Secret Love Song

By milas_kv

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Neither of them knew how far the other had fallen, until one day Taehyung decides to walk away. Refusing to l... More

Prologue
Just a Stupid Kid
Coward
Sun and Moon
Together Through the Storm
My Love
I Wish We Could Be Like That
Stay With Me
Destiny
Starry Eyed
Home
Choose Me
Until Then
Closure
On My Way
I'm Not Losing You
Me Too
Let Go
Spontaneous
Night One
Mi Casa
An Accident
Don't
Choices
Wait
Happy
What He Needed
Cozy
Soon
72 Hours
Wedding Day
Dream
Starting Over
Moving
One Step Closer
Forever
and Always, Epilogue

l'amour de ma V

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By milas_kv

A/N: Warning, this chap contains Taekook pic overload

Taehyung's P.O.V

Taehyung was nervous to open up the camera. What if there was something he shouldn't see, pictures of Lisa, who knows. Whatever is on this camera though, was enough to make Bogum terrified that Taehyung was leaving him so he had to know.

Taking advantage of the alone time he had in his house he turned on Jungkook's camera. Tears immediately welling in his eyes as he scrolled through and found nothing but pictures of himself and Jungkook. Only a couple were from Saturday. What really got Taehyung was how many old pictures were on there.





Taehyung threw the camera onto the couch and felt like his heart was about to beat out of his chest. He didn't even realize how hard he was crying until he looked down and saw the drenched circle on his t-shirt.

Why, why does he have all of these. He opened up the camera to pull out the memory disc. Wondering why there are no other pictures on that damn camera. Speechless whenever he saw the words written in tiny font "l'amour de ma V". Taehyung didn't know french but he knew what those words said. He also giggled when he noticed the play on words Jungkook used from the original saying which is l'amour de ma vie. Love of my life.

Patting the tears away from his cheeks he put the memory disc back in the camera and turned it off. He didn't need to see any other pictures. He couldn't handle seeing anymore. Every single photo made his heart race as each moment replayed in his mind like a movie that he couldn't pause. He quickly put the camera back in the bag in the guest room and walked away. Thank god Bogum wasn't home whenever I did that.

Jimin's P.O.V

Jimin, Yoongi, Jungkook and Seokjin were enjoying a meal together trying to decide what they wanted to do whenever Taehyung came into town. Jimin surely noticed the way Jungkook was especially silent during this conversation.

"Kookie, what do you think we should do? Tae said he's only been back to Korea once since he left and that was just to visit his family before their wedding."

Jungkook flinched at the last word that came out of Jimin's mouth. He hated the way he reacted to such things that he should be used to hearing. "I don't know chim, Tae's changed a lot. He might not like the same things anymore."

Noone at the table understood why Jungkook was acting like he and Tae are strangers. Especially after they all know what went down back in Kyoto.

"Well why don't you reach out and ask him.. make it easier on us. I'd do it but he's already annoyed with me because of all the phone calls" Jimin laughs. Come on Kook, take the bait.

Jungkook sighs heavily not wanting to text Tae but desperately wanting to at the same time. "Fine, I'll let you know what he says."

"Woah, easier than I thought." Jimin laughed again, nudging Jungkook's shoulder.

After Jungkook got home he laid in bed for about an hour trying to decide what to say to Tae.

What's wrong with me. Two weeks ago I was basically throwing myself at Tae...now I'm terrified to ask him what he wants to do. Jungkook knows that it is probably because Tae chose Bogum. He doesn't know why he for a split second thought Tae would walk away from his husband and go with him. He hates himself for partially expecting that.

Jungkook shook his head to work off the nerves. Tae is his best fucking friend after all. Even if he can't return his love..there's no reason why they can't still communicate.

Jungkook was proud of himself. He tried to brush off the butterflies in his stomach as just excitement to start over with Tae. Even though he subconsciously knows it's because he can't wait to see Tae again.

Taehyung's P.O.V

It always drove Taehyung nuts the way life did things. So you can imagine his frustration whenever he is trying to calm himself down from the overwhelming feelings stirring up inside him from seeing Jungkook's camera roll--only to receive a text from none other than Jeon fucking Jungkook.

Luckily for Tae the text was innocent enough and it actually made him happy to talk to Jungkook so causally. Now his problem was resisting the urge to ask Jungkook about the pictures. He knew that he shouldn't have gone through the camera but I mean isn't it Jungkook's fault for leaving it?

Fuck it.

Damn it. Damn it. Damn it. I should've left it alone. I shouldn't have said a fucking word. Tae kept cursing himself for sending that text.

For looking through the pictures to start with.

For not being able to stop thinking about Jungkook.

For being in love with him after four years.

For being in love with him even though he has Bogum.

For being excited to see the cherry haired boy again.

For missing his warmth.

For longing to kiss him again.

For desperately wishing it was Jungkook in bed every time he and Bogum have been intimate since then.

For knowing that he's weak when it comes to Jungkook.

but mostly cursing himself for not telling Bogum the truth this morning.

Jeon Jungkook, what are you doing to me.

Jungkook's P.O.V

Jungkook smirked at his phone whenever he saw Tae's text. The younger didn't leave his camera there on purpose but he definitely wasn't surprised to find out that Tae looked through it. Tae was always poking his nose where it didn't belong.

Flashback - 2015

"W-what are you doing?" Jungkook questioned whenever he saw Taehyung looking through his notebook where Jungkook had been practicing writing song lyrics

"Kookie! I'm sorry! I just saw a notebook titled 'lyrics' and couldn't resist." Tae felt guilty for getting caught but decided to pout hoping it would keep the younger from getting mad. Luckily for him, it made Jungkook laugh.

"How are you going to sulk whenever YOU'RE the one in the wrong?" he stated with a smirk on his face as he took the notebook from Tae's hands.

"They're good, Kookie. Like really good. You should show Joon-Hyung!"

"No, that's not a good idea. These are more for me, ya know? Expressing my feelings and what not."

"Suit yourself, but if you decide to record one. I better be the first one that gets to hear it!" Tae says excitedly before leaving the room.

END FLASHBACK

Nosy fucker. Jungkook laughed at the memory before putting his phone away and deciding to go to sleep.

A/N: Sorry this is kind of just filler but I like filler...the plot thickens next chapter...

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