I’m such a slut. I thought to myslef as I entered my home. I was so busy I din’t even pay attention to the fact my mom was passed out on the couch.
I’m now living up to my name in this town. The whore.The worse part is I wanted it to happened, I liked the feeling. I felt my eyes water. Why did I let him do that? I should’ve said no, know I bet he thinks I just an easy whore who’d let him do that to me anytime he pleases.
Gosh I wish I had a phone so I could call Beauty and tell her! But since my mom thinks I don’t deserve a phone or a laptop, I’m stuck at home sulking in slef pitty.
I wiped my eyes as I laid down on my bed. What am I going to do? I can’t avoid him, the schools way to small to be avoiding anybody.
I groaned internally. What am I going to do!
I cried myself to sleep that night, not knowing what was instore for me tommarow.
I opened my eyes to see that my alarm clock didn’t go off and that I was 30 minites late to school.
“Dang it!”I yelled as I hopped up throwing on clothes and brushing my hair. It took me atleast 15 minutes to get ready. So now I was 45 minutes late.
Just my luck…
By the time I made it to school because of the walking I already missed a full period of class. When I made It to my locker Beauty was already there.
“Hey girlie. I looked for you earlier, where were you? You normally don’t skip.’She bombarded me.
I huffed and opened my locker.”Long story.’I said.
“Someones a little grumpy.’She teased. Leaning, her beautiful hair falling across her shoulder.
Sometimes I wish I looked like her than my boring old self. I was so plain compared to her. Why are we friends again?
“You don’t know the half of it. My mom didn’t even wake me up this morning. She was still passed out on the couch.”I said. She frowned. Unlike allot of people she knows about my home life and how my mom is a feirce achoholic.
“Well maybe you should sleep over tonight?’She asked, looking hopeful. I knew what she was planning. Whenever I sleep over her house she always tries to give me a make over. She keep saying it was ‘well over due’.
Although she says it’s not an insult, it still hurts my feelings some. No one can look as perfect as her.
“I don’t know.”
“Come on, please! I won’t even give you a make-over. Pleaseeeeee! She begged me.
I sighed.”Ok.”
She did a happy dance as the minute bell rang in the halls. Time for class. As I walked to class, I stopped and saw Sebastian staring at me, by the door I was supposed to be entering to get to class. I groaned.
“Why’d you stop.”I looked at her and then at Sebastian. He was staring at me.
Beauty smiled.”Oh I see, Mister Mc.Hotty’s staring at you.”I bite my lip.
“What’s the big deal?I mean if it was me he was staring at I’d jump his bones before he even can say hello!”I glared at her.
“You wouldn’t understand.”I told her stiffly.
She just rolled her eyes and walked to class. She stopped when she noticed I wasn’t following.
“What are you doing?Are you seriously going to stand there?’She asked me, clearly annoyed about how childish I was being.
Well she’d be acting childish if the night before she had a massive make-out with the hottest guy in school too.
“I think I’ll go to the bathroom first. Maybe by the time I’ll get back he’d be gone.”
She rolled her eyes and tossed her long hair to the side.”What ever.”She walked into the class without looking back.But, Sebastian was standing there still giving me the that same lustful look as last night. I gulped. I needed to get out of here.
Everyone was almost in class so I made a quick dash to the girls bathroom. I spashed my face with water trying to wash the images of last night out my mind.
How he held me close to him and kissed me like I was the only girl in the world. “Stop it, Angel! Get a grip, you’re losing it girl!” I screamed, pulling at my hair.
I turned areound in frustration to be met up with a girl with red hair staring at me like I’d lost my mind.
“Err, sorry. I was just angry and…’She literally ran out the bathroom.
“I’m not crazy!” I screamed, sounding like a maniac. Great another rumor flying around about me. Angel Winters The physcopath.
I feel to the floor in defeat. I hate my life. “Why can’t I be normal like the regular girls! Why!”
“Well for starters you talk to yourself like a crazy person.” I screamed.
It was Sayphire.She was leaning against the bathroom door staring at me in amusement.She looked as beautiful as before. She had on a top that showed off all her curves and a matching pair of jeans and heels.
