Jade's P.O V
Four more hours till the show and as always I'm a little nervous. Maybe because I have no idea where Jesy is or if Perrie will ever recover from the break up. I hope they get back together, he makes her so happy and she's full of life everytime she's on stage. But now i don't think it'll be one of those great performances we had so far.
'Beep, Beep, Beep'
"Hello-"
"Jade?"
"Yeah who's this?"
"Harry."
"Oh how did you get my number?"
"Jesy gave it to me yesterday."
"Why?"
"She had to because Paul said."
"Oh."
"Anyways do you want to come to the park with me?"
"I'm not sure we're allowed out."
"Jesy and Niall went out for a drink-"
"Wait you knew where she was?"
"Barely the crew put tracking devices in our phones."
"Well that's kind of stalkerish don't you think?"
"Yeah, but we're troubled people." He chuckled in the other line.
"That's true."
"So can you come?"
"Uh i don't know I reallly need to finish writing my song."
"Please, it'll be a quick break?"
"Okay, I guess i could take about thirty minutes off."
"Great."
Leigh-Anne's P.O.V
I can't help but feel guilty. Maybe i shouldn't have told Zayn anything or let alone interfere with a problem like that, but me being me, I'm just stupid.
I hate asking myself why I have feelings for Zayn each time he crosses my mind. Why would I like the one that's taken by my friend why him and not the other ones maybe because he treats me so well, but me liking him or even loving him is just not right.
Ugh god i ruin everything!
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The show doesn't start until the next four hours i think and I have no idea how all of this is going to work out.
I went into the bus and spotted Perrie looking out of the window where the fans were crowding the fence.
She turned around and looked at me. "Hey."
"Hey." I replied. "Are you still mad at me?"
"No not at all."
"Really? Why?"
"It was right of you to tell him, that's all and I love Zayn so much that I am willing to forgive what he said to me. It was really bad, but we aren't perfect and we make mistakes. I just hope he's okay now."
"He's okay. I had a chat with him not long ago. He just needs some space that's all, but I'm sure he'll be fine."
Perrie came up to me and hugged me. I hugged her back and after we let go I kissed her cheek.
"Smile Perrie. You're more beautiful when you're happy." I pinched her cheeks.
She laughed. "Ow Leigh that hurts!"
She started pinching mine and it hurt. "Ow!"
"See!"
"Yeah okay... I hate you."
"I hate you too, now go get me some food!"
"Your lucky i love you."
"I love me too!" She skipped all the way to her bed.
Dis girl though.
Jade's P.O.V
"So Jade how's your music going so far?" Harry asked me after we settled down.
"It's been going great, although I'm the only one working on it more than the other girls." I said laying down. This spot is a perfect place to lay down and enjoy the environment. Harry picked a perfect place, I like the big tree and how much shade it gives us, its really refreshing.
"Yeah, I feel you." He said taking a bottle out of the black plastic bag he carried with him over here and I realized something was wrong. Something is wrong with him.
"What's that?"
"A bottle of some kind of fancy whiskey... yeah I can't really read what it says, but do you want some?"
"Of course not Harry. We have a show later."
"Yeah okay."
He opened it and he drank some. "Wow that was strong, but good." He licked his lips.
"Harry is there any reason why you bought me here... with alcohol?"
"I just wanted to hang out."
"What happened?"
"What do you mean?"
"What happened after you seen Jesy?"
"Well nothing much just her & Niall making out, nothing big."
I gasped. Jesy would never cheat on someone or at least I think she wouldn't.
"You sure thats what you saw?"
"Yes, why wouldn't I be here telling you about it." He drank some more.
"Harry stop." I took it away from him. "It doesn't make it any better for you to drink in a state like this."
He looked pissed. "Jade hand it to me."
"No Harry."
"Jade... Now!"
I opened it and dumped it out.
"Bloody hell! Whats your fucking problem?" He stood up and I stood up to him.
"Harry stop! Look at you. This isn't you, you shouldn't drink up your feelings like this. Just talk to me."
Harry put his head down. "My best friend, my best mate... made out with my girl... He went behind my back and made out with her." Harry's eyes were watery. "The worst part is, is that I didn't asked her out because I liked her. I did it because someone was blackmailing me, saying that we were together that you were cheating on Sam with me, if I didn't do what the person told me to do. You & Sam would be over and I'd be known as the womanizer who sleeps with taken girls. I knew it wasn't right, but I couldn't dare to hurt you no more, I thought I didn't have any feelings for you, but it turns out I still do."
My felt my face burn, not only because I was blushing, but because he was using Jesy and it made me pissed, then again he was trying to help me.
I never expected to love one of them, I thought they were funny and adorable, but I never thought one of them could steal my heart. Especially Harry, I didn't want it to be him, make it Niall or Liam or something, but not Harry, the one who broke it before.
"Harry I didn't know-"
"I know, no one knew besides Management."
"Harry, I'm going to be honest... I do still have feelings for you . I'd wish it'd go away since I have Sam, but you left a mark and it won't go away."
He looked at me with sincere and walked closer to me. "Then why can't we be together?"
"You played me." I held my tears back.
"I didn't."
"Yes you did."
"We weren't officially together and you know that."
"But it didn't mean you could go on many other dates with different girls. When I found out I felt like I was just there, that I wasn't worth anything to you."
"You're worth much more." He grabbed my hands.
"No, you forgot about me until I auditioned for it again. Remember I gave you my number and you never called." Its true i did feel forgotten, it's not the best feeling i can you that.
"I was busy."
"Harry just stop lets not do this here, not now, not today."
"But I love you."
"Harry don't, just don't, no you don't! It's the whiskey making you say these things you don't mean." I shook my head and I felt the tears rolling down my cheeks.
"Jade its not, I'm still sober."
"Take it back! Take it back!"
"I can't. Even if I do you'll still know."
I pushed him away and made my way back to the car. To be honest i don't know what I was doing, all I wanted to do was leave. I like him, but I don't want to fall in love with him. I love Sam.
"Jade please." He grabbed my hand.
He pulled me up to him and then he kissed me. He tasted like alcohol.
I pushed him away. "Stop." I slapped him.
He touched his cheek and looked at me shocked.
With that I walked away from him. I called Paul to pick me up. I told him Harry was drunk so we need to get him too. In the car ride I didn't even look at him and he didn't even try to talk to me which was very helpful in this case.
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I suck I almost took a month to update and you guys were begging for an update a few weeks ago... but anyways I'm focusing on writing this story now so hopefully I'll be able to update every few days or maybe few hours from now on!
Who do guys ship Jesy with, Niall or Harry? I'm a Nesy shipper, but I also have feels for Hesy and I just can't decide, so comment which is your fav below I will love to read your guys answers :)