*Ugly Cries* I Wish Someone Could Love me Like These Books smh 😩😭💔😒
Y/N POV.
Zayn:"Big day, you ready?"He asked patting down my Dior suit. I gulped and wiped my sweaty palms on my pants.
Y/n:"I think so..."I mumbled nervously.
Abel:"Its your wedding day, you are allowed to be nervous"He chuckled handing me a drink.
Y/n:"I know that but I feel like I'm going to fuck up. I don't want to fuck up in front of our guests!"The boys all exchanged looks.
Fai:"Okay, now you're over thinking things. Just focus on Cindy and think about how she's going to be in your life forever. Focus on the fact that you call her your wife from today"I smiled and nodded.
Y/n:"You're right"I smiled before it turned into a frown"What if she says no!"I widened my eyes making them all look at me with unreadable expressions"Oh my God, she's going to say no!"I stood up feeling like this room was a oven and I was getting roasted"I need air"I walked out of the room and marched straight to the girls dressing room.
I gulped and banged on the door hearing a few mummers from inside. The door opened slightly revealing Kendall with her hair and makeup done. She looked at me with wide eyes and closed the door a bit more.
Kendall:"Y/n, What are you ding here?!"She mumbled looking back inside.
Y/n:"I know! I know! But I'm nervous and I'm sure Cindy is too so I need Bella"I said seeing Kendall shake her head and smile.
Kendall:"Always Bella..."She mumbled and left the door open a little. I saw her blueish green eyes look at me.
Bella:"Let me put my robe on"I nodded when she closed the door and leaned against the wall next to the door.
I need to stop freaking out like this.
Bella:"Come on..."She took my hands in hers and pulled me down the stairs of the mansion we hired for the wedding.
Y/n:"I'm sorry for pulling you out like that, I just-I need someone to talk to right now and if I asked for Cindy, she would have freaked out"She laughed and shook her head.
Bella:"Its okay, what are best friends for?"She sat down on the bench outside the mansion and patted the spot next to her"Now, we're in Paris in massive mansion a few hours away from your wedding and you choose now to freak out"I chuckled nervously and watched the waiters walk around making sure everything is good.
And it was, I was just a mess.
Y/n:"I know, but I'm feeling like my feelings are all over the place"She hummed and crossed her legs.
Bella:"How so?"She adjusted her silk robe and pulled it down a little more.
Y/n:"I-"I saw a waiter eye her and glared at him removing my suit coat and covering her legs"Get back to your job or you're fired!"He quickly turned and bumped into another waiter who messed him with drinks.
Bella:"Was that necessary?"I looked back at her and rolled my eyes.
Y/n:"It was, I did Abel a favour"She hummed and shook her head.
Bella:"Back to you, tell me what's bugging you?"I sighed.
Y/n:"I always wanted that relationship where I could rely on someone and have them do the same without there being any cheating involved and lies, and I have that with Cindy. I know that but what if I dont deserve her?"I asked seeing her frown"I mean, I know I'm messed up and have a lot of insecurities and I dont want that to mess us up"I sighed.
Bella:"Y/n, that's why you spent all those years healing. You made sure you got yourself together so the next person you love would be loved the right way. Listen..."She moved closer to me and sighed intertwining our hands"Marriage is scary. You're going to fight over stupid things, you are going to have good days and bad days but the best thing is that you have someone to fall back on...forever. And I know you wouldn't have asked Cindy if you weren't ready for it"I smiled and shook my head.
Y/n:"You always manage to make me feel better"She laughed and rested her head against my shoulders.
Bella:"Don't worry, you do too"I hummed and looked inside the house.
Y/n:"Bella, you aren't gonna leave me, right?"She kissed me cheek.
Bella:"Never. No one can deal with us besides us"I laughed and shook my head.
I sat outside with her for a little more before walking her back to the room and watching her go inside. I sighed and walked back to the room where the boys all sat, drinking and talking. I sat next to Abel and poured myself a drink.
Y/n:"Your wife is the best. Don't lose her"He scoffed.
Abel:"Like I would ever be that dumb"I chuckled and sat back with a smile.
Y/n:"I'm ready"They all hummed.
Travis:"What is it with Bella and her words with you?"I shrugged.
Y/n:"She always understood me..."I mumbled"But anyways, lets take some pictures"I said standing up and finishing up my drink.
The photographer came in and took some pictures of us in the dressing room and then we went outside to the garden area and took pictures. I walked down the aisle we had and greeted some guests before they took their seats.
