Zaynimal12 Says: So uh, let me start by saying thanks for all the comments, votes and reads from all the readers. Thank you. I can't believe I made it to chapter 10. This is the...exciting chapter so I hope you like It! Happy Reading!
-Zaynimal12
Jesy's Pov
I played back in bed next to Leigh Anne, breathing hard. This whole, 'friends with benefits', thing is great but then I want it to be more. I actually want a relationship happening. Like Jade and Perrie but better. Jade. She was on my mind during the whole sex thing. I was so close to moaning out her name which would've been really awkward. I don't like her I can't like her, I won't like her but it's hard not to. She's so...likeable. Leigh Anne put her arms around my waist and nuzzled her head under my arm. I just wish this would be something.
"Nobody knows about this, right?"
"Y-yeah..."
"Great. You want anything to eat? A sandwich?", she asked while laughing.
I shuddered, "No please. Anything but a sandwich."
"Ok. I'll just warm up something if that's ok with you."
"It's cool."
She kissed me while sucking on my bottom lip then put on some clothes to leave the room. I feel like I'm being used for sex. That kinda hurts. I can't let this go cause this is the only thing I get to do with Leigh Anne. I sighed and checked my phone to find a text from Jade. It was.sent one hour ago.
From Jade
Sent @ 2:50
I need ur company. Plz come :'(.
Fuck! I started to put my clothes on smelt myself, making sure I didn't smell. Good. Breath, good. I washed my hands in the bathroom and goggled some mouthwash just in case. I ran out and Leigh Anne gave me a look.
"Where are you going?"
"I have to go."
"Will I see you tomorrow?"
I sighed, "Yeah...."
I ran outside and called a taxi over. Jade is probably going to kill me. She can't get mad at me, can she? The driver drove to Jade's house and I ran up the stairs to press the bell. Jade opened it with bags under her eyes and dried up tears on her face.
"Woah, Jade, what happened?"
"It's Perrie."
"What about her?"
"Sh-she ran....aw-away."
-
Jade blew her nose and I rubbed her back once more. Perrie away from home? How is that even possible?
"How do you know?"
"Look."
She handed me a piece of paper and I took it.
Dear Jade,
I didn't think I was good enough for you. I don't think I'm good enough for you. I always end up breaking your heart, no matter where I am so I decided to leave me. I'm not telling you where I am and where I'll be going but I could tell you, I love you. I'll miss you a lot and tell Jesy I'll miss her too. If I come back, maybe we could start to think about our future. I love you so much but I have to do this. Goodbye.
-Love, Perrie
She left Jade. How could this to her? How could she leave her girlfriend here all alone like that? Jade started crying again and I pulled her onto my lap. Sparks. She buried her head in my neck and continued sobbing. I'm still in shock on what Perrie did to her.
"I can't believe she's gone. She just left me Jesy, she left me."
"It'll be ok."
"It won't...", she mumbled.
"Everything would be ok Jade."
Hopefully.
-
Jade's Pov
5 Months Later....
The police haven't found Perrie yet. I still think about her everyday. We've been 'dating' for six months. I don't even think our escalation ship is really a relationship cause I haven't seen her in months. Jesy and I've become closer and she told me about her feelings for me. Eve ty thing isn't awkward but it's fine. She's a sweet person though. I used to wake up crying because Perrie was gone and she'd sleep with me so I could calm down. My fourth album is out and I'm working on my fifth. Some songs are still about Perrie and the fans comforted me since they found our about her disappearance. That's why I love them.
Jesy traveled with me most of the time because management allowed her to; knowing out her comfort towards me. She's with me in Miami right now. If only I knew where Perrie was, I'll be happy. I finished recording my song and they let me leave for the dat. I took my things and walked outside to Jesy who was waiting for me. She leaned against the car and smiled to see me; sunglasses on her face, ready to hit to road. I smiled.
"How was recording?"
"Good I guess. I still can't believe I'm on my fifth album."
"Great. Hop in, I'm taking you somewhere", she said.
"Can't you just tell me where we're going?"
"Nope. Get in."
I sat in the car and she closed the door before getting in herself. The cool breeze from the speed she was driving hit my face and I tilted my head back. This place is so sunny and beautiful, I love it. The car stopped at a restaurant and I looked at her.
"You couldn't tell me it was a restaurant?"
"Surprise!"
I rolled my eyes playfully and walked out the car with Jesy. We walked inside and got our table in a flash. I sat in front of Jesy and she smiled again.
"What?"
"Nothing You're just really pretty."
I blushed, "Thank you."
"What are you going to order?"
"I don't know yet."
I looked around the place, examining it until I spotted something that intrigued me. That girl looks exactly like Perrie. The same beautiful blue eyes I could stare at all day, blonde hair except it was longer and that smile of hers. The one that's plastered on her face every second of the day. She looked at me then quickly went back to her menu. She was sitting with another guy and he took out some cologne.
"Smell this, I just got it yesterday."
"Did you forget? I can't smell anything."
"Oh yeah, sorry."
It's Perrie! My heartbeat got faster and tears welled up in my eyes. I need her to acknowledge me. I stood up from my table and to that table, wiping my eyes.
"P-Perrie?"
The girl looked at me with confusion on her face. That's not Perrie. She has a piecing on her nose. Perrie never had one of those.
"Oh. I-I'm sorry. Sorry."
Jesy looked at me and I ran out the restaurant while crying. That wasn't Perrie at all. I miss her, I need her, I want her.
-
"Aww Jade."
I lifted my head from my pillow that was soaked from tears. Jesy picked me up and rested me on her legs. I haven't cried like this since everyone thought Perrie was dead. She rubbed my back and I wiped my tears in her neck. She's till gone from me. She knew I wasn't gonna cope too well.
