"Good news" the doctor said
I smiled and looked up at the ceiling and sighed out a happy sigh before looking back at him
"Louis has awoken. We suspect not for very long. He might fall back into it but there's also a chance he won't. He wants to see you all"
I turned on my heel and opened Louis' door and saw him sitting up. I ran over and wrapped my arms around him. He hugged me back
"Louis I'm so happy your awake. I missed you so much"
"I love you Cassie." I smiled at his words.
"I love you too, Louis." I pulled back and his heavy eyes looked up at me. A tear trickled down my face.
"I'm about to fall back asleep...I'll be back soon babe. I love you so much Cassie. Never forget it..." His head feel to the side and he went back to sleep. I leaned out into the hall and called for the nurse. She got everything back to normal again.
"We expect him to sleep for a couple hours or so. He has awoken from his coma, obviously, but he might fall back into it..or worse... but right now he is very tired because even though it seems he has been asleep, he has been awake basically the whole time. It's hard to explain, he's just very tired." The doctor sadi.
"So when do you think he can come home?" Liam asked.
"If he is fully recovered, probably sometime next week. As for singing and being up on stage, I would say 3 weeks or so."
Niall decided that for Louis' sake he would tweet everyone to please leave them alone for the next 3 weeks. He told everyone that Louis just awoke from the coma but was sleeping.
I was scared for Louis. I know he wasn't in a coma anymore, but he could still go back into it...or worse. I still can't rap my head around the fact he is okay. When i saw his limp body laying in that bed...i thought he would never wake up. I had to convince myself he was okay. And now whenever fans get too excited, i will be afraid he will just fall to the ground again.
"Hey Cassie, don't worry so much." Harry said, pulling me down into the seat next to him. "I can tell your thinking really hard about this."
"How can i not though? Louis is okay, but he isn't okay." I spoke. "I'm just afraid he will never be the same again."
We where all sitting in the lobby. We all wanted to be here when Louis woke up. Talking to him before he went to sleep really helped me believe he will be okay.
"What did Louis say to you while you were in there?" Harry turned toward me.
"I told him i was glad he was awake and he said him too. Then he fell asleep." I thought it would be better to leave out the whole 'i love you' parts.
He was about to answer when noises started going off in Louis room. I saw a nurse run in. i jumped up and ran to the door. i saw Louis in the bed but the screen next to him.had a straight red line and a long beep was going off.
everything stopped. time slowed down as i saw the nurse turn and yell for the docter. i stood in the hallway looking into the room as my knees locked and i held my breath.
I turned and saw the boys all running towards me in slow motion. it felt like a movie scene. i turned and saw louis still body as the beeping continued. i felt my heart broke into pieces. i felt my mouth drop and tears falling as i let out a deafening scream as i felt myself falling to my knees i felt someone catch me as time sped up to normal speed.
"NOOO!PLEASE NO!" is creamed as tears ran down my face and i sat in the floor as Harrys was holding me in his lap as i cried.
Harry rocked us back and forth as docters ran to louis room and shut the door.
"LOUIS PLEASE!" I yepled as i cried.
i saw everyones heads hanging and i saw eleanor crying, but no one as bad as me.
"Louis dead" i whispered. and it hit me in the face. i ripped out of harrys grip and ran into the parking lot. it was pouring ran and i was in sweats and a tshirt without any shows on. my makeup was running, i could feel it.
it felt like everything i had ever felt before was nothing compared to this. every pain i thought i knew, was microscopic. i looked up at the sky and just screamed.
i knew people were staring but i didnt care.
i felt so weak i layed down on the wet road and prayed a car would come run over me.
After about and hour of crying in the rain i got inside my car and turned on the radio.
"one directikns, louis tomlinson, was in a coma from a car crash he had recently. he woke up today, but something went wrong and very tragically, passed away. docters are still trying to figure out what happened exactly bu-" i punched the radio as it turned off.
i could feel the pain of lomsing him.in my bones. right then my phone started ringing and i jumped.
i leaned over and grabbed it from.my passenger seat
"hello?" i said, wiping some tears.
"Cassie? Where are you?"Harrys voice traveled throught the phone
"my car..."
"cassie i am so sorry. im so so sorry" i could hear harry had been crying.
"i dont know what to do Harry. I feel like every part of me is dieing." i said as tears raced down my face.
" the docters are letting us go in and see him, before they take him away."
"i will be in a minute. " i said.
i walked into his room and saw his body lay stiff and his eyes closed. i pulled up a chair and held his hand as tears hit the floor.
"Louis..." my voice was soft "Ive never loved someone as much as i love you. You were- are my everything. " i said as my hands was shaky "We have made great memories in the short time we have been together. You will always have a place in my heart." i said as i bowed my head and held onto his hand tighter then ever before. i stood up and hugged his lifeless body with all my heart and soul seeping through my skin i looked at his beautiful face and placed my hand on his cheek and kissed his lips. i put my head in the crook of his neck and cried "Please dont leave me Louis. Please, please dont leave me. I love you and i want to get married and have kids and grow old together and love you with every inch of my body. please stay with me"
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i am.literally balling as i write this.
im so sorry i made it end this way (its not completely over ) but it wasnt going anywhere and yeah
anyway, i love you guys
~a very emotional M