"Chris~," He whispered to my ears. It made my heart beat faster. It felt good hearing him say my name. I hold him tight. I was afraid he'll go. I don't want him to go. Don't go. "Chris~," Please don't go. "I -"
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I opened my eyes to a bright shiney light. I quickly cover them with a pillow.
"So damn bright." Was it all a dream. I quickly got up and looked around.
I'm in my room? Ugh my head hurts. Did I went drinking last night? How did the hell did I get here? With my clothes on. Does that mean.... Austin wasn't real?
I felt a sharp pain in my chest. I could feel my eyes burning. Am I about to cry? No. Every bit of him was real......
"Oh god if he was real then I completely took advantage of him!" I took my pillow and screamed on it. What the hell came over me!!?? I put the pillow down and sighed heavily. "I'm the scum of the earth."
Ok if he was real, then what happened after we did the deed? I smelled my shirt and it reak of alcohol. Yup. I went drinking.
A servant came in to his surprised saw Chris on his bed. And awake. "Young master, good morning. I wasn't aware you got back. We were all worried where you've been." He said with concerned. He could smell the scent of alcohol where he was standing. So he already guess where I've been. "May I prepared a bath for you?"
Chris waved at him and he nodded with a smile. He left to get the bath ready.
Chris got off his bed but felt a sharp pain on his back and fell down. "Ah my back." Well it's official. He's definitely real. We did it so many times that my back hurts so much. "Fuck me."
I'd stayed in my room for the almost the rest of the day. I didn't dare walk around the house. Or even my room. God my back hurts. I tried to take pain killers but it didn't seem to work. Why me.
"Chris!" I turned around and my mother came inside my room. "Darling quickly. Get ready."
"Oh good to see you too mother. Oh yes, I was fine. Sorry to have worried you."
"That's nice dear. Now quickly get ready. A man is here to see you." She said while looking through my closest. Why is a man here to see me? I haven't hit on anybody yet.
"Brother, where were you last night?" James comes in. "I was worried."
"I got fucked real hard by the hottest man in the world." I said with a straight face.
I got whacked with my jacket that my mother threw at me. "DON'T YOU HAVE ANY DECENCY!!" She yelled angrily. "Now get ready!!! Both of you!! NOW!!"
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"It's an honor to finally meet you Mr. Smyth. My name is Edger Kensington. Shall we take a seat?" He said while kissing my hand. Damn it mom. When she said a man wanting to see me, she didn't mean a whole bunch of people will be here too! God I hate parties.
"Why not? I'm starving." I fake my smile. We both sat down and had a conversation. I looked over to where my mom was at and she seemed oddly happy. She never was even close to happy when it comes with men and me together. At all. Especially father. What's happening.
"Am I boring you?" He said.
I quickly turn back at him. "Oh no. It's just something is on my mind is all." I brushed my hair back slightly. "I don't really do well with parties."
He gently laughed. "I'm the same. But when your the next head to take over the company, it's mandatory."
Edger is a tall man. He's basically James height. He has light brown hair and light blue eyes. He also has a soft light skin. He's pretty handsome. I'd mess around with him now but...why am I acting strange. I'm completely awkward. I'd usually be all cutesy and get him what he wants but nothing. To be honest I'm more lonely and sad inside....Austin....
"Are you two having fun?" My mother came to bother us.
"Why yes, Mrs. Smyth. It's a lovely party. Can't wait for dinner to arrive." Edger said with a kind smile.
"Wonderful. You'll love the main course I'd handley pick it. And I can't reveal what it is. It's a surprise." They both talked a bit. James sat across from me. He didn't look happy with Edger with me. At least he's acting like he should. "I should leave you too alone now. Have fun." She left us alone.
"Your mother is quite lovely." He said.
"Ah, yeah."
Food arrived and I didn't eat it. He kept talking to me nonstop. I tried to pay attention while trying to ignore the scent of the food. It made me nauseous. I could listen the voices in the dining room getting louder and louder. And my head feels weird.
"Are you feeling ok? Your looking pale." Edger said.
"I'm fine."
"Here. Have some water." I took it but I didn't drink it. I stared at it and sat it down the table.
"Excuse me."
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I'd puke in my bathroom toilet. I just wanted to be in my room alone. I made sure to lock the door so my mom and James wouldn't bother me.
"Ah fuck." I wiped my mouth and lean back. I wasn't feeling so good at all. "That fucker wouldn't stop talking. He kept going on and on. Damn. Can he just back the fuck up? What's more annoying is this sickness. I probably drank too much last night."
I stayed in my bathroom for about an hour. Maybe I should stay here instead. Have everyone leave. Yeah. I should do that. But first. I need medicine.
I walked out of my room and headed to the kitchen. Avoiding paths that leads back to the party. Then I stopped. I felt a cold presence in front of me. I felt a chill run through my spine. He was waiting for me. And I felt scared. So scared that I felt paralyzed. I cleared my throat.
"F-father."