Hate that I love you (An Asht...

By Cashmoney5sos

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When Jade Healy meets new boy Ashton Irwin all she can see is arrogance as he tells her she's going to fall i... More

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Chapter 61
Chapter 62
Chapter 63
Chapter 64

Chapter 36

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By Cashmoney5sos

Once I had settled on the train I began to relax. Although I had a long journey to endure until I got home, the thought of what was waiting for me when I got there kept me happy.

I tried to sleep to pass some time but whenever I did I only slept for around 5 minutes so I didn't bother trying any more.

I listened to music but I got bored of that after a while. I began getting impatient and frustrated at the little space I had and the heat. I just wanted to get home!

_ _ _ _

I must have ended up falling asleep because the next thing I knew was the feel of someone nudging me

'Excuse me Miss, this is the last stop'

I just smiled and got up and collected my bag.

As I stepped out onto the platform I looked around for Ashton but couldn't see him anywhere. I turned around but still couldn't spot him.

'Fancy running into you here' I heard Ashton's voice say and I spun around to see his wide smile looking down at me

'Ashton' I screamed and jumped into his arms

I stayed hugging him tightly for a while before pulling away and kissing him

'I've been so excited to finally see you again' he said smiling at me

'Me too. I've missed you so much'

'Not as much as I've missed you babe' he grabbed my hand and picked up my bag with the other and we began walking 

'So what have you been up to?' I asked and turned to look up at him. I was so happy to see him again and have his hand in mine. 

'Been getting a bit more work recently so I've been very busy with all of that really' he said 

'It'll be worth it all in the end babe' I smiled 

'So go on, tell me what it's like having your own place and being independent' 

'It's kind of like being at home seen as I was alone a lot of the time here before you came. I get kind of lonely to be honest, I miss just being able to see you whenever' I said looking down 

'Well I'm here now princess' he said and lifted my face up and kissed me. 

We got into a taxi and I sat smiling at him as we headed back to my house. 

'I really have missed you so much' I said, resting my head on his shoulder 

'I've missed you too baby' he kissed my head and put his arm over me. 

'So tell me about your new friends' he said 

I knew exactly who he was referring to. He meant Ashley. 

'Well my closest friend there is the girl in the room next to me, Hazel. She's not on the same course as me though' I said 

'What about that boy that is on your course?' 

'He's not really a friend, he's actually really annoying and arrogant' 

'But that's what you said about me when we first met' Ashton said. Did I sense a hint of jealously? 

'I always liked you deep down though. This guy is an idiot' I replied 

He just raised his eyebrow and turned to look out of the window 

I didn't want him to be hurt, but I also didn't want him to get the wrong idea so I wasn't sure what to say. 

If I brought it up again to comfort him, he might think I'm going on about him, but if I don't he might see that as a reason to worry. 

'Hey, what's up?' I asked as I took his hand in mine 

'Nothing' he said with a fake smile 

'I love you, Ashton. Don't forget that' 

'and I love you too' he smiled then leaned in and kissed me. 

When we had got back to my house I stood outside and smiled for a while before entering. I was so happy to be back here. It felt a lot longer than 7 weeks since I had last been here, but now I was finally back. Only for a week but it was better than nothing. 

I ran and jumped onto the couch and lay there. I was home. 

'Happy to be home then?' Ashton smiled as he waked in carrying my bag

'More than happy' I smiled

I then got up and ran up to my room an jumped on my bed 

'Wait for me' I heard Ashton shout as he ran up the stairs giggling, then into my room 

'I'm home' I shouted 

'Only for a week though' Ashton pouted and sat on my bed 

'Better than nothing' I said, sliding down next to him. 

Then I lay back and lightly kicked Ashton so he turn around so I could pull him in towards me 

'I've missed this most of all'  I said as I cuddled into him 

'Me too' he smiled and rested his nose on mine before kissing me lightly 

'Is that all I get?' I asked 

He smiled and put his arm around my waist before kissing me deeply. I felt him smile again and I did the same. I could stay lay with him forever. 

I felt him slide his arm up the inside of my shirt and up my sides and he bit my lip. 

'I've been waiting for this for too long' he whispered 

'Well I'll make it worth your time then' I breathed, then I sat up and grabbed him by his shirt 

I knew this was going to happen when I got home, I just didn't think it would be this quick. I had no idea when my mum was going to be home but at this moment in time I had other things on my mind. 

