POV Bella
I woke up all alone. Edward had said he was going to be busy today.
I grabbed my toiletries and took a quick shower. When I got back to our room, I started looking around the room. There were many closets, as I opened them one by one they were filled with clothings and shoes. Who in the world has time to buy all these.
I saw that there was a desk next to the window, as I opened a drawer I saw many pictures of Edward and I, we were overly dressed. He had on a Tux with a red flower in his right pocket. While I had on a big white dress, it fit perfectly. My hair was pinned back, we looked happy, we looked in love.
What is this?
When was this?
Their were other pictures with Alice, Rosalie, Jessica, Jasper, and Emmett. I think we were more then friends. I dropped the pictures and closed the drawer. As I opened the bottom left drawer I saw a weird box, it looked like a treasure chest. I opened it slowly only to find letters. Why are there so many letters? I thought.
They were from My father, Nana, Edward. Some were cards, some were more pictures.
I sat down in my rocking chair and opened it. Written in his handwriting, was a note that made my eyes sting with tears.
My dear Bella,
There are so many things that I have always wanted to say to you, but it is hard to find the right words out loud. What it all comes down to is one word: thank-you.
Thank-you for letting me into your life. I don't know how I survived my many years without your presence. It is your kind heart, soul and mind.
From the day I met you, I have been completely taken by you. In the too long time I took to realise that it was in fact love that I felt for you, I was always grateful to be in your presence, to be around you in some way.
Never in my life did I think that I would find my soul mate. You have made my life complete and I can never thank you enough for the joy you have brought to my life.
I want to thank you for bringing me back to life, for making me have something worth living for. You are the brightest star in my endless night.
My love for you is indescribable. Every time I see you, or hear you, it makes my heart leap with joy. You are the most important thing in my life and I want to thank you again and again for the new beginning you have given me.
Every day I fall more and more in love with you, and until the end of time, that will never stop. I will spend the rest of my life trying to understand how someone as perfect as you could ever love someone like me.
I cherish every memory I have with you, and cease to remember any without you in them. My heart is yours and always will be.
Our Wedding Day. 10/18/2013
I love you.
All my love,
Edward.
By the time I had finished reading, I was sobbing. I didn't realize just how much he loved me . He is such a beautiful person, hearing, or reading, these words he wrote makes my heart melt.
His deep brown eyes, his scent, his soul - they are a few of the things that made me fall so deeply in love with him. He is the most thoughtful person I have ever met, loving him and showing him how much I care about him.
I had read the letter again countless times, I heard a car pull up outside the house. I ran downstairs as best I could and sprinted to the door. When I opened it, I threw myself at him.
He noticed my tear-stained cheeks and red, puffy eyes. He gently wiped them away.
"Bella? What's wrong?"
"Edward," I choked out. "That letter...was...the most...beautiful...thing I ever...read. I love you...so much." He smiled down at me.
"What letter?" He asked
"The letter you wrote to me on our wedding day. I was looking through our room trying to remember anything I possibly could. So I found this letter, and many pictures." I said truthfully
We made our way to the room, the bed was filled with pictures of us and the family.
Lying on our room floor up at the ceiling was incredibly boring. But we did have a nice ceiling I had to admit. Better than any other ceiling. It was all very white....
"Edward...." I called; maybe I was getting spoiled with attention.
No answer. He always answers.
"Edward!"
After two long minutes I decided on one of Edward's favorite things, don't want to push him to much.
I gently took the CD off of the shelf and turned around to his huge stereo system. It had taken him 30 minutes to just teach me how to open it.
I sat down on the couch while waiting for it to load. I heard something behind me. Sort of like a cranking sound. I looked behind me and I saw his whole CD shelf going downwards.
It all happened in slow motion. First, one CD came down on its own. Then, another came down bringing a whole shelf with it. That shelf brought another one and so on.
I slowly stood up and walk towards my mess. Simultaneously, I heard the door open behind me.
"Bella, are you...."
I turned around to see Edward's expression. At first it was relieved, that I was okay. He looked down and saw his prized possessions on the floor, shattered. And that's just what his face did, shatter.
"No, no, no, no, no." He slowly walked to his collection. He reached the edge of the mess and picked up a little piece and held it between his thumb and forefinger.
"Edward..." I began "I'm...so...so...sorry."
He looked up at me with those shattered eyes.
"Everything okay?" Carlisle's voice said from the doorway. I heard him gasp when he saw the mess. I didn't bother looking at him. Neither did it seem did Edward.
"Fine" I saw him mouth
"What happened?"
Edward reluctantly looked at him.
"Calm down Edward." Carlisle's voice rang with authority I even heard.
Still only looking at Edward and I was still in shock, I saw his face calm.
"My apologies"
I heard Carlisle's retreating steps. How strange.
I looked toward the doorway and then back at Edward. His face changed a lot in that split second. It became not soft, just softer. I can still see that he was extremely upset, but trying to calm down enough to not break down again.
