James bounced his leg up and down impatiently as he was driven back home. He couldn't be there soon enough, not only because he missed Rafaela a bit too much but also because 4 weeks without having sex or any other physical contact were driving him crazy. Yes, he wanted to get there and shove her on the bed, have his way with her. No caresses just vent and then the cuddling could come later. Cuddle after it seemed right for he missed his girlfriend more than anything. What a void she had been during the past 4 weeks. It was harder than he thought. He wrote so many things about her.
As the old van stopped in front of his yard, he got out of it almost running, grabbed his suitcases and waved fast. He was glad the others were going to stay with their own girlfriends. James opened the door with his hands almost trembling in anticipation and shoved his suitcases on the floor in the hallway.
"Rafi!" He yelled. "Rafi..." He began to run upstairs. Even before she answered, he opened the door of his bedroom to find her going his way. Her hair a bit messed up as she had been studying, tight jeans and a white tank top with no bra. Her nipples playing peek a boo, her perfect smile showing and her eyes glowing.
"James!" She exclaimed barely giving him time to catch her as she jumped on his lap. James caught her in the hair, and she wrapped her legs around his waist. Their lips united franticly on a kiss, and he just had the time to kick the door shut. She was missing him as much as he was missing her, he could tell by her eagerness.
"Oh, baby I missed you so much." He breathed hoarsely as they broke the kiss to breathe.
"God...I missed you too." She let him know, just to tangle her hands on his hair and gluing her lips on his one more time. James smiled to himself as he felt her as willing as he was, his cock fully grown inside his tight jeans and he didn't waist any time to shove her on the bed, falling on top of her almost violently.
Rafaela's hands pulled his shirt up and his needy fingers dived inside her top to play with the teasing nipples that had been taunting him since he lay his eyes on her. He grind against her crotch fucking her dryly and realized that his abstinence was going to play a trick on him. The need of her body with his own physical need were already taking him high and almost nothing was happening.
Possessed by desire, she rolled him on the bed and stayed on top of him, straddling him. She took her hands to her top and pulled it off, letting his hungry eyes feast on her naked breasts. His hands took hold of them, palming them and then squeezing them gently. She closed her eyes feeling his warm touch and moved her hips against him. She moaned feeling him so hard under her and yanking some pleasure out of it too. He jerked a bit and grabbed her hips, pulling her up to break that contact for a while. He would come right there if she didn't stop.
"Wait baby...wait..." He gasped. His chest coming up and down fast. He was really far gone.
"I want you." She said impatiently. He pulled her down and they kissed one more time. Tongues searching for each other in seconds, tangled in need.
Rafaela pulled away a bit and rubbed her hand along his stiff member over his jeans. "Oh..." James moaned at the sensation. She kept on stroking him up and down. Then not satisfied, she unzipped his jeans and pulled them down, freeing him. Her hand grabbed him immediately and James contorted at her touch. "Oh baby..." He groaned trying to control himself not to come already. Her touch was killing him.
"So hard James..." She smiled feeling herself wetting more as she felt how hard he was and she kept on pleasing him, but James took hold of her hand with his and pulled it away.
"No babe...don't do that..." He gasped shaking his head. "I'm gonna come in your hand Rafi...it's been long..." He explained. She giggled.
"So this is gonna be short..." She stated lying by his side and he gave her a sympathetic smile.
He couldn't lie to her and give her false hopes. He wasn't going to take long for sure. "I'm sorry..." He whispered feeling a bit embarrassed. Smiling at her, his fingers began to undo her own jeans, and he pulled them down her legs, then her panties and she parted her legs right away.
"I want to feel you." She confessed with fire dancing in her eyes. He didn't wait or lose time, he just entered her and jerked as he felt her squeezing him good.
"Oh fuck baby..." He muttered clenching his jaw with his eyes closed and feeling every inch of his body catching on fire.
"It's ok..." She whispered tugging a hand on the back of his head and pulling him down to her. "It's ok..." She rested him and he began to move in and out inside of her, not slow but desperate as he was. "Baby..." She moaned wriggling under him.
"Oh Rafi..." He let out with his eyes closed. "I'm sorry baby..." Was all he had time to tell as he seizure right there. "Oh fuck yes..." He moaned openly as he lazily thrust until he was fully done. She felt his cum running down her thighs when he withdrew.
"Oh fuck...I am so sorry babe." He collapsed on top of her while she giggled and patted his hair.