The wedding wasn't that big. Just close friends and family were invited and of course kids so that's its. We kept it as small as we could and I made sure Cindy had whatever she wanted because happy wife, happy life.
I stood at the end of the aisle with a pastor standing there making me swallow thickly and let out a nervous breathe when I saw Kendall and the girls walking in front. The guests all quietened down and took their seats.
The music started playing making Abel give me a small pat on my back and smile. I looked up and saw Kendall walk down the aisle and smiled at her, she winked and took her place making Bella follow after. Once all the girls were standing in their places, I saw Stormi walk down the aisle and throw petals on the floor with Saint next to her.
I chuckled and waved at them and returned their big grins earning a small laugh from Kylie. I looked back up and gulped seeing my dad and Cindy come into view.
'Don't freak out' I thought to myself.
I looked over and saw Bella and Kendall give me the same look making me calm down and sigh. She walked down the aisle with my dad, I smiled seeing how her wedding dress fitted her perfectly.
Y/d/n:"Dont mess up"He joked making me chuckle and nod. I took Cindy's hand in mines and helped her up the few steps so she could stand in front of me. She looked at me shyly and bit her lip.
"We are gathered here today..."
I zoned out and smiled at the girl thinking about the day I proposed like it was yesterday.
*Flashback*
I adjusted the suit I was wearing and smiled looking in the mirror. Today was the day, I was finally going to get down on one knee and make her mine.
I had the ring.
A good place to propose.
And, I talked to her mom and got her blessing, so I was set.
At least I thought I was.
Cindy:"Baby! Could you help me with my shoes?"She asked. I walked out of our closet and saw her sitting on the bed adjusting the straps on her dress.
Y/n:"Sure, you wearing the black ones?"She nodded in confirmation. I got down on my knees and took one heel putting it on.
Cindy:"So, where are we going?"I shrugged my shoulders and smiled trying to hide my nerves.
Y/n:"I'm taking you out for dinner, its the least I could do since you took me out for breakfast and stuff"I shrugged doing the next one.
Cindy:"You know I would have been fine with us sitting at home and eating Pizza, right?"I looked up at her and sighed internally.
This is why I love you so much.
You dont expect anything fancy in return, you just want me and that's all I've ever wanted.
Y/n:"I know, but I want to spoil my baby"I smirked getting up from my knees and leaning down to kiss her lips.
Cindy:"You have some lipstick on your lips..."She laughed making me rub my lips together"Now your lips look really pink"I shrugged.
Y/n:"Its fine, as long as its your makeup, I'm safe"She laughed and stood up from the bed, walking to our mirror in the room.
Cindy:"Good answer"I hummed and moved behind her, wrapping my arms around her waist.
Y/n:"You look beautiful, as usual"Cindy hummed and adjusted her hair.
Cindy:"Even with sweats?"I nodded and rested my chin on her shoulder.
Y/n:"Especially sweats"She blushed and shook her head.
Cindy:"Always the charmer.."I kissed her cheek and pulled away.
Y/n:"Lets get going, beautiful"I held my hand out making her take it and follow me downstairs.
I locked up the house and unlocked the car she bought for me and opened the door for her. She thanked me and got in making me shut the door once she got in. I walked to my side and got in, driving over to the restaurant I reserved for us tonight.
Cindy:"Guess what?"I hummed keeping my eyes on the road.
Y/n:"What?"I glanced at her and then focused on the road switching lanes.
Cindy:"I bought this car for myself mostly..."I chuckled and looked at her for a moment.
Y/n:"Really?"She nodded and leaned over until her lips brushed against the shell of my ear. I shivered and slowed down waiting for her to say something.
Cindy:"Really. You look just as good as I imagined in my head when driving it"I looked at the road and saw the highway empty and looked away.
Y/n:"And when did you imagine that?"I asked seeing her smirk.
Cindy:"When I was home...all alone...waiting for you to get home"She nipped at my ear and moved my head so she could kiss me. I moaned into the kiss and kissed back making her suck on my bottom lip and pull away with a satisfied smirk"Keep your eyes on the road"I shook my head and took the next exit out.
Y/n:"God, I love you"She giggled in response and kissed my cheek pulling out her phone.
We arrived at the restaurant making me sigh and step out of the car, walking to her side to help her. I handed the valet my keys and walked inside the restaurant making eyes land on us immediately.
"Right this way Ms Y/l/n, we have a seating area reserved for you"I smiled and followed the waiter to the back area.
