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Koi shikwa nahin magar moula..
Kya karun dard kam nahin hota..
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Anisa's prov:
I came to my room...without listening any further...i don't want to say anything to them...I felt extremely disappointed..!!
One thing is final that i am not going to marry him at any cost...but the point is what should i need to do to stop him..??
Back then rejecting afsand's proposal is not an easy task for me when i was thinking that he also doesn't want this marriage but now it's way more complicated...!!!
So what Anisa...???
If this is difficult..??
Do you want to spend your entire life under his influence..???
My mind rebuked me..!!!
Ok fine..so inspite of how much difficult it is...
I am still going to do what i actually want...I am not going to step back from my decision..
"I am not his puppet nor my Ami"..!!
Ami...!!!
Should i need to tell this to ami..??
No..!!
Anisa never..if you told her..she doesn't agree with you..infact she still think....this marriage is the best option for you....or what if Ami again try to persuade you...!!!
Uffff...then what should i do...think anisa...there is some way to tackle this situation..
"Should i ask for someone help..but whose"...??
In this house there is no who is going to help me in this situation..!!
After listening Ali's and Aiza's conversation this thing is crystal clear that whom they are going to favour..!!
How easily they are discussing about me...they already know every single thing about asfand and my relationship..they know which kind of behaviour he and his mother kept..in all these years..
How badly Asfand's Mom behave...with ami and how she still treat Ami and me like her servant...!!
And now his son wanted to marry me...!!
Like this is not enough..
He can marry anyone..but no..NawabZada Sahab wanted to marry me..like i am the only one left for him in the whole universe..!!
They know what i felt for him
still they thought it's appropriate for me to accept his proposal..they thought he suddenly fell in love with me..!!
Hunnhh love..!!
What rubbish..!!
He is not in love with me...at all..
What kind of love is this...that he made my life more miserable..by forcing me..by threatening me..!!
What kind of love..is his..??
He is not in love..The thing is when he realised that one day i am going to free from his cage he is not able to digest it..so he thought about this... may be he is just a lit bit infatuated with me..that's why he is doing this to me..!!
Whatever it is...i am not a bit interested in him ..!!
I droped my head in my hands...!!!
Relax..anie relax..put all these things aside....and think about any way of stoping Asfand and his so called proposal drama..
I fell on my bed..and closed my eyes...so that my mind relax and i would be able to think clearly...!!
I was indulge in my thoughts when Aima opened my room door..!!
"She looked towards my face for sometime..then she told me that..Taya abu (asfand's father) is calling me in the drawing room"..!!
Why..??
Why is he calling me..anything important..???
I asked her..!!
"Hmm..i don't know anie...!!
He only told me to inform you..so hurry up..anie.."
I thought for some time..then an idea came in my mind..why not i talk about this to Taya abu..
May be...he helped me...afterall i am his Brother's daughter...may be..may be he helped me in this situation..!!
Yes..Anisa..you should at least try....after thinking about it for quite sometime i quickly made my way towards drawing room..
When i entered the room i saw..all the elders were already present there along with asfand..
What's going on here..??
I thought in my mind..!!
I found this extremly strange..but thought of ignoring this..feeling..!!
I have this strange habbit of talking to myself...and to assume answers of my own questions..!!
Shutup...anisa don't overreact....!!
Huhhh...!!
I said my Salam to everyone and sat beside ami..!!
""Anie...beta i wanted to talk to you..Actually i talked to your Mom about you and asfand..
Bhabhi told me that she has no problem with this proposal...but you are denaying...!!
So tell me..a appropriate reason for rejecting this proposal""...??
I am shocked..and bewildered by his words..How easily he said all this..like he doesn't know anything..my dislikness..his son's behaviour..he doesn't know..??
"I...i.. don't wanted to get married so early..and actually i...never think about this...i..."
Before i complete..he motioned me to stop..!!