Straight away Ashton pulled my shirt off and moved his hands down to my pants 

'I don't think so' I said pulling away from him 

'What?' he questioned, looking confused and disappointed

'Your shirt can come off now, it's only fair' I said then winked and started unbuttoning his shirt 

He smiled at me before pulling it off when it was fully unbuttoned and throwing it to wherever mine was then went straight back to my pants again 

'Why do your pants have so many buttons?' he growled 

'High waisted. Thought I'd make you work harder for it' 

After he had finally battled though my jeans, it seemed he couldn't wait and started undoing his own 

'That's my job baby' I said and moved his hands. 

I could feel him watching me as I slowly pulled the zipper of his pants down and pulled them down his legs. 

After that, it didn't take him long to reach around my back and unclasp my bra and pull it off 

He ran his hands up and down my body and he began breathing heavier. 

 'You don't understand how much I've missed you' he mumbled against my lips 

'Oh so is this all I'm good for?' 

'No, I've not just missed this. I've missed everything about you. But I'll tell you that later' he said and began pulling at my underwear 

Within a space of a few seconds he pulled them off and pushed me onto my back and lent over me. His eyes we're absolutely perfect. 

'Don't tease me Ashton, just do it' I breathed 

'Anything for my girl' he said and with no time wasted thrusted himself into me and threw his head back and grabbed my hips

He had hold of me hard as he pushed himself into me and I heard him groan. I decided to give him what I knew he wanted so I pulled him towards me by his shoulders and whispered his name down his ear. He moved his hands from my hips up to my face and took it and kissed me roughly and bit my lip then moved his lips down my jaw. 

I watched as he scrunched his face up and I could tell he was almost done. He let out a loud moan before throwing himself down next to me. 

He turned on his side and started stroking my face lightly. 

'I haven't just missed that. I missed your beautiful eyes, your laugh, your smile and just you in general. You are my happiness and how can I be truly happy when you're not here?' he whispered 

'I can always drop out of college and come home' 

'No don't be silly. I didn't mean that, I'm incredibly proud of you and wouldn't expect you to ever do anything like that' 

I lay looking at him and smiled. He was everything to me. 

'Jade' I heard my mum shout from downstairs 

'Fuck' I cursed and sat up and reached for the nearest clothing I could find. I picked up a shirt and grabbed some pyjama shorts out of my drawer, one of the only pairs I left at home and put a jacket on and ran downstairs to see my mother. 

'Mummy' I shouted as I ran downstairs and into her open arms 

'Hello my darling' she said as she held me tightly 'How long have you been home?' 

'Not too long' 

'Long enough to get into you pyjamas I see' she laughed. I just laughed slightly and changed the subject. 

'So did you have a nice day at work?' I asked 

'Well I couldn't concentrate knowing I was going to see my little girl again when I got home' she smiled. 

Just then Ashton came downstairs in the clothes he was wearing beforehand and smiled 

'Oh hello Ashton. Where have you been hiding?' my mum smiled 

'I erm... went to the toilet' he said quickly. 

She gave us a look and turned around. I was pretty sure she knew and I always had the idea she had. Maybe it was how guilty we always looked or that fact my mother knows me inside out. It was kind of embarrassing but I was glad she never said anything. 

I had a chat with my mum before returning upstairs with Ashton. 

'I think she knows' Ashton said 

'I think so too. Shit that's embarrassing' I blushed 

'At least we're not rushing anything and we've been together a long time now' he said, forcing a smile. I knew he was embarrassed too. 

I thought about it for a few seconds 'Wow, we've been together 7 months' I smiled 

'I still remember the night I told you how I felt. I was absolutely terrified in case you didn't feel the same. Deep down I thought I annoyed you' 

'I looked a mess that night' I laughed 'Why would you annoy me you dork' 

'No you didn't, you looked perfect as alway and because you always called me a dick and stuff' he said, shrugging his shoulders 

'Maybe that's just because I wanted your dick' I whispered and winked

'I suggest you stop Healy because I'll fuck you again, right here right now regardless of your mother being home' 

'I think she knows too much about that already don't you Irwin?' I laughed an wrapped my arms around his waist. 

This week was going to go far too fast for my liking and I'd have to wait until Christmas until I seen him again. I'd have to make the most of the time I did get with him.

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