Title credits: Stressed Out by Twenty-Øne Piløts
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•Vic pov•
I haven't heard from Kellin all day. I hope he's okay, he seemed really off yesterday. I was going to ask, but I didn't want to push. I noticed his off mood right before he went to the bathroom at Jaime's. I'm really worried, I was bummed he was called by the piece of shit he calls his father, I hoping to have him laying in bed next to me on my birthday. But I don't want to make his situation worse by him not obeying his father. He told what happens when he doesn't obey. And I fear for him.
I really wish he'd stand up to his father, this is killing me driving him back there knowing that he's going to get hurt every time he sets foot in that house he doesn't deserve that. I don't understand why this is happening I'll have to ask Kellin one day, he must know.
I can't sleep knowing he's there and not safe here with me. I've been tossing and turning all night trying to get my mind to shut off and go to sleep but it won't listen. I know it's the wee hours of the night and I should be asleep but I just can't until I hear from Kellin.
I heard my phone ringing I wonder who'd be calling me at 2:30 am. Speak of the devil. I quickly answered. But all I heard were his sobs on the other side of the phone.
"Babe, you there" I say.
"...y-yeah..."
"Baby what's wrong?" I ask.
"...c-come, please?..." he says between sobs.
"Of course I'll be there in five" I say.
"...t-thank-ks V-Vee" He says. And the hung up the phone.
I ran out of my room grabbing my sneakers, pulled on my hoodie, got my keys and I ran out the door to my car and started it up and as fast as I could to get to his house. Cause if my baby need me then I have to be there to get him. Who knows what state he could be in. Since it's early in the morning there's no one on the road so I got to his house quickly. I park the car. I don't see him waiting outside like usual. But that's ok it's chilly out anyway. I walk up to the door and knock.
Then the door creeks open a tiny bit. And I see his green-ish blue eye peeking out and he opens it further seeing it's me. Then he immediately pulls me in warps his arms around me crying into my sweatshirt.
"Come on KellBell lets get to my place then we can talk" I say. He nods. I walk back to the door
"Wait..." then he walks away.
This is the first time in his house, it looks nice, kind of, it has potential. There is a bit of a mess and stuff thrown everywhere and the stench of alcohol is very prominent. I can see why Kellin doesn't want to be here.
"Kels?" I say.
"Coming"
Then I see him walking over to me with a whole bunch of stuff and a suitcase in his hands.
"What's all that?" I ask him.
"Oh well um, my Uh, dad, threw me out and doesn't want me ever coming back so I need to take as much stuff as I can" he says shyly, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"He what" I say walking up to him then I wrap my arms around him.
"Can I live with you? He doesn't want me around anymore he's coming back tonight so I have to be out of here or else it'll happen again Come on we have to go he'll be back any time" he says.
"Alright, is rather you with me anyway that way I know your safe" I say. "Come on sweetie lets go"
We out to my car and he doesn't say anything. He just holds himself with his knees at his chest. And staring out the window. I start the car and drive home, it's quite except for his cries. Lately I've seen him cry more than laugh, that's not good. I have to make him happy. He's my boyfriend that's my job. I know it's his father that's been abusing him in every way but I still have to make him happy. As best as I could anyway. I hate seeing him cry. I makes me feel like I haven't been a good boyfriend. Like I haven't been keeping him safe. But that was out of my control. I keep thinking as we pull into the driveway.
I help him with his stuff, bringing it into my house and I set it all down in my bedroom. I walk out to the living room and I see him curled up in the couch.
"Come on KellBell, lets get some sleep and we can talk in the morning ok" I say. He nods. I take his hand and walk with him to my bedroom. He gets on the bed. I start to take off my sweatshirt and my shoes leaving them askew somewhere in my room.
"Kell, would you like something to change your clothes?" I ask. He shakes his head. "Aren't you going to be uncomfortable sleeping in those jeans?"
Again he shakes his head. I grab a pair of sweatpants and hand them to him. He vaguely smiles at that. I go to take off his shoes and he shys away. Then I see him undo the laces of his sneakers and takes them off I grab them and place them on the floor by the bed.
"Would you like anything to drink before bed?" I ask.
"C-can I have some warm milk or something like that?" He asks.
"No problem, I'll go do that you change into these ok, I'll be right back" I say he nods and I peck his forehead.
Then I walk out to the kitchen. I get the milk out of the fridge pour some into a glass and I heat it up in the microwave. Then I head back to my room. I knock lightly so he knows I'm back and I open the door to see him curled up on the bed in my sweatpants and his tee that he was wearing. I hand him the glass and he starts sipping at it. I noticed that it's now 3:30am. At least it's Sunday so we can sleep in. I slip under the covers and with him and he finished with the glass and handed it back to me and I placed it on my nightstand. I felt Kellin curl up to me.
I responded my wrapping my arms around him in a protective manner. I don't know what happened last night, but I'm sure he'll tell me in the morning when he's all rested. I start to softly sing the song I wrote for him so he can fall asleep easier. I run my fingers gently through his slightly messy hair. Once I He's his breathing even out I stop singing. I gently kiss the top of his head and I hold him close and I feel myself drift off to a much needed sleep.
I woke up felling a bit dazed. Still tied though. Then I noticed that Kellin's still asleep that's good. He looked like he needs it. I shift a bit, but not enough to wake him. And I close my eyes again. I don't fall asleep, but I rest my eyes listening to Kellin's breaths and his heartbeat. I see his face twitch a little, it's so cute. He's adorable. He perfect I wish others would see that, heck I wish he could see it himself. He feel him shift. Then take a deep breath. He's awake. I see him yawn then I do. Yawns are contagious.
"Morning baby" I say softly in his ear. Rubbing his shoulder comfortingly. He softly smiles and rolls over to face me.
"Want some breakfast then we can talk about what happened last night?" I say. He nods.
"Alright hang tight here I'll be right back love" I say pecking his nose and getting up from bed.
I walk back to the kitchen and start cooking some eggs and bacon on the stove. Once that's done I place them on plates and I pour us some orange juice and coffee and put them on a try and I walk carefully back to my room I plan on is having a lazy day in bed with Netflix. Just to spend time with him in a purely loving way. I get to my room and I see him still laying there only he's sitting up a bit.
"Here you go a lovely eggs and bacon breakfast in bed, provided by your incredibly loving boyfriend, me" I say to try and lighten the mood. I place the tray on the bed and I get back under the covers with him. We start to eat.
"Ok love, mind to start talking about yesterday?" I ask nicely. He nods putting down the piece of bacon he was eating.
He starts explaining while simultaneously eating his breakfast as well. My poor baby what he had to endure. It's horrible, sick even. When he finished talking I wrap my arms around him, cause he was crying again. We finished eat at this point. I took the tray and placed it on the floor for now.
"I'm so sorry Kels, but now you'll never have to face that again your with me now for good. And I promise I won't let anything happen to you while your with me" I tell him.
"Thank you Vic, for everything you've done for me, it means a lot. I love you so much" he says.
"I love you too, I'll tell you what, let's just spend all day laying here watching pointless movies, hows that sound?" I ask him.
"Sounds good Vee" He says.
That's how the day goes. Us watching movie after movie all day. Just cuddling and being with each other that's all I need.
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Here's some cute Kellic fluff, to take a break from the drama, more drama to come though. I hope you all had a great holiday and I hope you all have a great new year. Ps I have and finished a book of band members pictures out, please check it out. Anyway I hope you have enjoyed. Thanks for reading =)