Luke dug his head into my neck as he groaned deeply, then I felt his hot seed shoot into me and an even louder groan vibrated against my neck. I made a high pitched moan sound, mimicking what one of my orgasms would sound like then started to breathe heavily to make it convincing.
"fuck baby that was so good" Luke moaned, kissing me sweetly on the lips then rolling off me to lay beside me. I hummed in agreement, being as convincing as I could be. "did you cum?" he asked double checking that I actually did.
no.
"Yeah babe I did, it was great"
I fake smiled at him, getting out of bed and slipping my robe on to walk to the bathroom. As I sat on the toilet, pissing, I tried to remember the last time Luke had made me cum. It was our trip to Barcelona 3 weeks ago, fuck how I miss it.
It's not that Luke sucks in bed or anything, he's honestly one of the best people I've ever slept with, which makes me love him even more. But recently he just hasn't been putting any effort in it, I'll suck him off and make him cum then he'll eat me out and not even try to make me cum.
Or maybe he's actually trying and it just sucks. All I know is that he's not making me cum, and in the 10 times we've had sex since Barcelona I've faked it every time. It feels amazing but he'll never get me to the point of orgasming and I feel like telling him that he isn't making me cum would just hurt him and be pointless.
I don't want him feeling like he sucks in bed when he doesn't, and it's not like I'm not cumming all together, as soon as Luke leaves my hand is down my pants. So it really isn't that big of a deal not to tell Luke.
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"Are you serious!? y/n you have to tell Luke that you've been faking it, especially since it's been 3 whole weeks!" my friend Rachael exclaimed, her eyes wide like she couldn't believe I was telling her the truth.
"Shh, Luke and the boys are upstairs" I snapped, "I can't tell him anything Rachael, I'm doing fine getting off on my own. I don't want to hurt his feelings" I explained.
"so what, he needs to know that he's not pleasing you. He's gonna feel like shit if he finds out that you've been faking even further down the line of you guys' relationship!" Rachael had a point, but I still couldn't go through with it, I didn't want to hurt his feelings.
Once Rachael had left I filtered upstairs to where the boys were, focussing heavily on writing their new songs. Luke always loved to write close to home and so did the other boys, and this house is the closest thing all the boys have to a permanent home. They don't live here but I own it so this is one of the only permanent places that they know is always theirs I guess.
"How are things going?" I asked, leaning in the doorway. All their heads flicked towards me with smiles on their faces, except Luke's, he ignored me and continued writing on the notepad they were using. It was odd for him to ignore me like that, but I didn't think much of it, he was really focused on the song.
"It's good y/n, we've finished another song!" Calum exclaimed making me smile, "that's great guys, anyway I'll be in our room if you guys need anything but I'm sure Luke will be a good host" I laughed, walking off to our bedroom.
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"stand up" I heard Luke say sternly, it was quite faint over the music I was playing in my headphones. "huh?" I asked, pausing the music and looking up at him. Luke was standing there with a clenched jaw and his hands tensed to his sides, he looked angry, so angry. "stand. up. y/n" his voice came out in more of a growl and I immediately got up from the bed.
He stormed towards me and pushed me against the wall, holding me there with a firm grip around my neck. It wasn't enough to hurt but enough for me to be breathless and frightened. "3 weeks y/n, 3 fucking weeks and you didn't bother to say anything!?" he yelled at me, inching his face closer to mine.
I whimpered and closed my eyes, pushing against the wall hoping it would swallow me whole. He found out, he must've heard everything I said to Rachael, and that meant I'd be in deep trouble. His tone scared me and knocked me straight off my high horse. I really thought I could get away with not saying anything, how stupid can I be.
"I'm sorry" I whimpered softly, not daring to open my eyes. One of my hands fisted itself tight against my side while the other rested on Luke's hand that was wrapped around my neck.
"sorry? sorry!? Sorry doesn't cut it y/n, how the fuck could you do that to me, to yourself" he growled angrily, I didn't reply, just whimpered once more. I felt his face get even closer to mine, I felt his breath fan my face and soon his hand moved my jaw to the side. It tightened on my face so much that it hurt, I hadn't seen this side of Luke before.
Then I felt his lips meet the junction where my neck met my shoulders and he bit down harshly, I swear he drew blood but I knew he'd never go that far. "you're gonna have to be punished y/n, I hope you know that" Luke groaned in my ear.
The hand that wasn't on my neck trailed down to my underwear, fondling with the waistband that was tucked underneath one of Luke's old t-shirts. He commanded me to open my eyes so I did just that and was met with his cloudy iris'.
