White's POV
There was nothing that i wish for, not in this point, than to take him away and live just the two of us, in a far corner of this world. I didn't see him but i can feel him trembling from fear. His Ma caught us red handed kissing each other passionately, what would you think she feels?
I was still down on the floor, when Captain joined me too, we did the same wai to his mother trying to get her forgiveness and blessing. He was crying intensely, sobbing uncontrollably beside me.
There was a moment of silent, a moment of contemplating, a moment of truth. His Ma walked closer to us and kneeling before us, lift my face to meet her tear streaked face.
"What have you done to my son, White? i thought you were his good friend, a good friend won't drag his friend to a misery. You that Captain will go to hell if you do something like this."
Captain's cries got even louder, "Ma, please, i know we have sinned. But isn't He forgiving? We only love each other, and it's not only P'White's faults. I love him, Ma. I love him so much, please don't separate us. Please Ma.."
He was clutching at his Ma's feet, trying to persuade her. What he said give me an extra courage, he had said what he felt from deep inside his heart. He love me. He love me. A smile blossoming in my face. It was as if Captain said that infront of anyone in this earth, and i was immersedly happy by his feeling.
His Ma lets go of her legs, and started to sob softly. Her voice steady and unforgiving when she said her words.
"Get out of this house. You are old enough to make a decision and it's not something i can agreed upon. Our families can't agree upon this. So get out before your dad finds out and your sister finds out. Don't let me see you in this house again."
"Ma...." Captain's cry was so sad and lonely, i just had to hold him and console him.
"And White, take responsible for what you've done. You've separate me from my own son, now be responsible and take care of him." She looked at me with a cold eyes, and walked away from us. No. This is not anyone's fault. Our love is not at fault either. I'll show her that we can make it. We're both can make it.
"Khun Mae, i'll prove to you that we can make it together. Don't worry, i'll take care of him the way you have been. Thank you, Khun Mae, for bringing this amazing man into this world. We'll come again when we are already settled to ask for your forgiveness...."
In between his sobs, i took him to his room to collect his belongings and to bid his room farewell. From now on, there will only be us. We'll be brave, we'll face it together, and we'll win.
His Ma was already gone when we done packing, so i pushed him into my car and drove him to my house. We need some preparation. He needs me now more than ever, he's at the bottom of his despair.
We unload his belonging to my room while he was still crying and sobbing, and we did it in silence. His shirt was soaked in tears, and his body shiver like a leaf.
After we finished, he sat on the corner of my bed and hung his head low. His face was red, his eyes was swollen, his nose was puffy like a clown's nose, but i still found him adorable.
I kneeled before him and cupped his face between my hands. "Would you like to rest now, Captain? I'll cancel all your appointment for you."
He hugged me tight, and said in a broken voice. "I've lost my family, P'. What should i do now? I'm by myself, i'm alone..."
It broke my heart seeing him like that. Nothing else that i want to do but to make him happy, and now i feel like the root of his misery.
"What do you want to do now Captain? the decision is yours. If you decided to end our relationship, i will understand. You and i will still be a good friend. Although i will hurt so much, but at least your Ma won't be mad at you anymore. But bae, if you still want to continue, trust me that we will face many challenges in the future, we will bleed, we will cry, most of the time we will want to surrender, but i, this love of yours, will stand by you forever. No matter how lonely we are, but there will always be us. So tell me now, Captain, it's still not too late to make a choice."
My heart beats in disarray when i said so, realizing that this could mean goodbye. My eyes are wet from the tears which threatening to fall. Please, Captain..spare my life and stay with me. I'll die the minute you walk out on me..
But then a soft, and silky hands reach out to me, like a miracle, and surrounding my shoulder with a gripping hug.
"If i don't have you, my world will crumble, P'. No matter what i do now, my Ma won't believe me anymore. It's like a stain that won't get away. If i can't prove myself now, there won't be any solace for me. P', stay with me, na? we will face it together. I need you P'. More than ever..."
His words felt like a dewdrops in my heart. So comforting that i felt i can do anything for him now. Captain, i'll be your knight in shining armor. Just watch me, we will overcome everything.
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Captain's POV
The inevitable had happened. It hit us hard, and i felt so utterly alone now. I know that this will happen no matter how i tried to conceal it. But what's been done had already done, and there's no turning back for us.
P'White said that there's still a chance for me to fix this and back to my old live, but was there a life in my past without him? If i decide to walk away from him, everything would be empty, and i'll be a living dead heart. I can't live in the world where he doesn't exist. As simple as that.
