ELLAS POV
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I turned away from the stage. I knew it. I shouldn't be jealous. I had Nate, but Jaime? I always thought she was my best friend, why would she do that? She knows he's my ex. It's just not right. I should've known that something was going on last night. I felt horrible. I didn't even want Nate anymore, after last night I realised how self centered and how he is such a jerk! I didn't want him! I just wanted joey back...
Awhile later I was walking along the corridor when I bumped into someone. I looked up.
"Oh Joey I'm sorry" I mumbled.
"Oh no Ella it was my fault" he said.
"Listen Joey can we talk" I said immediately regretting it.
"Yeah sure" Joey said. I opened the costume room door and entered. Joey closed the door.
"What's up?" He asked.
"Listen Joey, I don't really know what I want to say. I just need someone to talk to" I said beginning to cry.
"Yeah you can tell me" Joey said concerned.
"I really hate how things are right now. I feel like an outcast from the people I would call my best friends. Lauren has barely talked to me and I know you guys had another starkid gathering last night and I just have never felt so left out in my life. And I know you hate me and I know you probably don't care about this, I've just never felt so alone" I cried.
"I don't hate you Ella" Joey said putting his arm around me "..and that thing last night, you weren't missing out. Darren wasn't even invited! It's just a stressful week, everyone is so busy, you know how it gets. Don't worry yourself. All your friends still love you, Nate loves you, You're never alone!".
" I wish I never went to California, I'm not happy over there. I'm too far from home".
"Yeah California and Boston are pretty far away".
"Boston isn't my home, here is. I miss everything about michegan, team starkid, my friends..".
"It's okay Ella" He said.
"I'm sorry Joey" I cried "For everything that happened, the way we ended things, it wasn't right, and I'm just sorry".
"Ella that's behind us now, don't feel bad about anything that happened. We're adults we get over these things, we're friends now and I don't think you should look back on anything negatively" He said.
"Thank you for listening to me Joey" I said comforted.
"I'm always here, Ella. Now come on, no one should be crying at a starkid musical" he smiled.
Joey opened the door and held it open for me, I smiled as I walked past him, talking with him definitely made me feel better.
I walked away heading towards the stage again