i didn't want my happiness to depend on whether a person gave me their attention or not. i didn't want to stay up late wondering whether he was thinking about me. i didn't want to cry over someone who might not care. i'd didn't want to stare at my phone screen waiting for a text. most importantly, i didn't want to give anyone the power to destroy me.
-i didn't ask for this, bc i didn't want to fall in love.
i failed.