"I'm gonna head out to the gym. Be ready when I get back." Namjoon rubbed my cheek with his thumb gently but I looked away. He seemed to get mad that I tried to get away from him so he gripped my hair and pulled me into a rough kiss. "If you're not ready and ass up when I get back than you will hurt, kitten."
Namjoon licked a stripe up my neck to my ear before whispering in it.
"Remember, I love you Yoongi. Just love me back and you won't hurt. I don't like it when you're in pain but its the only way to get you to love me."
Namjoon gently kissed me one more time before sighing and walking to my door.
"I'll be back in exactly an hour."
"Yes sir."
Namjoon was surprised that I responded so he hesitated to leave.
"Listen next time I go to work out you can come with me. Jungkook and Jimin will have to watch you but I know how much you miss taking pictures of nature. I love you, bye princess."
At that he closed my door and locked it. It was silent in my room before I heard the door unlock.
"Feel free to wander the house."
After that I watched Namjoon jog onto the sidewalk and towards the gym. He went to the gym to work on arms and legs, but to work on his abs he fucked me as rough as he could in really weird positions.
At one point Namjoon and I were best friends. I would be fine to have sex with him once when we were friends.
But Namjoon changed. He went to America for a year and came back a criminal. He wasn't wanted in Korea, but he was defiantly feared. No body talked to him and he had people kill for him.
He was a cruel man.
I never knew why he changed.
After a couple minutes of just staring outside I walked over to my door and slowly reached out to grab it. Namjoon has cameras all over the house and in the bathrooms because he wanted to know what I was doing at all times.
He watched what I did while he was at the gym and he made that very clear.
After about 15 minutes of wandering around his huge room a knock was heard on the door and I panicked.
"Namjoon?! Joonie what do I do?" I looked at the camera in his room and walked to the speakers.
"Open it."
I slowly walked to the door and opened it with the chain lock connected.
All of my thoughts about Namjoon and being kidnapped rushed away when I saw my brother/best friend, Hoseok.
"Hobi!" I closed the door to undo the lock and opened it again to pull him inside.
He didn't know I wasn't here willingly but I couldn't tell him or I'd be in trouble.
"Hey little one." Hoseok hugged me tightly in the foyer and I looked at the cameras with pleading looks. A green light flashed on it and I smiled.
"Hobi come sit down. Do you want anything to eat or drink?" I tried to cover the overwhelming amount of bruises covering my chest, neck, and legs from Namjoon's constant need to suck on my skin, but Hoseok already saw them.
"Jimin..." Hoseok pulled me close to him and pulled my turtleneck down. "Does he... hit you?"
"What? No!" I knew I answered too fast so I winced and let out a breathe. "Fine he does, but I like it. It feels good and besides most of these are hickies."
"Are you sure?" Hoseok asked while looking me in the eyes and I nodded with a shy smile.
I was always good at lying, but I never thought I would have to use it on my brother just so we both didn't get killed.
"So why did you stop by?"
"I just wanted to see you and Namjoon. Where is he anyway?"
"He's at the store. He needed to pick up some bread." I sat down and he did the same next to me. "You should go. I-I was just about to, um.... prepare myself for something he promised me he would do when he got back."
Hoseok's eyes widened and he stood up instantly.
"I'll leave you to that! Bye! I love you!"
"Love you too."
I watched Hoseok's car pull out of the driveway before closing the curtains and running up to my room.
I closed the door lightly before staring at the camera in my room. Tears welled up in my eyes and before I knew it I was sobbing while tearing my room apart.
Though the speakers I heard Namjoon telling me to calm down.
"Baby take a deep breath and lay down for a second ok. I'm gonna head home right now and-"
"NO!!!"
"Yoongi I'll prepare you don't worry about that."
"Kim Namjoon!!" I yelled his name before taking off my shirt. "You expect me to love you when all you do is hurt me!!"
"That's the only way you will-"
"Shut up!!!" He was quiet so I calmed down a little, but tears were still running down my face. "I loved you once! I loved you before you moved to America because you treated me like a prince!! Even if we were only friends I loved the way you treated me and I'd even say I wasn't single because of you!"
"I-I don't understand."
"Oh my god why can't you listen!?! I'd love you if you treated me like I belong on this earth! If you don't change how you act around me expect to watch me die in your bathroom the next time you go out for a run!!!"
He was silent until I heard him walk in the house and run up the stairs. When he opened the door I just stared at him. His face was red and sweaty but I could tell he cried as he probably sprinted home.
"So what do you say Namjoon? Are you going to actually love or will you keep hurting me?"
Namjoon walked closer and slowly picked me to set me on my bed. He knew I felt safe on my bed because it was un-sexable being a waterbed.
(Ok so yesterday I went on a water bed for the worst time and I couldn't friggen move)
"What happened in America?" I asked quietly as he laid next to me and slowly pull me onto him. "Why did you change? You went there to meet other great rappers and song writers so how did you change?"
"Yoongi baby, the rappers here are very different from the ones in America. I was looked down on from them so in order to talk to them I had to be like them."
"What about Kanye and drake? Are there people like them?" I asked and Namjoon chuckled because he knew how much I loved those two American rappers.
"Rarely."
We were silent for a while before Namjoon tilted my head to be directly facing his. He looked into my eyes deeply and rubbed my side with his free hand.
"Baby, listen to me for a second." Namjoon moved his hand on my chin to cup my entire cheek and I hummed. "Those rappers changed me, but I do not regret going to America. The way I am now with my music, it's something couldn't have created by myself."
I nodded because his music was really good, but I still questioned one thing.
"Than stop killing people."
"Yoongi, you know that's not me killing them."
"I know, but stop sending people to kill them. Joonie, there is nothing about those rappers that should motivate you to kill people or want people dead."
Namjoon was quiet before he slowly leaned up to press his lips against mine. For the first time I kissed him back and he smiled into the kiss.
We kissed for only a little while and when I pulled away he smiled sadly up at me.
"I'm killing people who've hurt you. All your bullies and people that were mean to you in high school. Anyone who dares to lay a finger on you now will be sent to hell, and yes I know that includes me, but we'll save the best for last."
"No."
"What do you mean?"
"Your not gonna kill yourself." I held eye contact with him and he smiled sadly. "Listen to me now. No matter how many times we threaten to kill ourselves neither of us will do it. Understand?"
"I understand, baby."
"And no more hurting me. I'll leave if you do."
"I know."
"Now give me a kiss."
I grabbed his face and leaned down to kiss him deeply. He rubbed my outer thighs while we kissed and he pulled away that time.
"I would add to your collection of marks but there's no room." Namjoon chuckled before pecking my lips and I reached down to grab his hands.
"Than let me start your collection." I smirked before kissing down his jaw to start sucking at his collarbone.
After that day we both changed. Namjoon went back to normal and he promised to never kill or order someone to kill and I found out that Namjoon's constant need to mark my skin was relatable.
"Can I leave a hickey on your thigh?"
"Only if you can ask without making it sound awkward."
"Oh yeah. Mr. Joon can I leave a hickey-wicky in your thiccy-nicky thighs please."
"Oh hell yes."
(This one is kinda short from what I'm used to writing but it's still good. Up next is a Namjin ft. Day6!!!)
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