I started to feel my self esteme lower around again.
“Sayphire, what are you doing her?”I asked, mentally smacking myslef.
“Well, this is the bathroom.”She pointed out.
I let out a weak laugh.”Right, so it is.”
He giggled.”Your funny. I like you, lets be friends.’She said, clapping her hands excitingly.
“OK?”
She flashed me her award winning smile once again. “And as friends I have the right to ask-What do you think of my brother?’She asked.
I blushed.”He’s nice.’I blurted without thinking properly.
‘Nice? That’s it? That’s all you think of when you think of my brother?’She asked with amusment in her voice. Something told me she nknew about what happened last night.
“Yeah, what else could there be I just met him.”I said.
“Didn’t he save you life?”She asked, raising an eyebrow. I nodded almost forgeting about how I was almost rapped by those guys.
“Yeah… I sort of forgot.’I blushed again. I did forget after I kissed her brother, he was the only thing that was on my mind.
She gave me a questioning look before she started laughing.”HAHAHAHHAHA You forgot! “ She laughed some more.
“Well yeah.’I said a little insulted.
She stopped.’I’m sorry it’s just I’ve nevr met someone as funny as you! You’re a riot!” I didn’t know how to react to that.
She sobered up.”Anyways, I came in here to talk about something serious with you.”She said, still smiling. I could never thing about Sayphire being serious. She was all smiles ans giggles.
She must have read my expression because she folded her arms and said.”I can be serious if I want! Now Angel You never answered my question.”She said.
“What question?”
“How do you feel about my brother?”She asked again.
“I don’ know, I just met him and yet when I think about him I have this strange feeling in my ch-“I stopped because Sayphire was staring at me with the biggest smile she could muster.
I jumped when she sqealed out.”I can’t believe it! It’s true, I always wanted a sister.”She said jumping up and down.
Huh?
“What?”
“all that stuff you just said just proved me right!”I blushed. I can’t believe I just said all that-To his sister!
“You can’t tell Sebastian!”I yelled at her.
She frowned.”Why not.”
“I don’t know him, and last night was a mistake.”I told her.
“Last night?What happened last night?”She smirked and raised her eyebrow.
I can’t believe I said that, I’m an idiot!”Nothing.’I said quickly.
“It surly didn’t just sound like nothing??” I wanted run away and hide in a tiny hole.
‘Nothing happened!And even if something did, it would’ve been a mistake in th first place.”I told her. She frowned at me.
“Really?”She asked me.
“Really.” She sighed.
“Ok, I guess I’ll see you later.”With that she walked out with a frown on her face.
I looked at my watch to see I missed another full hour of class. Great, Beauty is definetly going to ask questions.
I made my way to French class and ran into Kyle. Beauty’s boyfriend. He was the only guy that treated me like a person.
“Sorry Angel, didn’t see you there.”He said smiling and walking past me. Of course he didn’t see me, he’s like a freaking giant and I was a midget.
I made my way to class to see Beauty sitting in her regualr seat next to mine. I sat down.
“I just saw Kyle.” I told her. She looked upset for some reason.
‘I don’t wanna talk about that loser.’She growled with anger.
“What’s wrong?”I aked her.
‘Kyle decided that our relationship ran its course and broke up with me.”I frowned.
‘Oh, sorry.”I said and I was. Because when I ran into Kyle he wasn’t all that upset looking.
“It’ll be fine, there more boys here.’I told her, her mode changed.
“I know right.I was thinking about going after th new boy Sebastian…. If that’s alright with you?”
“Me?”
“Yeah, I saw the way you looked at him. I was wondering if you had any enterest of him, if so I won’t go after him. DO you want him, or can I have him?”She asked.
For some reason, seeing Sebastan with another girl bothered me. It wasn’t like we were in a relation ship or anything. It was just…. It felt like he belonged to me.
“Yeah it’s fine. Go for it.”I told trying to sound like I didn’t care. She smiled like kid in a candy store.
“Great, I’m going to invite hin to sit with us at lunch if that cool with you?”
I gulped,”Yeah, it’s cool.” I ignored her smirking throughout the class as I pretended to pay attention to the lesson.