I woke up immediately feeling heavy and nauseated.
I kept my eyes closed- swallowing to make sure I didn't need to throw up.
I could hear mumbling, which made me open my eyes- seeing all four of the guys, all of their heads to the floor.
I hummed lightly, catching Calum's attention
"Hey Sky" he whispered.
"Hi" I whispered back with a smile- never seeing a smile.
"What's wrong?" I spoke- making each of the guys look up.
They all stayed silent.
After a few seconds Calum spoke
"It's bad Skylar" he whispered.
I didn't need an explanation
I knew what he was talking about
I stayed silent for a moment
"How much time do I have?" I asked quietly.
Calum looked down again
"A month- if not two" Michael spoke slowly.
"What happened?" I asked, feeling tears sliding down my face.
"Once we got in- we noticed cancerous cells on your kidneys- we tried to remove as many as we could and in the process we also discovered some cancerous lumps across your intestines- getting closer to your liver" Michael spoke.
"It moved to fast- there's nothing else to do" Ashton broke the news.
"Please don't send me home" I broke out into cries.
"Please let me stay here- so I can be happy until it's over, please" I cried out.
Calum joined me in the bed
"It's whatever you want to do- it's all about you Sky" He spoke, kissing my head.
He held me into him as I cried- letting everything out
Once I finished- he still held me
The five of us sat in silent, no one speaking- is all thinking through the silence.
"Don't leave me" I whispered to Calum
"I won't- never." Calum whispered back, making me hug him tighter
This couldn't be real