Pam's point of view
Dwight walked in slowly and didn't even bother to say hi to me this morning. He just walked head down to his desk and sat down. I got up from my desk and walked toward him. I sat down on top of Dwight's desk and asked " What happened yesterday when you went to see Jim?"
Dwight kept his head down.
" I shouldn't have kissed him and told him I loved him", he sobbed .
I put my hand on his shoulder. He looked at me, pushed my hand of his shoulder and ran to the bathroom. As I was walking back to my desk I saw Jim walk in.
" Hey Jim".
" Uh,hey Pam".
" Can we talk in private? Like maybe outside?"
" If this talk is about Dwight then no".
He turns around and before he can walk away I grab his arm. " Outside now", I whisperer angrily.
" Ugh, fine", he sighed.
We get outside and before I can ask Jim what happened yesterday he cut's me off.
He shakes his head and licks his lips. " Look I don't like him that way. I'm straight. I like women. When he kissed me out of nowhere and confessed his love for me. It freaked me out. I rather not even be here today but I have to", He sighed. " He told me he loved me. What am I supposed to say to that when I'm not in love with him?, he finished.
" I don't know Jim but you need to talk to him",I suggested.
He shook his head at me." I can't. You don't know how much his friendship means to me."
" Jim that's exactly why you need to talk to him. You guys are good together and the longer you take to talk to him about what happened the longer he's going to avoid you. I hate seeing you guys like this. Please Jim go talk to him. Please", I begged.
" yout right. If I don't do this now. I'll never do it. Where is he?"
" He's in the bathroom. He's upset", I informed him.
Jim nodded and ran back inside.
I crossed my fingers hoping that everything would go okay up there
Jim's point of view
I ran to the bathroom. When I got there I stopped and took a deep breath before entering. I pushed the door open and walked inside.
" Dwight?", I called out.
" Go away!", he snapped.
I walked over to the bathroom stall he was in. "Dwight please let me in".
" No!"
I pressed my back against the bathroom stall door. " Dwight please. We need to talk about what happened",I pleaded.
Dwight didn't reply back.
" I'm sorry for scaring you yesterday and for hurting you",I apologized. " Dwight I don't want our friendship to end because of this. Dwight say something", I begged.
But still there was no reply. I stared at the floor.
Silence descended the room.
" Dwight i'm not going to leave until you open the door."
This time Dwight replied back.
" I don't want to be friends. I want to be more than that. You know that", he sobbed.
"Dwight you know that can't happen", I said softly.
" Just go please!",he cried.
" Dwight I'm sorry".
All I could hear was Dwight whimpering. I couldn't do anything to make him feel better. The truth is I wanted to but I couldn't. I walked out of the bathroom and went back to my desk. Before Pam could walk over to my desk and ask what happened I told her leave me alone. I didn't want to talk about what happened in there.
About half in hour later Dwight came out of the bathroom. He kept his head down as he walked over to his desk and sat down. I didn't say anything to him. I just went back to working. For the rest of the day Dwight avoided me. He acted as if I didn't exist. I was annoyed but I couldn't do anything since it was my fault. I felt sick to my stomach. Now I know how he felt when I avoided him. When five o'clock hit Dwight got up from his chair and walked out in a hurry. I grabbed my briefcase and coat and went home.
I felt like shit for what I did to Dwight but truth to be told I didn't know the first thing on how to make it up to him.
I laid down in bed and pulled the covers over my face.
Morning came around. As usual I got dressed and headed of to work like every morning.
Dwight still avoided me.
Halfway through the day Dwight got up and went to the bathroom. I waited a few minutes before getting up and following him.
I opened the bathroom door and saw Dwight washing his hands.
" Dwight can we talk?"
Dwight glared at me and pushed me out of his way.
I quickly grabbed his elbow.
" Dwight you can't avoid me forever".
He turned around to face me and spit right on my face. He yanked my hand of his elbow and stormed out of the bathroom.
I rolled my eyes and wiped the spit of my face. I walked out of the bathroom. I walked back over to my desk. I'm fed up with Dwight. I'm trying here to be friends but he's just making it difficult. I look up at Dwight and sigh. I just go back to working.
Lunch time rolled around and I went to the vending machine. I bought myself a grape soda and a bag of barbecue chips. I sat down at the table and ate in silence. Pam walked over to me.
"You want to talk about it?", she asked .
" Not really. I just want to be left alone right now".
"When your ready to talk about all this just call me. Okay?".
I looked up at her and nodded. She left the break room.
I can't get Dwight of my mind. Lately, he's just been constantly on my mind with all this drama that's been going on between us.
When it was time to go home. I waited for everyone to leave before walking over to where Pam's desk was.
" Pam do you think you can get Dwight in the same room with me?"
" I'll try my best".
" Thank you."
Pam came over to where I was standing and hugged me. I hugged her back. I laid my head on her shoulder.
"Pam. I think I'm developing feelings for him because I can't stop thinking about him. I miss him constantly",I whispered in her ear.
"Everything's going to be okay", she replied.
All I could do was nod.
Just then Michael came out of his office.
" What is going on here?", Michael grinned.
I broke the embrace and spinned around facing Michael.
" We are uh um saying goodbye", I stuttered.
" Sure you were", Michael smirked.
" MICHAEL!", Pam yelled in annoyance. " We were just saying goodbye. Why do you always have to be so nasty?", Pam questioned him.
Michael smirked at both of us and walked past us leaving for the day.
Pam rolled her eyes at him. I turned to me and asked, " Are you free this weekend?"
" Yes, I am actually".
" Good because I'm inviting you and Dwight to come bowling with me on saturday night at eight o'clock. But I'm not going to tell Dwight that your with me".
" I'll be there. Thanks Pam you're the best. Before I forget can you text me the address to the bowling alley?"
"Don't mention it. And yes I'll text you the address tomorrow".
Pam gave me a quick goodbye hug and left.
I left work and stopped by Taco Bell to pick up my dinner. I went home to my empty apartment and ate in silence. I couldn't stop thinking about tomorrow and what I was going to say to Dwight. I just hope that when he sees me he doesn't leave because I really want to talk to him. I miss talking to him. A tear slipped down my cheek. I wiped the tear away and went to my bedroom. I curled up unto my bed and turned my laptop on. I watched How I Met Your Mother to distract myself from everything that's been happening.