I saw one table set up with candles and roses making me thank him and pull out her chair. She took her seat and moved her chair in once I sat down. The boy placed our menu's down and smiled.
"I'll be back shortly to take your orders, or would you like to order drinks now?"He asked. I looked at Cindy for an answer.
Cindy:"Can we order drinks now?"He nodded and pulled out his notepad"Uhmm can we have wine?"She asked looking at me.
Y/n:"Sure"I laughed looking at him"Give me your most popular and expensive one, a bottle should be fine"He nodded and walked away.
Cindy:"A whole bottle? Seems fancy"I laughed and shook my head looking at her in awe.
Y/n:"Well, it is our anniversary"She smiled shyly.
Cindy:"It is. Can you believe that we've been together for three years? Its feels like we've been together for longer though"I hummed.
Y/n:"It has, probably because a day feels like weeks to us when we spent time together"She giggled and nodded.
Cindy:"I dont think it will ever fade..."She mumbled.
Y/n:"What?"I asked seeing the boy come in and open the wine, pouring us a glass each. We thanked him and went back to our conversation.
Cindy:"The love. I feel like I could love you for a long time"I hummed and sipped my wine.
Y/n:"Forever?"She smiled at me and nodded softly.
Cindy:"Forever"She answered.
After dinner, I decided to drive us to Malibu and take a walk on the beach. I parked my car making her look over at me and frown.
Cindy:"This dress is not made for swimming"I chuckled and unlocked the car.
Y/n:"I know, but how's about a walk on the beach?"She sighed and undid her seatbelt.
Cindy:"You're lucky I love you"I grinned and got out the car, walking to her side and helping her.
I took out my shoes along with hers and left it in the car, intertwining our hands and walking to the beach. Once our toes touched the sand she grinned and let go of my hands running around.
I laughed to myself and watched her dance around and giggle to herself. She went closer to the water and dipped her toes shivering in response and running away.
Cindy:"Bad idea! Its fucking cold"I threw my head back and laughed walking faster to catch up with her. She stopped ran towards me, jumping on me. I caught her with ease and smiled.
Y/n:"Hey"She pecked my lips.
Cindy:"Hey"She said cutely making my heart...again. She hummed and pecked my lips again"Tag! You're it"She quickly let go of me and ran off.
Y/n:"Cind!"I laughed running after her. She giggled and continued to run from me.
I eventually caught up to her and tackled her on the sand, making sure I landed first. She burst out laughing in my arms and snorted making me laugh even more. She rested her hands on my chest and shook her head.
Cindy:"I love you"I smiled.
Y/n:"I love you more"She hummed.
Cindy:"Prove it"I sighed and licked my lips.
Y/n:"Marry me"She looked at me confused.
Cindy:"What?"She asked clearly shocked.
Y/n:"Make me the happiest human in the world and be my wife, marry me?"I asked reaching in my pocket for the ring and opening the box up.
Cindy:"W-what?"She stood up and looked at me with wide eyes"Are you sure?"I laughed and got down on one knee.
Y/n:"I'm more then sure. I love you. I want you. You're my baby and I'm yours...marry me so we can make babies together"I joked making her laugh. I saw her eyes start to get glassy making her drop down to my height.
Cindy:"Yes..."She answered making me grin.
Y/n:"Really?"She snorted and slapped my shoulder.
Cindy:"Yes, really, you ass"I slipped the ring onto her finger and smiled.
Y/n:"Hey future Mrs Y/l/n"I mumbled wrapping my arms around her.
Cindy:"Hey baby daddy"I laughed and shook my head kissing her.
*End Of Flashback*
Abel:"Y/n, stop daydreaming and say I do"He mumbled making me snap out of my thoughts. I blushed in embarrassment and saw Cindy look at me with amusement.
Y/n:"Oh yeah, sorry..."I said hearing everyone laugh"I do"I said making her wink.
"Then by the power invested me, I now pronounce you wife and wife, you may kiss the bride"Everyone all stood up and clapped making me remove her veil.
Cindy:"Daydreaming about me again?"She teased.
Y/n:"Only every second"She giggled and wrapped her arms around my neck kissing me.
Cindy:"Mrs Cindy Y/l/n sounds good"I hummed.
Y/n:"You look good"She laughed and rolled her eyes at me. We walked down the aisle and greeted the rest of our guests before walking to the limo with the others.
Kendall:"Marriage...how lovely"Cindy and I laughed.
Y/n:"I hope it is"I said opening the door of the limo.
Cindy:"It will be, now hurry up, I wanna get drunk and have drunk sex"
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