They were dark, darker than normal and I knew it was because he was angry... and turned on. "I'm going to make you cum so many times that you'll be begging me to stop. Your cunt is going to be so destroyed and sore after I'm done with you that you'll never even think about faking around me again. Do you understand... slut?" he asked me.
I felt my panties dampen underneath me and my thighs become slick, I was practically dripping with just his words. Fuck did I want him bad, I was so happy for him to actually make me cum (there was no doubt in my mind that he'd do exactly what he said to me) but so scared at the same time.
The words he used made me feel so dirty, slut and cunt have only been used a few times in bed before and fuck do I love them. Dominant Luke is my favourite thing in the world, purely for the language he uses.
"y-yes Luke" I replied timidly, his hand tightened on my jaw and his nostrils flared with anger. "what did you just call me?" I gulped and closed my eyes momentarily to gather my thoughts.
"yes daddy"
Luke let my jaw go before grabbing onto both of my hands and spinning me around so my chest was now pressed against the wall. "you've got no idea what's coming princess, you're gonna wish you never even thought about faking" he hummed in amusement. He was less angry now, more determined to teach me a lesson.
He lifted his top off my body, leaving me naked before the sound of his belt unbuckling filled the room. I felt it being wrapped around my wrists, he buckled it up tight then used it as leverage to pull me roughly against me. Using his spare hand, he trailed it towards my drenched panties and shoved them down my thighs leaving my bottom half exposed to the cool air of the bedroom.
I sucked in a sharp breath and fisted my hands tight, feeling Luke run his hands over my inner thighs. He caressed them gently then spanked it suddenly, so close to my pussy. I yelped a little which simply made him laugh before he decided to rub his fingers against my slick folds.
I whimpered a little and spread my legs instinctively, he never slid his fingers towards my clit, just simply caressed my folds. This made me all tingly and needy, I needed him to touch me properly, the teasing was too much. "please daddy, I-I need you" I whispered, screwing my eyes shut.
He smirked against my neck and kissed my skin softly, "you'll be begging me to stop soon enough" Luke remarked cheekily, thoroughly amused at my neediness. He finally slid his fingers against my clit making me moan instantly. He rubbed my clit between his thumb and pointer finger and applied enough pressure to send my knees buckling.
All of a sudden he let go of the belt around my hands and got onto his knees, spreading my ass with his hands. "don't make a sound" I knew better enough to argue and pressed my lips together tight. I knew he was going to eat me out and every time he does it right I cum super quickly, he seems determined enough to eat me like I'm his last meal and that in itself gets me so wet.
He kissed my ass gently, then got lower and closer and closer to my core. He pressed wet kisses onto my inner thighs and nibbled gently in scattered areas. It was hard not to moan, it was even harder to stay standing, especially since I was far from the wall and my hands were tied behind my back.
Luke finally kissed my core before wiggling his tongue between my folds and going straight to my clit. Instead of flicking it lazily like he has the last few times he wrapped his lips around my swollen bud and sucked deeply. I bit down on my lip hard to try and stop any noises from coming out, it felt so good, so fucking good.
I wanted to tell him that I couldn't stand up any longer, my legs were practically buckling underneath me and I hated it. I needed to be laying down, sitting, anything besides standing. It was all too much pleasure for my body to cope.
"fuck baby, mmh, your pussy tastes so good. It's so wet for me isn't it, so drippy and sticky for daddy" he groaned, slipping two fingers into me. I let my mouth open and breathed heavily, trying to control any sounds begging to be released. "you can respond y/n, I wanna hear you talk to me" Luke rasped, attaching his lips to my clit once more.
I took this as a way of letting out my moans, talking and moaning at the same time. "it feels so fucking good daddy oh my god, your mouth feels so good on my clit." I moaned, adjusting myself on my feet. "please daddy, more, I need more"
Luke began scissoring his fingers inside me, he never thrust them, instead, he rubbed my g-spot hard and it felt too good to explain. "I can't stand Luke, it's too much" I was pleading but it was the wrong move because pretty much straight after I opened my mouth a hard slap was delivered to my ass making me whine.
"I never said you could continue speaking" he tutted, running his teeth over my clit. Suddenly I felt the oh so missed quenching of my stomach, I was reaching an orgasm, for the first time in 3 weeks Luke was going to make me cum. I felt my knees buckle as it finally happened and the wave of pleasure crashed over me. If it weren't for Luke gripping onto my bum I would've fallen straight to my knees.
