"Ya look really happy today. Did anything happen?" You look up from your food as your brother asks the question and smile.
"Hehe nothing happened. I just love today's weather." You smile cheekily and Yoongi gives you a weird look. Soon he shrugs and starts tapping on his phone and slowly chews his food like the turtle he is.
"Meh whatever."
You again put your concentration on your food and start eating. The loud chirps of morning birds fill the whole kitchen and you hum a soft tune of a song that you've been listening to almost everyday since the last two months.
"Y/n?" You look up as Yoongi calls your name suddenly and find him staring at you weirdly.
"What ya lookin' at?"
"What's that tune you were humming a while ago?" He asks without answering your question and your eyes slightly widen.
There's no way in hell you're telling him that you heard it from a boy who only appears after you open that mysterious yellow umbrella.
Meh as if your brother will believe your ass even if you say that.
So you laugh awkwardly.
"Ah I don't remember?" The sentence comes out more like a question and you mentally prepare to yeet yourself.
"Yeah as if I'm gonna believe that." Yoongi snorts and looks at you with those sharp, feline eyes.
You gulp lightly.
"What? I'm telling the truth why wou—"
"Truth my ass." He smoothly cuts you off and you feel a strong urge to bite your brother's hand off.
Seriously why's he being so stubborn?
"There's no way in hell you'll remember a song's tune so clearly without listening to it again and again because you have the memory of a goldfish like me—"
His words get cut off because of the sudden ding dong or more like because of someone screaming 'ding dong' loudly.
Your brother sighs and you immediately jump as your best friend keeps screaming at top of his lungs.
"DIING DONGG! OPEN THE DOOR!" You run and open the front door with a large smile, feeling like hugging the shit out of your bestie for saving you from your old brother's interrogation.
"Did I ever say how much I love you?" You ask with sparkly eyes as soon as Jungkook enters and he gives you an utterly disgusted look.
"Ew. Go away you clown ass midget." He closes the door and yeets.
"YOONGI HYUUNGGG! I RAN OUT OF FOOD AGAIN PLEASE GIVE ME SOME FOOD!" You hear his loud, high pitched voice coming from the kitchen and shake your head.
"Wow he didn't even acknowledge my love pshh. I won't buy him food anymore." You mutter while closing the door and start walking back to the kitchen.
Soon your brother's screech reaches your ears.
"GO BACK TO YOUR PARENTS YOU KID."
You laugh as you imagine Jungkook holding onto Yoongi's pink, full of frills apron for food and run to the kitchen to protect your own food, checking the current time in the process.
"Ahh classes will start soon!"
•••
You twist and turn in your bed, rubbing your tummy.
"Damn I ate too much." You mutter, thinking about how Seokjin stuffed you with food since he decided to cook and eat at your and Yoongi's place today for dinner.
You sit up and search for your phone to check the time.
10 pm.
"Should I go out and walk for a while?" You ask yourself and decide to do so, feeling the need to digest your food soon.
You wear a warm hoodie and take your phone, running downstairs.
"Yoongs I'm going for a walk!" You let your brother know and wear your shoes, unlocking the main door.
"Come back soon!" He replies and you walk out after closing the door, taking in the fresh air immediately.
"Ah this feels better."
You plug in your airpods and play your favorite playlist, talking rounds in the empty road in front of your house.
Soon getting tired of walking in the same area, you decide to walk ahead.
You nod lightly at your decision and start walking towards the bus stop that is about twenty minutes away from your home; thinking about buying some snacks for you and your brother from the convenient store that is near the stop when you return.
Humming along with the song that is playing, you walk with your hands buried deep inside your hoodie's pockets. The sudden chills because of the cold air somehow makes you feel nice and you keep walking.
The decision to come out wasn't bad after all.
•••
"Please come again!"
"Yes I sure will!"
You exit from the convenient store and start walking with your hands holding two bags full of snacks and junk shits, a small smile dancing on your face.
Let's go bac—
Your thoughts get cut off and you stop at your tracks as you notice a dark figure crouched beside a wooden bench of the park you're walking next to. You fail to make out whether it's a man or woman because of the darkness and decide to go forward.
As you stand beside the person, you realize that it's a girl and you notice her body shaking from time to time.
Soon the sounds of her soft sniffles and hiccups reach your ears and you start to feel slightly uncomfortable.
You don't know why but the girl weirdly resembles someone really familiar and you frown since you don't know any girl like her.
But why's she still so familiar?
"Uh excuse me? Are you okay?"
You get no answer from the girl and fail to understand what you should do. At least you can't leave a crying girl alone at this time.
Just as you're about to crouch down to hold the shaking girl and get her up, a loud voice stops you from doing so.
"Y/N-AH!" The familiar voice confuses you and you look forward to see a figure running towards you and the girl.
As the figure gets closer, the light of the lamppost beside you helps you to see the person and a frown settles on your face.
It's your brother Yoongi. He runs and stops after reaching you, panting heavily.
"Yoongi? What are you doi—"
"Y/n-ah...why are you being like this?"
The question catches you off guard and your jaw hangs open as your brother crouches down beside the crying girl. You see him rubbing his hand lovingly on her back to calm her down while he doesn't even bother to acknowledge your presence.
"What..."
You try to speak but you fail to do so as you see your brother comforting some girl you don't even know.
"I don't k-know what's happening Yoongi.." A voice full of rasp because of crying speaks suddenly and you fail to feel the ground under your feet because the voice, is yours.
But you didn't say that. Then who..?
Your lips quiver and you feel your body shaking violently, the cold air suddenly piercing your skin.
"It's all okay my baby sis. Don't cry everything will be fine." Your brother's soft, whispering voice brings you back to Earth and you see him wrapping his arms protectively around the girl.
Your eyes become moist as you see the tears in your brother's eyes, but you don't understand anything no matter how much you try.
"Let's go home hm?" He speaks again and the girl nods, her body still shaking and they both get up slowly.
"Yoongi I'm here! What are you doing?!" You finally find your voice back and just stand in your spot like a statue as your brother starts walking with the sniffling girl, as if he can't even hear your voice.
Your heart starts beating like crazy without any reason and skips a beat when you see the girl turning around.
As she does so, your heart drops in your stomach after seeing her face.
The girl is you.
You become dumbstruck, everything about the girl resembles you.
Your head spins as you finally realize why the girl was looking so familiar and sweat forms on your forehead while you look at her face from the distance.
Even in the darkness, you can clearly see her or you should say your, red puffy eyes with dark eyebags under them. And it doesn't take a moment to realize that how much you've cried.
The girl who unimaginably looks like you, stares at you for a while before mouthing a few words. Your breathing stops as you easily make out the words she mouthed and clench your hand above your chest.
Then she turns back as you see your brother talking to her and she slowly says something back, not sparing another glance at you.
As your brother and the girl's figure slowly disappear from your sight, your legs finally give up.
Your chest starts hurting so much that it becomes hard for you to breathe and you feel a heavy layer of uncomfortableness surrounding you. The words which the girl, who was actually your own self mouthed to you rings like thousands of bells inside your mind.
'Stay with him always else you'll lose him like me.'
i just noticed that i've been using the word 'blonde' instead of 'blond' while mentioning our dream boy's hair. i'm so not impressed lmao but i'm too lazy to go back and edit the previous chapters so y'all gotta deal with it sksksj
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