(LILYS POV)
I ran straight out of our hotel room, not knowing where I was going because my tears shielded my eyesight. I made it a few meters until I bumped into something hard.
"Lily, are you okay?" I heard the strong, British accent.
Zayn.
I looked up at him, he had such a warm, caring face. He must have noticed how terrible I looked (I mean, how could you not…), so he wrapped me in his arms and took me to his hotel room. Once we sat on the couch, his words filled the air.
"Louis, Liam, Niall and I went out to the pub a few blocks away, but I decided to come home early. Want to tell me what's wrong?" His voice was so comforting, I instantly felt safe.
I told Zayn the whole story, from Harry and I kissing last night, too Harry choosing Melissa over me a few moments ago.
"Lil, I am so sorry. You are so much better than her. You are smarter, funnier, kinder, and-" He looked in my eyes. "-and much more beautiful."
I was so heartbroken and confused, I didn't know what I was doing. I just needed someone to be there for me while I was going through all this pain. Both of our heads were slowly inching towards each other, and finally our lips touched. I didn't feel the fireworks I did with Harry, but his lips were very soft and gentle. Harry's kisses were much more loving, and a bit more lustful, but Zayn's were careful, as if he was making sure not to break me. My whole body knew that this wasn't right, and I know Zayn felt the same way, but I didn't pull away because I was too hurt.
"Zayn, have you seen Lil-" I heard Harry's husky voice as he opened Zayn's hotel room door.
Crap. Wait, why do I care? Remember, he chose Melissa over me!
"Are you kidding me?" Harry sounded very hurt, which made me feel guilty for some reason.
"What are you talking about, mate? You just broke her heart!", Zayn said.
Harry looked totally confused. "What are you talking about? Melissa told me to choose her or Lily and I said Lily, no doubt about it. She ran out of the room and I have been looking everywhere for her until I find her with my best friend!" He finished his sentence very enraged.
Oops…. should have waited a little longer before running out…
"Look Harry, there has been a misunderstanding. Do you think we can go back to our room and talk?", I asked him.
Harry contemplated but agreed begrudgingly. I followed him out of Zayn's room and turned around to face Zayn.
"That kiss meant nothing, right?" I silently prayed that he would agree with me.
"Right. We are just friends." I was so relieved. I gave Zayn a hug and hurried to meet Harry back at our room.
We sat down across from each other. I felt horrible, I hurt Harry so badly, when he broke up with his girlfriend for me.
"Harry, I am so sorry. I ran out of the room after I heard you say 'Melissa', I should have stayed to hear what else you said. That kiss with Zayn meant nothing, he was comforting me and I was so hurt."
Harry stood up. "I… uh… need some time to think." I watched him as he walked out of the T.V. room and into his bedroom.
Why am I still in love with someone that hurts me so much?
**
After that long night, I woke up with a hope that things would get better. As usual, Harry and I ignored each other, but this time there was much more tension. Why couldn't he forgive me? I forgave him…
The band and I hopped into the tour bus for the next location of the concert. Louis came up with the brilliant idea that we should watch a romance movie on the way there. That only made things about ten times as awkward. Nice going, boobear.
Once we pulled up the the stadium where the concert was being held, I rushed into the building, thankful to get away from the unpleasant atmosphere. I stayed in my dressing room until we had to do sound check and start the concert. After I finished the opening act (I did another great show, if I do say so myself…), I sauntered backstage, overcome by exhaustion. I decided to watch the One Direction concert from backstage since I had nothing better to do.
I sat on a little stool the whole show, watching the boys do an amazing job from the other side of the curtain. After the last song, I expected all 5 of the boys run backstage, get changed, and meet me so we could leave and go to the hotel. I was surprised when only 4 of the boys skipped off the stage. I heard my favorite husky voice run through the loud speakers as I listened to make sure I caught every word of what he said.
"Hello everyone. I have one last song I would like to sing tonight. This is for the girl I love, I messed it up and I let her fall through my fingers. Worst decision of my life. If you have someone you love, don't let them go!" Harry screamed to the crowd as music began playing.
Harry started singing along. "Isn't she lovely, isn't she wonderful…"
He finished the song and got a loud applause. The moment I saw him walk past the curtain, I ran into his arms.
"I forgive you, love." He whispered in my ear as we embraced in a bone-crushing hug. From behind me, I heard the rest of the boys "awww".
**
Once we got to the hotel, Paul told us that the hotel room arrangements were the same, and Harry offered to take my luggage to my room. When we got there, he put my luggage on my bed and walked over to where I was standing.
Harry got down on his knee, pulled out a small box, and took my hand.
"Lily, will you be my girlfriend, and one day marry me?"
"Of course!" I squealed as he opened the box to reveal the most beautiful piece of jewelry that I missed being on my hand so badly.
The promise ring.
Once the ring was safely slid onto my finger, Harry stood up and gave me a very passionate kiss. After a few minutes of rekindling, he said goodnight and left me alone in my room. After putting on a tank top and shorts, I slipped into the bed, missing Harry already.
I heard my door open and I looked up to see Harry, changed into a t-shirt and sweats. He walked over to the bed and hopped in next to me.
"You have no idea how much I missed this.", he told me as he kissed me and snuggled closer to my body.
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**Whoohoo! Finally! The drama is over... for now! How long do you guys want this story to be? I don't want it to be too long. Maybe like 25 chapters? then I will start a new book! I have a good idea for one. anyway, i am getting way ahead of myself. please tell me what you think so far!
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