"fuck!" I cried, breathing heavily. My chest moved rapidly along with my breathing but Luke didn't stop sucking on my clit and fucking my pussy with his fingers. It actually hurt from my orgasm but he wouldn't stop when I asked him too. "please daddy, it's too much, it hurts" I whined, digging my fingernails into my bum.
"didn't you listen to what I told you?" he hummed and I could practically hear the smirk on his mouth. A choked moan left my throat and I felt like crying, I knew he was going to make me cum a second time and I knew it would hurt because of how sensitive my clit was.
I tried focusing on something else, like how Luke hadn't kissed me once during this whole thing. Yeah his head has been buried between my legs for most of it but I yearned for the feeling of his lips on mine, they always tasted so so sweet and I needed to feel them.
My knees buckled once again when Luke suddenly rammed a third finger into me. I somehow knew that I was dripping down his hand, I felt too wet for it not to be all over Luke's face and hand. "you can lay down after you've cum once more, but for now be a good girl and stand still okay?" Luke asked gently.
I whimpered in response and felt tears drip down my face, it hurt so bad that it felt good but I just wanted it to stop. If my clit got a little rest between my orgasms I would've been fine but Luke didn't stop once and that was the most difficult thing.
"Luke, Luke! fuck Daddy!" I yelled as my second orgasm rushed through me. Thankfully Luke removed himself from me once he had guided me through it otherwise I would've actually cried from the overstimulation. My knees buckled once more, but worst than before, I physically fell into Luke's arms.
As he carried me to the bed he made sure I was okay and once I told him that I was he immediately told me to get on my knees and rest my head on the pillow. I felt exposed with my ass stuck up in the air but I was thankful that I was kinda laying down and my head could relax.
The whole position was more uncomfortable than I thought it would be, there was so much strain on my neck since I didn't have my hands supporting me. "you look so beautiful right now y/n, so wet and drippy and sore." He was taunting me with his words and I could feel that he was right behind me. "mmh and look how swollen your little clit is right now, I bet it aches doesn't it"
I whimpered as he spread my folds and flicked my clit. I hated being so exposed and vulnerable to him, but his words made me feel so dirty and turned on that I didn't dare to move. "it made me so fucking hard watching you struggle to stand, I bet you didn't even know I could pleasure you like that"
I moaned a little at the thought of his cock being hard, I loved Luke's dick so much it's ridiculous, fuck if only I could suck him right now. "you think you can handle him, baby? You think your sore cunt can take a good fucking?" he asked, gripping onto my hip with one hand and rubbing what I'm guessing was his cock against me in the other.
"yes daddy, please, please fuck me hard" I begged, wiggling myself against him. There was no way I could take any more clit stimulation but having Luke fuck me roughly was exactly what I wanted. "as you wish" he replied.
I felt him thrust into me, pushing until he was completely inside me. A firey feeling rolled through my stomach as his cock stretched my walls, making me let out a low whimper. "you okay there?" Luke asked. I nodded and squeezed my eyes shut as he began thrusting at a steady pace.
As the pain started to simmer down, it was replaced with pleasure. Luke always thrust so hard and deep when he fucked me but today it was fast and I felt myself groaning continuously into the pillow. Luke's moans filled the room and fuck were they pretty, I loved his moans more than anything, they're always so sexy.
"fuck baby, you feel so good. I always love being buried inside you" Luke groaned, digging his fingers into my hips. I let out a small cry when he delivered a small hard thrust, hitting the perfect spot inside of me.
"I love you Luke, fuck, I love you so much, you and your cock" I moaned into the pillow. It came out sounding like gibberish which made Luke chuckle and wrap his fist in my hair. He pulled my head back making my yelp then pressed his lips to my neck. "speak properly when you talk to me y/n" he smirked.
"'m sorry" I mumbled, closing my eyes and letting my mouth fall open as Luke continued thrusting into me. "fuck babe, I'm close" Luke groaned, biting down on my neck.
"cum for me daddy, please cum for me" I whispered. Luke released my hair and wrapped his arms around my stomach instead. His thrusts became slower and more sporadic, something that always happens when he's about to cum. Luke let out a loud moan into my neck and I felt him twitch inside me before his hot cum filled me.
He pulled out of me and let me go before laying next to me and bringing me to my chest. "I'm sorry y/n" he sighed, all anger disappearing from his body. I closed my eyes and felt struck with guilt. "I should've told you the first time, it wasn't fair of me" I replied, pressing a small kiss to his sweaty chest.
"I would've tried harder if I knew you weren't cumming, I hope you know that" he answered, I nodded and hugged him tight. "I know Luke"