""Beta.. is this the only reason of your denaying then it's ok..we are not asking you to get married...we are only thinking about doing an engagement ceremony...nothing more..""
Tears started pricking in my eyes..!!!
Why everyone is doing this to me...why...??
Am i not allowed to live my life according to my terms...???
Am i not allowed to live happily..why...why they are doing this to me..??
I looked towards him with accused eyes but he quickly moved his face to the other side...
Despite of everything which happened so far..i am still not expecting this from him..
He is not asking me..He is ordering me like everyone else..he is selfish just like his son and wife..
If he really has any kind of intention to ask me or understand my point of view...he talk to me separately...not like this...infront of everyone...!!!
And no matter How much confident and determined i am...How can i say that I don't like his son..infront of him...
No matter what.. he knows I respect him...
Why i think that he will help me..he is not my father..He is only Asfand's father....!!Why would he prefer me over his son..
I never felt so alone in my whole life...Mmmyyy...my father is not with me..who fought for me..for my happiness...
While afand has his father who is with him in his every wrong and right decision while i have no one..absolutely No-one
From him my eyes fell on asfand's face who is smirking all this time..he know..this time he trapped me badly...he know he is going to win this battle..
I felt that Every person in the room..wanted this..they all are seeing their benefits..no one is concern about me..
Ami...she also wanted this because she thaught this is best for me..but she doesn't know..This decision is going to destroy my whole life...
I don't utter a single word from my mouth...
""Beta..i am just like your father..i know what is good for you...so as your guardian i decided that..you and asfand are suitable for each other...we elders soon decide a date for your engagement.."
He put his hand on my head...and give me his blessings..i try to control myself but still a silent tear rolled down from my eye....!!
After him..one by one everyone started leaving the room..
Maheen aunty gave me her sympathetic smile..but i am doomed if i don't know the hidden meaning behind her smile..
I controlled myself.. i don't wanted to breakdown infont of anyone..
Asfand is the last one to leave the room..i stared at his back with complete hatered..
I am absolutely right..when i said he doesn't love me...he actually doesn't..
He only love himself..
He is a self conceited..selfish..egostic..bastard..!!
I hate him...i hate him with all my heart..!!
When he reached near the door he suddenly stopped and turn towards me..
"""So Anisa Rehman...what Abu told you today.. put this in your mind..and be ready for our engagement.."" he said
The continous smile on his face burnt me like hell...!!
After shattering my dreams..he wanted to fulfil his desires...No..asfand i will never let this happened..
"Are you thinking that..if you made me lose today..you are going to win everytime..??
You...you also need to put one thing in your mind..i am also your cousin..Anisa Rehman..if you are stubborn then i am also...i am never going to marry you..it's better if you understand this..as soon as possible"
After listening me his face became red from anger..he suddenely caught my arm in his vice like grip..
Once again my eyes started pricking with tears..but this time because of the physical pain..
I try to free myself but his hold only grew tighter..i left the struggle..while glaring at him..with hatered..
""Ok..then listen..anisa..you are going to do what i am saying... no matter what you want..when i say you are going to marry me..then you are..
And i will see who is going to stop me""..???
"Alright then..you should wait and watch..because this marriage is never going to happen.."
His eyes became blood red...for a moment i thought may be...i shouldn't say this infront of him..
But the next moment his word's made me realize what i said is absolutely right...
""Anisa Rehman...do this marriage silently..it's better for you..for me..and for everyone..
And remember this..You are mine...!!!
This time if you do anything like Arsalan's case I will Kill you...!!
I promise i will kill you if you thought about anyone except me..""
After this he suddenly left me..i stood at my place like statue..i am not even able to move..
No..i am not going to listen you Asfand...you try your threatning(force) as much as you want.....but i am not going to listen you..
Now my life's only motive.. to be free from you..and i am going to achieve this no matter what...
If you stoop so low...then i am also ready to go to any extent...!!
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