"I swear, th-that was Perrie."
"Until you realized it wasn't, huh?"
"Yeah."
She kissed my cheek and I finally calmed down. We just stayed in this position until there was a knock on the door. I didn't call for room service. Neither did Jesy. I moved away for Jesy to answer the door.
"Ok, thank you sir."
She walked over to me with an envelope in her hand and handed it to me.
"Did he say who it was from?"
"No. Open it."
I opened it and read.
Dear Jade,
I know it's been five months since we've been with each other and all but I want to see you again. Meet me at the restaurant that you were at yesterday. Then I'll explain it all.
-Perrie
I covered my mouth and my hands started to shake. Jesy took the paper out my hand and her eyes widened. She smiled and I cried again.
"Jade, she wants to see you tomorrow."
"I know, it's been so long."
"Are you ready to see her?"
"Yes."
-
I made sure to look decent when we greet Perrie again. I mean, it's been five months for god sake. Jesy escorted me to the car and I got in before she did. So Perrie was in the restaurant that day but that piercing must've been fake or something new she added to her. I took Jesy's hand and she jumped a little then blushed. I need some comfort before I face her. The car made a sudden stop and I looked out the window, finding Perrie waiting in the front. No. It was her in the restaurant. Her hair was longer, she grew a little but her smile was still the same. She had flowers in her hands and I sighed until I stepped out. It's Perrie, it's Perrie. I walked towards her and her smile was bigger.
"Hey Jade."
My hands shook and I slapped her in the face. She touched her cheek and caught my hand as I was about to punch her. Tears fell down my face and I tried to punch her again. Perrie caught the other one.
"Jade, stop!"
"Let go of me, let go!"
"Jade, stop it!"
I pulled away from her and slapped her multiple times then ended it by slapping her face.
"Oww, ok, ok!"
"I. Fucking. Hate. You! How can you do that to me!? You leave me a note telling me to meet you here after leaving me for five months then I come to you and all you say is 'hey Jade'!? You just....leave me all alone! I was worried sick! Everyone thought you were dead and I cried every single night because of you...."
"I know and I'm sorry I-."
"I couldn't sleep, I couldn't sing without crying sometimes and you hurt everyone that loved you. I can't believe you!", I cut her off.
"Jade, I'm sorry. I-I just had to get away for a while. I kept hurting you an-."
"YOU HURT ME EVEN MORE!"
Perrie sighed and I shook my head.
"You should just go back to wherever you were and leave me alone. You should've just left me for another seven months to make it a year. I just...- I can't deal with this right now."
I started to walk away until Perrie pulled my arm, spinning me around and placing her lips on mine. I put my hand on her neck and pulled away slowly.
"I'm sorry, ok? I'll explain everything to you. Let me just take you out to dinner. Please, it's the best I could do for hurting you."
"I missed you so much", I said hugging her.
"I missed you too."
"Just promise me one thing, ok?"
"Anything, just tell me."
"Promise me you'll never leave me again."
"...I promise."
-
Perrie's Pov
Jade swung our hands that were connected back and forth. I think it's time for me to tell her the truth on what happened for our separation. I stopped walking and she looked at me in confusion.
"Jade?"
"Yeah?"
"I think it's time for me to explain everything to you."
"Ok, start."
I sighed.
"So I decided to leave you. I didn't know how long it wouldn've been but I just left you. Before I did, I left you a letter so you could know about my disappearance. I stayed with Mrs. Dubois for a while so I could save up enough money for whatever I need to survive. So I left a month after that and took a plane to California. That was a perfect chance to get my motorcycle so I wouldn't spend that much money on a plane ticket. I stayed with the people that gave me the tattoo and the motorcycle for two months. Then I traveled to Miami until something exciting happened to me. My career is about to start. That's why I was at the restaurant with the guy. I was going to sign a contract for my career. I just need to let my song out to the world. That day I saw you in the restaurant, it killed me to see you so upset. I went home after dinner and cried myself to sleep. I know I hurt you and I'm really sorry."
She smiled and pecked my lips.
"It's great you're starting your career. Just don't scare me like that again. I love you."
"I love you too."
She kissed me again and I buried my head in her neck. I want her to gain my trust again for us to be the couple we always were. I'll just start tomorrow.
-
"Jade. Jade, wake up."
"Mmm. Perrie? How'd you-?"
"Jesy let me in. I got you breakfast."
"Aww, thanks."
I set down the tray the people gave me and sat on her bed. She sat up and began eating the food I got her. My eyes were focused on her and she caught me. Jade put the tray to the side and opened her arms.
"Come here."
I crawled over to her and she wrapped her arms around my neck. Jade put out lips together once, then twice and she decided to suck my bottom lip. I did a small laugh.
"Jade, not now babe."
"Perrie."
She played with the hem of my shirt and stuck out her bottom lip.
"Someone's being unfair!"
"Someone's being horny", I replied.
She pouted, "Perrie. It's been five months."
"Not yet babe. Just wait, ok?"
"Hmph. Fine."
She kissed me one last time and the door opened. Jesy stood there awkwardly and tilted her head down.
"Umm....s-sorry. I'll just....go."
She left the room and I raised an eyebrow. What was that all about?
"How about I take you out on Friday night? How would that sound babe?", I asked.
"It sounds amazing."
"Great."
A/N: I guess I was so excited, I decided to squeeze everything in one chapter. Sorreh but..te gusta?
WARNING: The couple of chapters ahead are going to be boring so, please, don't yawn. Just hold it in and cough instead. :3