*Harry's POV*
~Not seeing that loving
That's what I was tryin' to do~
"Harry you have to wake up..I need to have you in my life...I love you..." I know that voice from somewhere
That sweet angelic voice, that I've been hearing a lot lately. She's been here for a while now. She just sits and talks to me, but I can't reply. Why can't I reply back to her?
Where am I? What happened?
Everything is fuzzy, I hear voices talking and people holding my hand, yet I can't react to them. The last thing I remember was seeing head lights and I was out. I remember being dressed up, on my way to pick up...? Her names was...uh...her name was Sky.? Skylynn! That's it Skylynn my girlfriend. We've been dating for year it was our anniversary. I was going to propose...
She's been here, she's the one who's been talking to me. My god my girl is sitting beside me and I'm either unconscious or dead. Please for the love of god not let me be dead. If I'm dead or either dying I'll lose Skylynn.. I can't lose her.
I remember her talking about this Alex guy and him being the one who caused what I suppose the car accident I was in. She told me she was going after him with the rest of the gang. Oh how I wished I woke up then and begged her not to go. I knew if she went she would most likely get hurt including the boys.
Why would she do this? Why am I sitting in a fucking hospital bed? Why the fuck did this Alex guy want to kill me? He's the one who sent people to beat Skylynn...
I just want to wake up and hold her. I don't even know the damn date! I remember hearing the cars colliding and glass shattering. I remember seeing two guys get out and run to another car and leaving. Must be some of Alex's goons...
I wanted that night to be perfect, I was going to propose to Skylynn.. I had asked Paul before hand and he gave me his blessing which was a shock at first but I was glad he told me yes. Even Cane gave me his blessing since he sees Skylynn as daughter.
Pulled out of some dreaming state I guess you could say I hear voices.
"Haz, mate you have to wake up..Its been a month and a half since the accident." the voice pauses "Skylynn has been here everyday with you. Surprisingly we got her out of the hospital. She went home to clean up but said she would be back within an hour." he chuckles LOUIS!
"We even decorated the house all Christmas like. She is gonna kill us..." Louis says chuckling Its almost Christmas!? "Mate, you gotta wake up, she's a wreck without you. When we went in to kill Alex she had no fear which is usual but she went in and didn't care who it was she just shot. Harry she literally went up in Alex's face called him anything you could think of and just shot him. To be honest Haz she scared me.." Louis says hestiantly chucling in the process
"Just do whatever you gotta do and wake up, to give her that ring the right way." Louis whispers as he fades away
I have to wake up. Its almost fucking Christmas and I'm not spending here, unconscious. I need to wake up for Skylynn. I need to be there for her. I need to be in her life too.
What is happening with me? I feel like I'm dying then on the other half I feel as if I'm flying on a damn unicorn!? It must be this damn morphine they shot me up with. I'm as hell and I don't give a fuck. Yep, definitely on some heavy drugs.
If only I was awake to see myself.....
Just then everything changes I'm standing over my body looking down at my paleness. I honestly look dead. I know for one thing I need to go work out more I look like my fourteen self back in freshman year. Lets just add some nerd glasses and my baggy ass pants I used to wear, and you will have yourself the fourteen year old lumpy Harry Styles.
Man, I need some sun light and fresh air. This place looks as dead as it gets.
Out of nowhere everything moves in a flash and I'm at the house. Louis wasn't lying they really did decorate the house. The Christmas tree is huge with blue and sliver ornaments on it. Skylynn's favorite color is midnight blue....
"Guys, can I leave now?" a voice shouts I know that voice its my Skylynn
"Sky, you need to eat something, maybe even rest a bit?" blondie suggests Skylynn comes to view
"I'm fine I just need to be with Harry in case he wakes up." Skylynn say to blondie who has yet to turn around
"Okay..Bubs he's gonna wake up soon I know it." blondie says comforting a tearful Skylynn finally blondie turns around oh shit, its Perrie whoops my bad.
Skylynn looks up and its like she is staring directly at me as if she can see me. Wait,can she?
"You guys did a great job on the tree." Skylynn nods towards me that's when it hits me I'm standing in front of the damn tree
"Thank you, we hope you like it." Perrie sighs
"I love it...just wish Harry was here to see it." Skylynn mumbles
"If he was here he probably be wondering why the hell there's an eight foot tree in the house." Perrie chuckles holding her small bumped stomach? Right she's pregnant.
"Probably." Skylynn chuckles lightly
Oh, how I missed her laugh and smile. I stand there staring at them for a while til' I moved back to the hospital room, looking directly at my lifeless body. I need to wake up and see Skylynn, to hold her, I need to tell her I love her...
I look around the room before a doctor walks in with his clip board, checking over my vitals on the monitor.
"Mr. Styles you have some great friends, that girlfriend of yours is something else. She hasn't left this place for the last month and a half. She stares at you to that ring all day." he pauses "She really loves you and when she walks in here or looks at you she just breaks...I feel so bad that I can't do anything. Son wake up for her, I can tell she needs you." he says going over my fluids and walking out
Me too doc, me too....
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I stare at my body for the next thirty-forty minutes or so til' Skylynn comes in and sits by my bed side.
"Hey, if didn't know the guys decorated the whole house inside and out with Christmas decorations..." she sniffles a laugh "Harry if you don't wake up, what am I gonna do without you? I need you more than you know and I walk in here and see the man I love drifting away from me. How am I suppose to live with the guilt of losing someone I love because some dick wanted revenge?" she says shakily
I hate seeing her this way..
"Please wake up, I need you here, we all do. You brought so much happiness to my life. You brought my back to life. I love you so much, so much that I killed the people who caused this shit. I mean Louis had the look of fear when I killed Alex at first I was amused but then I was kind of sad I scared him." she chuckles
"It wasn't so nice seeing two officers coming to your door telling you that your boyfriend was n a car crash...And that they found a fucking engagement ring...Ha. I guess its not so much of a surprise now, huh?" she laughs "Its beautiful Harry, and no I haven't put it on or let it out of my sight. It sits beside your bed with everything else that's yours. When you said it was gonna be a night I won't forget I thought about you going to one of those fancy ass restaurants and maybe a damn hotel room...But this, is the biggest surprise I've gotten in a long time." she smiles down at me
~When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening
Shadows and the stars
appear
An there is no one
to dry you tears
I could hold you for
million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't
Made your mind up yet
But I would never do
you wrong
I've known it from the
moment that we met
No doubt in my mind
where you belong
I'd go hungry: I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down
the avenue
No, there's nothing that
I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on
the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of changing are
blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
like me yet
I could make you happy
make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to ends of the
earth for you
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love~
She just sat there sang to me for the second time. and she speaks one last time before I disappear,
"I love you to the ends of the earth Harry, please wake up." she whispers wiping tears
A/N A little bit if Harry's side of the story...
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