So i decide to live on my own. I'll stay with P'White for a while but considering the risk of being found out by some paparazzi, i think i'll move to some apartment in a short time. I hope P'White will give me a green light on that.
We were having lunch at his house and i still have this puffy eyes when we discuss about my settlement. There were just the two of us in that house, everybody else were busy out there. P'White's family sure has a very dynamic life.
"I think i'll rent some apartment, P'. If i stay here people will go crazy." I said. He frowned at me, stop munching his lunch.
"Just stay for a few days, na? we can make many children bae.."
I show him my middle finger. "Fuck your self." Sometimes he would tell a pranks just to keep things lighter. But those pranks, honestly, keep my head above the water.
"I'm not kidding tho. We are still considered newly weds." He grinned from ear to ear, causing my face to turn red as ripened tomatoes.
"Stop kidding now, will you. Do you have a recommendation about a nice and affordable apartment?" I asked him.
"Let's find out about that, i'll look around. Don't rush it, you can stay here as long as you want to."
"But i'm not comfortable with your family, P'. They'll think i'm a freeloader." He laugh hearing me said the last word.
"Don't be stupid, you're not a freeloader. You're my wife." I throw him my fork, it hits his face. Serve him right.
"Hey, i'm being serious here. My families welcomes you. They say i won't find anyone more beautiful than you." He said, earning a hard hit on his shin. How can he be so shameless?
"And i seriously want to leave this place. Really, can't you take it seriously this time, P'?"
His face changes in a second. He sigh heavily. "Captain, are you going to conceal our relationship forever? Things has gotten like this, why don't we talk this out with our managers? they will help us with something. I think it's best for us then to let the rumors spread like an open fire. And one of these days someone will know, i'm sure of that. We have to be prepared. Look, Captain. It's real, we're not shooting any lakorn. And the truth will sometimes hurt. Get it?"
I understand. I understand what he meant. Back then, in an interview, we said that we will stop playing boys love lakorn, but here we are, having a relationship deeper than what we had in our lakorns. Doesn't it seems that we've becoming a hipocrite?
I know, people change. Our days are change. Situation change, everything change. But not many people can accept us despite we're being the most shipped couples back in two years ago. We were shipped as a teen lovers, but we are adults now, it's not cute anymore.
I got up from my seat, and sit next to P'. I lean my head to his shoulder, he caressed my hair in a gentle manner. No words being shared, but we understand beyond words, hey, we're in love, it's simple and straight. As long as i have him and he has me, it's going to be alright. His strong arms are ready to protect me, and just like he said, he is my Alexander.
"Ok P'. Let's do it your way then. Your manager or mine first?"
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White's POV
A broad day light in Bangkok, gotten even hotter when Captain and i walk hand in hand to a meeting point with our manager. We had decided to confront them together, and if anything should fail we both are going to resign from this industry. We both are. We can find another jobs, Captain will finished his study and find a job of his own.
Our managers looked so surprised when they saw us together. Not only that, they saw us smile meaningfully to each other, not sparing them a single glance.
"Is there something we need to know that you need both of us in the same time?" Asked Captain's manager.
My manager, on the other hand, only had to saw me to know what exactly was happening.
"Captain and i are dating. We are seriously in a relationship now, and i wanted your support on us." I said, causing a long pause of silence between us all.
Things had to be discussed, not to stay hidden. There's nothing wrong with our love, we believe in that. We didn't cheat, we stay loyal, and we're deeply in love.
"Are you sure about this, White? Have you talk with your family?" My manager asked me.
"My family's ok, but Captain's not. He can't face another rejection so if you're going to reject us, we'll walk away from you. So will you help us?and how?"
Bravely. We have to face it bravely. We had stated our love, and we have to face all the consequences. I believe that there's no such thing as sad ending in love, it's just a decision that we take. We may not have a successor to tell the tale about our love, but everyone around us will spread the true meaning of our love. How brave and sincere we are towards the love that we have.
"I don't oppose you guys, and i have suspected your acts on one another since the first time you met each other. Now if you're willing, we can think of many ways..."
And that day we discussed about everything, every aspect, every detailed plans..Captain, we can make it. Don't be scared, my love..
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A/N
Love is real, not some lakorn with so many dramatization. I'm trying to think of some realistic ways for them to be together. I hope my lovely readers will enjoy reading as much as i enjoy writing this.
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