Scar looks out the window playing with his chin hair as he thinks. His words have to come out correctly or else he feels Calì will think he still has some type of feelings for the girl still. He takes another hit of his blunt before looking at the girl that has changed him without even knowing.
She's looks on patiently not rushing him to find his words.
"We basically grew up together. She was my first everything. We met at the park, she was playing on the swing lonely. I was playing something with my friends. It's been so long ago I can't even remember. But I walked over asking if she wanted to play. You know meet new friends. After that we were together all the time. Her pops use to beat on her and her mom's so late night I would keep my window open. Just so she could feel safe even if it was for a night. I made sure shorty ate had clean clothes everything. When I began to get money I broke her off. We got older and got together. Shit she was my ride or die so I would have done anything for her. I took her V card as she took mine. I thought everything was good between us in all honesty. But after we started having sex things started to change. She would disspear for days at a time saying she was helping her grandparents and shit.
He laughs bitterly before speaking again
"My homeboys would clown me, saying I'm pussy whipped and shit. Little did they know we wasn't even fucking any more. Then they started coming to me telling me she fucking off with some big tyme nigga. It was like everyday they would tell me about a different dude. In my head I was like they just jealous. Then my niggas started acting distant to. My homeboy Mello was like you ain't heard from me but your boys running train on yo bitch in your house when you leave. So I was still letting it go in one ear out the other. Few months passed by and everything was going back the same. We were so in love with eachother. Well I was in love with her. I ended up asking her would she marry me. She said yes so we got engaged. I never made it official, looking back I'm glad I didn't rush it.
About a month after that the distant thing came back. At that time I was getting money so I was like fuck it. But something told me something was up so I set my house up with cameras and shit. I put one in my room you know hidden. I left it there for three weeks without looking at it. The last time I had sex with her was the night before she left. I never seen her again. She took 30 grand out my safe that morning she left. She kissed my head before walking out my life with no regrets.
I thought something happened to her so I went to the videos. I rewind it from when I first put it up. Everyday since that day she was being dicked down from all the niggas on the block. But what hurt me the most, the niggas I breaking bread for was fucking that bitch in my bed. It was clear then and there she played me. I even heard her phone calls telling niggas where to find me, how much money I would have, where my product was going to be. All that shit, after that day my life changed. I became cold hearted not giving a fuck about nobody. I would use them hoes never giving them the chance to even think I had feelings for them. I climbed to the top killing niggas that I thought was my nigga but they were snakes. I didn't seriously fuck with anybody until you came to me. To be real I had everybody thinking my brother was on top of the chain but it was me. I was behind close doors. Me and my brother never really fucked with eachother because he was one of the first niggas that fucked her with no remorse. But I still put him out like he was me.
I never seen her again shit to be real I never looked for her."
"When you seen her today did any type of feelings come back"
"Honestly naw, it was like when I seen her it was like what the hell? But then I got angry from thinking about all the shit I went through. Then she want to say oh I got your baby and shit. It pissed me off she knows I'm happy. You never looked for me before but now you see me you say that shit."
"If he is your son, do you think you would get back with her just for the sake of him?"
"Hell naw, you are my home. If he is mine he coming with me"
"If she tries to get in the way of us....
"I'll kill her, no question asked. I promise you have nothing to worry about. I don't want that bitch, I need you to get that through that beautiful head of yours."
"I love you"
"I love you more"
"Stop worrying I got you. I'll show you soon"
We both look up when we hear a moan from the room next to us.
Hispanic bams on the wall.
"Phil! Lul nigga you better be using fucking protection"
I hit up side his head
"Nigga, you suppose to tell him no"
"Oh my bad. NO PHIL NOOOOO DONT GET THE BEST FEELING OF YOUR LIFE! BAD MAN BAD"
"I give up. Come on let's go walk on the beach I don't want to hear that shit. We will be taking to them to. Well I will because you are a straight fucking ass"
"You love me though"
"I do, ewww come on NOW!"