"Don't worry." She whispered and then when his full conscience was back, he acknowledged he was in her arms again, and she was cuddling him and that felt more amazing than anything. James pulled his head up and began to peck her time and time again. Her embrace was his home and he had mostly missed that. So many times something happened and she was the first one he wanted to talk to. These 4 weeks were determinant for him to understand her role in his life. She meant everything to him. She was his best friend, his solace, his lover. She was everything.
"I missed you Rafi." He said. "I love you sweetie, more than when I left."
"I love you too. 4 weeks went so slow without you here." She pouted and he smiled.
James rolled to his side of the bed, taking her with him. Rafaela rested with her head on his chest and his arms surrounded her. He kissed the top of her head and smiled staring at the ceiling. He could have missed sex, but he found out that moment he missed her above anything, being like that with her. He missed her kisses, her laughter and her smell.
"So, yesterday you told me you think you found the house." He asked as they weren't able to finish the conversation as he had ran out of coins when he called her the previous night.
"Well, yes..." She said resting her chin on his chest so she could look at him. James played with a strand of her hair. His eyes raking every curve of her perfect face like he didn't want to miss a thing.
"Where is it?"
"Near my college. I can even walk, but it's cozy and cheap. The place is neat considering the price and it's furnished, which makes us spare some money as we don't need to buy anything. Just move there."
"Did you sign the contract?" James asked her.
"No, I wanted you to see it first." She explained.
"And how is the furniture?"
"Horrendous!" She giggled , making him laugh loud with her comment.
"Horrendous and you want to move there?" He played.
"Baby...it's not like we can chose right? I mean...I've seen a lot of places and this one was the best, so yes the furniture is awful but all the rest is pretty good. I think we can live in it, it's just furniture. Plus, if we have some money, we can always buy just a few things to put there to make it more as we like, if you know what I mean."
"So, can we go there tomorrow? I made some money, not a fortune but the shows were pretty good, so I have some money that I kept. Rafi..." He exclaimed. "We had a couple of sold out show babe!" He told her enthusiastically. His eyes shone so much that moment, she could only feel happy about him. During their endless conversations she had learned how music was important to him and she wanted him to achieve every goal he'd have with it.
"Really?"
"Yeah!" He affirmed with his eyes shinning more than ever. "And even when we were opening acts for other bands, there were a lot of people shouting Metallica. I felt so great...it was amazing." He sounded like he couldn't even believe it.
"It's gonna turn out fine for you baby. You'll see." She dragged herself up and kissed his lips tenderly. "Have I told you that I love you already?"
"No." He lied with a smile on his lips.
"Liar..." She laughed. James laughed as well and rolled her over staying on top of her.
"Well yeah...but I can't hear it enough times." He kissed her lips.
"I love you." She said.
"What is that?" He joked kissing her.
"I love you." She played along.
"One more time." He instigated her with a smile. Rafaela cracked a laughter and tapped on his back protesting.
"Hey...you're not commanding your crowd."
"I love you too..." He laughed kissing her lips quickly. "So, now you're good with your mother?" James asked trying to catch up properly as phone calls were all very quick.
"Yes. After that time I told you she went to look for me in college, she came back. She has been here visiting me, we're good. She has even seen some houses with me. At least that."
"I'm happy for you sweetie." He said sounding so sincere.
"I don't want you to go to my father anymore." She told him again as she had told him the same the day she saw her mother again. "I don't want him to humiliate you or hurt you anymore, you hear me baby?"
"Ok..." He said, but he knew if it was needed he'd go there again. He'd do everything it would take to help her, to make her happy. James was even able to remain faithful for the whole four weeks he was on tour, he knew there that she was the one. Even after all the things he felt and done differently with her, he knew touring would be his ultimate test and he passed it.
"Do we have food in the house baby?" James asked feeling his stomach roaring a bit.
"Plenty." She said.
"You spent your money?" He curled an eyebrow.
"My mother..." She confessed. "Last time she was here, which was three days ago, she brought a whole supermarket. For you and the three boys, that's what she told me."
"She brought food for all of us?" He asked surprised.
"Yeah..."
"That's nice of her." He said.
"My mother is awesome James, she was just being driven by my father's anger. My father is not a bad man either, he's just being driven by the values my grandparents passed onto to him...that's all..."
"But first..." He kissed her seductively. "I want you again." He said biting her ear. "I'll do better now." Rafaela giggled and shivered at his kisses.
"Humm..." She purred while he bit on her neck and suckled here and there at the same time.
"Do you want more of me?" He teased then against her lips.
"Oh yes..." She told him.
"Good..." He breathed pecking her. "I am so not done with you today."
"Guess what? I am not done with you either big boy."
