This has happened twice now. Kaminari's gone out with friends, gotten drunk, and done really stupid shit, despite the fact that his boyfriend tells him not to.
Sometimes he doesn't think about it. His friends ask him if he has time to grab a drink, and they're his friends, so he doesn't think twice about saying yes.
The first time nothing that bad happened. He flirted with a girl out of habit, and that was it.
This time was just a bit different.
It was the morning right after It'd happened. Shinsou found out not that long ago.
Kaminari heard a knock on his apartment door and immediately knew who it was. He very hesitantly stepped towards the door, letting go of a breath he didn't know he was holding.
Upon opening the door, Kaminari saw exactly what he expected. Shinsou. He didn't look that happy, either.
".. Can I come in?" the deep voice asked quietly, to which Kaminari responded with a short nod, stepping aside to let him in. He already felt guilty, because he knew what was coming. He was just waiting for the question.
As soon as the door closed, the taller male spoke up "where were you last night?"
Kaminari refused to look at him. "... A bar."
"When I asked you not to go?"
"I-I didn't think about it at the time when they asked me to hang out,"
"So, it didn't come to mind even once?"
Kaminari seemed to think about it for a moment "... Well, yes, but I was already there and I couldn't just ditch them so I--"
"--So you deliberately stayed there." Shinsou interrupted.
Kaminari sighed, relaxing his shoulders for just a moment "look, it was wrong, I shouldnt've--"
Shinsou laughed sarcastically, crossing his arms. "Is that what you think you did wrong?"
Kaminari made eye contact with him. he was visibly mad, Kaminari could see it in his eyes. "I.. I fucked up, I get it, I just--"
"--You think?"
"Hitoshi--"
"You were making out with somebody else at a bar. That sounds kind of fucked-up to me. You didn't think "hey! maybe I shouldn't do this!"?" Shinsou's voice came off aggressive
"I was drunk--"
"That doesn't justify it!" Shinsou un-crossed his arms
"I know it doesn't, I just, I was drunk, and I wasn't thinking, and that doesn't make it right, I know. I didn't mean for it to happen it just... did. It won't happen again."
"Isn't that kind of what you said last time?"
Kaminari felt another wave of guilt crash over him. "I.." He sighed/groaned "I didn't think--"
Shinsou scoffed and shook his head. "No, you didn't "
Kaminari could feel the words stabbing into his chest.
"... How did you think this was going to make me feel?"
Kaminari didn't talk. he just stood there, knowing he was in the wrong here.
Shinsou stood there for what seemed like a full minute of silence before he just sighed and turned towards the door.
"... If I asked you to stay." Kaminari watch as Shinsou froze in his tracks, back turned to Kaminari.
"...would you?" Kaminari wanted him to stay so badly. He wanted to make up for it. He wanted to prove he didn't mean it, He wanted to apologize properly. He wanted another chance so much.
There was a long pause of pure silence.
"... Denki, I don't think I can." All the other times Shinsou spoke he just sounded angry, but the tone in his voice made it clear just how upset he was.
The way his voice sounded so broken that you could barely hear it, hurt Kaminari's heart.
The apartment went dead silent again, until moments later, the doorknob clicked.
before Kaminari could react, the door was closed and he was left completely alone.
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wow angsty