Kyunghun POV
the fan meet started at 9am, we are all backstage getting ready putting our outfits together, they allow us to wear casual so we all wear coloured sweaters, i wear pink. Minsung a light blue to match his hair, Young j wearing a plain black and Taeseok wearing a familiar Yellow sweater. i stop in my place as i look at him adjusting the bottom of the yellow hem before looking into the mirror and re adjusting the front of his hair. I move over to the mirror next to my station as he is slightly parting his hair before looking over at Tae slightly before turning my head fully putting my thumb in front of my mouth and smiling.
"is that my sweater?" i chuckle as he turns his head towards me with a sarcastic gasp.
"is it? oh i didn't notice" he chuckles with a sly smirk as I hit his arm softly
"Ya! I better get it back Taetae" I say with a grin as he scoffs
"Kyungie, no promises" he says as we get called out onto the panel for the meet
"Minnie oppa!" You can see minsung cringe as he hears that. He smiles at the girl. As time passes on I can't help but find my eyes wonder towards the yellow sweater stealing boy at the other side of the table. I concentrate on the fans as they come and go but my gaze seems to wonder back and forth towards him, I look towards minsung to grab a water bottle from behind him and I see taeseok looking right at me with a smile, I smile back getting lost in his eyes, the gap seems to far for me to reach him...
"The hell you looking at kyung? Here is the water bottle"minsung shakes my shoulder as I blush grabbing the bottle out of his hand
"Oh thanks MinMin!" I say with a smile seeing all the girls squeal as I look towards a fan site camera and smile, it looks like a nice camera And its pointing right at me AH!
"Kyu... i got you a uh phone case... i hope you like it..." the girl says shyly as she hands me the phone case and my eyes light up as i put it on my phone
"its adorable... i love it! thank you!" i say as i look at it then over at taeseok
"Hey Taetae!" i wave my hand at him catching his attention
"yea? Wah! i have the same case!!" he says as he shows the case
"YA! we are matching!" i say as Tae walks over and puts the phones next to each other as camera's shutter and click
"like our backgrounds" Tae says as we turn our phones around and hold down the screens, the lock screen begins to move and its Us dancing and at some point we jump onto the others screen
"Kyu and Tae they are adorable..." the fan says as we both smile
"we think so too" we both say as she goes bright red
"Ya Kyungie i should go sit back down" he says before walks back over to his seat
"yea cya Taetae" i smile before looking back at the fan
"kyungie huh?" she says with a smirk
"yeah... its a cute nickname" i smile rubbing the back of my neck softly
"and you call him Taetae? thats actually adorable" she giggles softly
"yeah... I'm surprised he hasn't killed me over it yet" i chuckle softly before the bell dings to move onto someone else
"goodbye! please come back to our fan meets again" i say as she bows before walking off stage, about half an hour goes by with no complications before..
"Like look at taeseoks hair colour no wonder No one bias' him" I hear someone say as I look over at tae and his facial expression shows he has seen too.
"Hey beautiful would you excuse me for a second? I'm really sorry... I will let you see me again if you like?" I hear tae ask as the girl only smiles
"It's okay tae, are you feeling okay?" She asks with concern growing on her face as my smile drops
"Yes I'm fine"he gets up and walks off stage, my eyes follow him all the while until I don't see him
"Uh... I'm sorry please excuse me..." I look at the girl sitting in front of me with a sad face
"It's fine kyu, go get your man" she winks as I get up and not walk but run off the stage to find him
"Taetae wait!" I yell as I don't know where he want. I look left them right, before seeing him sitting with his back against the wall with his knees up to his chest
"Kyungie go back to the fans... they will miss you" He says lifting his head up as his eyes meet mine, I walk over and crouch down and put my hand on his hand that rests on his knee
"And they won't miss you?" I ask as he turns his head down with watery eyes
"Exactly" is all he says before tears slowly fall from his face
"Taetae... that is not true." I say, my voice cracks as he turns his face away
"And how would you know? You are loved and adored by everyone... I'm just a backup incase something happens..." he says as in a shaky voice, I feel my heart crack and shatter hearing those words from him, tears slowly start falling down my face
"Taetae please don't feel like that..."I say turning his head up to meet his eyes as I wipe his tears with my thumb
"Yes I know what those two girls Said, but they don't know what they are talking about." I say as tears fall faster and rapidly down his cheeks
"But they... it hurt.." he says as I bring his head close to lead on my shoulder
"I know... but the only reason why they said that is because they don't see you, the way I see you" I say before helping his up to his feet and pulling him into a hug
"They don't see the fun, caring, loving, kind person I see... they don't deserve to see you smile, they don't deserve to see you at your happiest if they cant accept you at your worst" I say as I feel him crying harder gripping onto the back of my sweater moving his hands to my shoulder blades , I tighten my grip moving my hands further around his body.
"Kyungie..." he manages to say within the gasps for air as he cries
"You are our grape boy... please don't cry because of them..." I say as his breathing softens and the crying begins to stop
~you are my grape boy...~
"I'm sorry I ran out... I'm sorry" tae apologises over and over again as his voice cracks, his perfectly crystal eyes are clouded with guilt as he moves back breaking the hug
"I will always follow you Taetae... I will never leave you, I will always be here for you" I say as I wipe the tears from his cheeks causing him to smile
~there are things I can't tell you... words I want to say, but I value you more than my own feelings... I'm sorry tae~
"Kyungie... your eyes are red" he says softly with a small giggle as I lean in and plant a small kiss on his cheek
"Now your face is red TaeTae" I say as his face heats up under my hands as he grumbles
"Unfair" he says turning his head away with a pout as I laugh softly
"Let's go back huh? We still have fans waiting"I say as he nods before slowly walking away
~I'm not just gonna let you walk away like that~
"Taetae!" I yell out as he walks out into the stage and turns his head back, before he turns around I snake my arms around his wait and give him a back hug holding his phone in my left hand cameras clicking softly taking photos of the meet
"You forgot your phone" I say into his ear with a sinister smirk as his face goes red again before he grabs his phone and I place my hand on his shoulder
"They are back!" A fan yells as they all start cheering and yelling
"WE LOVE YOU TAESEOK!" They all scream as he smiles softly. I walk away my hand moving down and off his shoulder as we sit in our seats.
~Will you ever have these feelings for me too?~
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A/n: hey! did you like this one shot? Eeeeh these two are my favourite and it's my otp so it's a soft start yay!
I know i moved it form 'Fate' but i think it would have done better here along with more oneshot
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