"Getting saucy...I like that..." He dragged himself down and grabbed a nipple between his teeth. Rafaela took both hands to his shoulders and made him lay on his back. Looking at him and smiling, she grabbed him in her hand, feeling his cock grow an inch at her touch, then winked and her head went down, locking her lips on his tip.
"Oh Rafi..." He moaned low and his hips rose in approval. She bobbed her head up and down pleasing him and he closed his eyes enjoying the ride. She was getting better and better at that. James took a hand to her ass and pulled her to him. Rafaela adjusted her legs and he raised his head to lick her bundle of nerves, at the same time she sucked on the head, sending him high.
"James..." She let go of him as his tongue wondered her.
"Suck me baby..." He asked and she came back to him, giving oral to each other at the same time. Her hand played with the length of his manhood and her lips sucked the head eagerly. His tongue flickered on her swollen clit and a finger played in her entrance. James tried something new and played with her ass as well, feeling her pulling her hips against his finger he inserted a finger there too and she let go of him.
"Oh baby...that's good..." She moaned bucking her hips back and forward while he double penetrated her with two fingers. "I'm gonna come..." She groaned and that was all it took for her muscles to squeeze his fingers deliciously. James was dying to try anal with her, or to just try anal as he had never done it himself and seeing her so willing to let him fuck finger her ass made him realize she'd probably do it. When she turned around to him after her orgasm he was going to ask her, but she simply sat on him and shoved him inside of her in need. His eyes stared at her, the question forming on his head.
"What?" She asked bending over him riding him slowly. James opened his lips to speak but no sound came out. He lost all the courage while her green eyes stared back at him. He'd try another day, another time. In fact he was embarrassed to ask her, but he so wanted to try it.
"Nothing..." He whispered pulling her face down for a kiss. "Stay still..." He said when the kiss broke. His hands got hold of her hips holding her still and he fucked her from underneath as he knew she loved. Her head tilted back in pure lust and he watched her while he thrust.
"James...baby..." She gasped his name and moaned at the same time. That time he was holding on, he was enjoying it, but that same thought striking on his head. That had been haunting him for quite some time even before he was gone on tour. Shaking the thoughts away he thrusts harder and faster. His jaw clenched searching for strength, his face flushed as the pleasure was rising, Rafaela whimpered in ecstasy, she'd always came hard when he fucked her like that. Her inside muscles imposed a new force around him, squeezing him almost unbearably. Finally she contracted around him and he came right there.
"I liked that new thing you did to me." She said already lied by his side.
"What?" He asked playing the innocent.
"I am not stupid, I was turned around but I know very well where you stick your finger." James blushed and she laughed. "It's ok baby..." She ran a hand over his face.
"I didn't know if you were going to like it." He confessed.
"You can do that again if you want." James blushed again but this time because the thought was there again and he should take the chance to ask her, the least, if she would like to try it, but he couldn't. Instead of popping the question he looked away from her. Rafaela sensed something was bothering him.
"Is everything alright?" She asked grabbing his jaw to make him look back at her.
He cough, cleared his throat. "No...it's nothing...really..."
"James? You're stuttering."
"I'm embarrassed."
"Of what?"
"I'd like to ask you something but I don't have the courage. Just leave it ok..." He kissed her lips hoping she'd let go.
"What is it that you want to ask me?" She asked right after.
"I'd like to have sex with you..." He said blushing again. Rafaela looked at him a little confused. "In here..." He said really low and taking a hand to her ass.
"OH!" Her eyes opened wide almost in shock.
"It's ok...I'm sorry..." He said sitting on the bed feeling she was going to take the news badly. Most girls were horrified of it, that's why he had never tried it.
"Have you ever done it?" She asked him. James shook his head.
"I am really afraid..." She said. James looked at her a soft smile formed on his lips.
"It's ok baby. I don't mind. It's just a thought. You know...every guy wants to do it...but it's ok if you don't."
"That is huge..." She said pointing at his penis yanking an instant laughter from him. "It must hurt." She said almost in shock.
"It's ok baby." He kissed her lips tenderly but relieved he let out a fantasy of him. At least she knew already.
"Give me some time." She said then. That was not a no...
"When you're ready." He whispered against her lips.
"You were embarrassed to ask me that?" She smiled.
"I didn't know how you would take it, that's all." He explained.
"I don't want any type of boundaries between us." Rafaela said. "It's ok to ask for new things. I have tried many new things with you."
"I know...you know me..." He blushed. She kissed his lips.
"Let's eat?" She proposed pulling away from is lips.
"I'm starving." He agreed.