothin not even a single text or call. Madison stare at my phone and just start think to myself.

"She's okay she probably has her phone put away so she won't lose it" Madison started to say over and over in her head those same words.

Lauren walks up behind Madison.

Lauren scared Madison "boo!".

"Mf! dude your gonna make me pee my pants" Madison looks at Lauren frightened.

Lauren walks away laughing.

Kendall and Lauren walk over to the front of the stage to watch Frank Ocean perform while they wait for Daniel Caesar.

"He's amazing dude" Kendall smiles and pouts at Madison.

"I hope he performs Godspeed, my mom and I would listen to it every night when driving home from shopping when we were little" Madison looks at Frank.

"Why Godspeed?" Lauren asks.

Madison just stare at the girls "Godspeed was the first song I heard from Frank's he helped us feel happiness whenever we listen to it."

Lauren pouts and gives Madison a hug.

Madison hugs Lauren back.

Frank then finishes up 'White Ferrari' and grabs the mic.

"Thank you to the bottom of my heart for
Coming out. I wish I can give all of you guys a hug right now." Frank smiles at the crowd.

The crowd smiles and screams out to Frank.

"This is Godspeed" Frank smiles and drinks a bit water.

Madison holds onto Kendall and Lauren.

Kendall hugs Madison and so does Lauren.

"I will always love you how I do
Let go of a prayer for you
Just a sweet word
The table is prepared for you.."

Madison wipes her tears and holds onto her best friends she loves to the bottom of her heart.

One hour passed by and Frank leaves the Stage, they start to set up for Daniel Caesar set.

Madison and the girls head to the food stands.

Lauren talks while walking "dude I think 'Godspeed' got to me and omg 'Lost' that was beautiful the effects and stage lights he did was amazing".

"I loved 'lost' stage lights it was beautiful" Kendall talks and walks.

"'Godspeed' was beautiful for me I saw the people with their phone lights and it was just a magical experience" Madison smiles and walks.

The girls arrive to the food stands and start to order their food so they can get energized to watch Daniel Caesar perform.

"Sissy! Sissy!!"

Madison, Lauren, and Kendall look back.

The girls notice Kylie from far away.

Madison start to cough up her saliva and accidentally chokes.

"Holy shit holy shit" Madison coughs.

"Omg Mads!" Lauren helps Madison by patting her back.

"Uh uh uh" Kendall stays shook.

"Do you see Claudia" Madison coughs even more.

"I don't know I can't see there's like a ton of people behind Kylie!" Lauren pats Madison back.

"Order for Ms. Jenner" the girl yells out.

"That's us Brb" Kendall walks over to the food stand and grabs the food.

Madison stops coughing and turns around to see Camila staring confused

"Oh hey mila" Madison awkwardly smiles.

"Madison you good?" Camila looks at Madison concerned.

"Yea I just.." Madison gets closer to Camila.

"I thought Claudia was with you guys" Madison says shyly.

"Ohhhh! No she went to go and find her water bottle she left at the stage" Camila says smiling.

Camila moves over a little from talking to Madison and sees Lauren helping Kendall with the food.

"I think we should go help them" Camila points to Lauren and Kendall and Kylie struggling to get the bags of food.

Madison nods.

Camila walks over to Lauren "here let me help" Camila helps Lauren grab the bags.

"Camila uhhh" Lauren drops the bags accidentally.

"Lauren my fries!" Madison yells at Lauren walking over to pick up the fries. Camila smiles and blushes making Lauren Blush.

Madison walks over to Kylie and Kendall.

"So who have you guys seen perform we just left Frank's performance and dude I cried" Madison laughs.

"I cried too and fainted a bit when I saw Sabrina Claudio" Dinah smiles.

"She was amazingggg" Stassie says smiling.

Madison stares at Dinah and Stassie.

"What?" Dinah and Stassie said at once too Madison.

"Nothin" Madison looks away.

"Tell!" Dinah and Stassie pouts asking.

"Me and Sabrina don't get along I just can't with her dude" Madison eats her fries.

"Oh my god yes I remember when she would make false rumors about you" Lauren says eating her Cuban sandwich sharing with Camila.

"Yea since that day I don't like her she would make rumors that weren't even true" Madison keeps on eating her fries.

Dinah and Stassie just shrug and changes the conversation.

The girls finish eating and head over to the stage to see Daniel Caesar.

(MADISON POV)

"How's Claudia suppose to know we're over here" I say worried.

"I'll just text her" Dinah says taking out her phone.

I nod quietly.

"Daniel! Daniel! Daniel!" The audience screamed.

I talk to Kylie about which song she was excited to listen. During the conversation Dinah started to say funny stuff while waiting.

"Hahahaha" I laugh walking backwards.

Bump.

"Ow my head"

I stayed still and open my eyes wide. Kendall then turns to look over at me and gasps.

That voice...That voice...

I turn around slowly. I close my eyes hoping it wasn't who I wished it wasn't.

I open my eyes and look up. The girl looks up the same time making us look at each other eyes.

Secretly the fans start to record us and snap pictures.

We both look at each other. It was those smooth light brown eyes that I've looked at. Those soft pink lips I've kissed before. The soft clear skin I've held before.

"Madison" The girl smiles.

That sweet sweet voice..

"Cindy" I stared at her.

"I've missed you" Cindy hugs me leaving me awkward if I hug her or not.

"Who's that" Camila says to Lauren confused looking my direction.

"Oh uh that's Cindy she's an old friend of Madison's way back in HS" Lauren acts weird talking.

"Hm" Camila stares at me and keeps a death stare.

Kendall comes into the hug.

"Cindy! Wow what a coincidence!" Kendall pulls me away from Cindy.

I stay just in shock. It's really her. It's Cindy.

"Yea haha what a coincidence" Cindy smiles.

"Madi are you okay" Cindy says worried touching my face making me react.

"Huh ah yea! Hi it's nice to see you again Cindy" I act awkward smiling.

"You sure Madi?" Cindy massages my face.

"Madi?? Okay that's my best friends girl sweetie" Camila walks over to Cindy.

"No no no" Lauren, Dinah, and Stassie carry Camila out of the scene.

"Guys let me go right now!" Camila try's to get loose.

"Dude no don't make a scene there's to many photographers here!" Stassie tells Camila to calm her down holding her still.

"She over there trying to get at my best friends girl Stassie!" Camila yells at Stassie.

"Okay I'm telling you the truth cause I hate lies. If I tell you the truth will you calm down and don't make a scene?" Lauren says calmly.

Camila nods.

"Madison and Cindy used to go way back as in dating way back in High School. Madison was in love and so was Cindy but it came to and end when Cindy moved and left Madison heart broken. Madison doesn't have feelings for Cindy Camz. She hates Cindy for leaving her like trash. She's happily in love with Claudia" Lauren smiles.

"Why hasn't Claudia talked to me about this that Madison had an ex gf" Camila says confused.

"It hurt Madison so much to tell anyone. Only people that know that is me and Kendall" Lauren says.

Camila asks to be free. "Are you sure she doesn't want Cindy".

"I'm sure" Lauren says.

Camila gets free and hugs Lauren "I just don't want my best friend to be hurt". Lauren nods hugging Camila back.

"Don't tell Madison I told you okay?" Lauren asks Camila.

"I promise" Camila takes out her pinky. Lauren pinkie promises.

The girls walk back and act cool again.

Camila and Lauren walk over to the stage and wait for the performer.

I look at Lauren to ask if everything is okay and she gives a big thumbs up smiling.

I sigh.

Kendall talks to Cindy about what she's doing here and by the corner of my eye I just see her stare at me smiling.

I felt uncomfortable and weirded out having my ex and the girl I love best friends there with me.

The audience scream seeing Daniel Caesar walk on the stage.

I clear my mind and head over to Camila to talk to her.

"I never want to break Claudia's heart. She's my forever Mila" I look at Camila with sorry.

Camila gives me a big hug "just don't break my best friend heart okay if not I'll come for you".

"I promise I won't" I smile at Camila giving her a hug.

We smile at each other and get ready to listen to Daniel.

"Hey guys I'm gonna get some water okay" I tell everyone.

They nod so I left to go and buy a water bottle. As I was walking to grab a water I turn around and notice Cindy behind me.

"Hey" Cindy walks up to me smiling.

"Hey" I side smile at her.

"I know this might be weird of us seeing each other for a very long time but all I want to say is that I'm sorry. I just didn't want to break your heart" Cindy frowns.

"You hurt me a ton when you left Cindy. It took me months to get over you" I wipe a tear.

Cindy wipes a tear "I never wanted to break your heart Madi I truly didn't. I loved you way too much to do that. I just was so stupid back then".

I wipe my tears and look at Cindy "don't cry I forgive you okay" I walk over to her and hug her.

Cindy wipes her tears and hugs me tightly holding on.

That hug...Those warm hugs I would get in the middle of the night.

What the fuck am I saying oh my god Madison stop stop stop

I look up at Cindy and notice her smiling.

I smile "why are you smiling"

Cindy smiles more "Daniel is playing our song"

I look over to the stage and hear him sing.

"And yes, I'm a mess but I'm blessed
To be stuck with you
Sometimes it gets unhealthy
We can't be by ourselves, we
We'll always need each other.."

I look over to Cindy and she look over at me.

Secretly fans started to take pictures.

"I've missed you.." Cindy says looking at me while hugging me.

"I've missed you too.." I look at her and stare at her light precious brown eyes.

I hug her and never let her go by behind. I felt safe. I felt like it was only me and her there. I felt happy.

Are the feelings for Cindy still there...? No Madison stop. Cindy I mean Claudia is the one for me. Ugh what Am I gonna do...

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