"I am so so so so so so sorry."
"It's okay, Bella really it is" How the crow could he get so unselfish.
"No Edward, it isn't, I just broke your prized possession."
He chuckled at that, but I could still see sadness in his eyes. "Bella, you did not break my prized possession."
I looked back at the stereo, great it wasn't working, maybe I did break it.
"Not my stereo, silly" said Edward standing up and taking me into his arms.
I didn't remember what it meant to cry.
"Yes, you" he said, wiping away my tears as though he had just noticed I was crying, also "I love you so much more than I love these CDs."
"Looks like I'm going to buy a whole new collection."
"No, no you don't" I said bending down and grabbing a CD case. Jukebox hits of the 50's.
He chuckled and took the CD case from me. He seemed to inspect it lightly then opened it. He took the CD out of the case and seemed to inspect that. He let go of my waist with his other hand and held the CD in both hands then snapped it in half.
"What did you do that for?" I asked punching him playfully on the arm.
"Too show you how much I love you."
"If I could break something I loved that much that easily and I won't even consider breaking you doesn't that show you how much I love you?"
Later that night I fell asleep on the floor of our room.
I was standing where I always stand in the morning, in the school parking lot next to my friends Alice, Jessica and Rosalie. We were best friends. We did everything together.
Rosalie Jessica, and I are in the 12th grade and Alice in the 11th grade.
Here my friends and I were standing where we always stand, waiting for our boyfriends.
Jessica, being she is skipped over to Jasper and jump hugged him. Emmett found his way to Rosalie and pushed her back against the wall . Lastly, Edward came over to me. As soon as he got close enough . I smiled when I felt his arms wrap around my waist and pull me to him.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and looked up into his loving green eyes. He slowly moved down until our lips were almost touching.
"I missed you," he whispered. "I missed you more." He smirked and closed the gap so our lips were touching. I sighed out of happiness. His kisses always affected me even after almost two years.
We pulled apart knowing we needed to get to class. He unwrapped himself from me and grabbed my hand. We turned to see Alice and Jasper grabbing their bags to head to class. Rose and Emmett however weren't as prepared.
"Rose, Em. Class," Edward said a little loudly.
"You're just jealous," Emmett said jokingly. Edward just shook his head.
We all walked into the building together and separated out ways to go to class. But not before one last kiss from Edward.
"See you at lunch," I said so he would hear as he walked down the hallway.
"Love you!" he said even louder. I chuckled quietly to myself.
I went to my English class which I had with Rosalie and Jasper. I walked in and immediately headed towards the back of the class where I sat with Rosalie and Jasper. About halfway towards the back I tripped and heard snickering come from Jacob and his friends.
Before I could do anything myself, Jasper came over and started yelling at them. Rose helped me up. We both moved to Jasper because we needed to calm him down before he got to upset. Jasper was normally the calm one but when something happened to someone he loved he kind of went crazy. "
Come on," I said as I grabbed his arm and pulled.
"He's not worth it," Rosalie said quietly while also pulling on his other arm.
Jasper finally relented and started walking towards out seats. He put his arms on Rosalie's and mine's shoulders. "You okay?" "I'm fine," I told him. I knew he was going to text Edward and tell him and then Edward would freak out.
A few minutes later my phone buzzed signaling a text. I turned my head to glare at Jasper who just shrugged his shoulders and gave me an innocent smile.
Are you okay? -E
I'm fine. Promise. -B
I love you. -E
I love you too. -B
"Miss Swan," I look up to see my teacher standing right in front of my desk with his hand extending wanting my phone. I slowly put it in his hand and he goes on to continue class.
I feel Rose rub my back lightly. "Their just jealous because you got the guy," she whispered. I smiled to myself. It was true. All of the girls in our grade had been after Edward except me. Now that I have him, everyone hates me because why would the star of our school want me? I still have no idea.
I made it through to lunch without getting tripped or laughed at again which was a relief. I walked into the cafeteria and instantly saw Edward. He was standing with some of his teammates talking. When he noticed me he grinned and started trekking his way over to me. The second he was close enough I grabbed onto him for dear life.
He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around him, just wanting a hug from my boyfriend. "Love, I'm so sorry about your first class," he whispered in my ear. I shook my head. He had no reason to be sorry.
I moved my head and kissed Edward's neck and jaw. He smirked and set me down on my feet. He moved on hand to the side of my face, the other onto my hip and pulled me towards him and planted his lips on mine. After a few seconds we pulled apart and headed to our lunch table with the others. Edward led me to our table with his hand on the small of my back. When we got there Alice was talking a mile a minute and I didn't feel like catching up.
"EDWARD!" I yelled
"Bella, What happened? Bella?"
Everyone came running into the room, Esme and Carlisle looked very worried as everyone else did.
"We....we.." I said
"We what Bella. We what?"
"I remembered something."
"What did you remember sweet pea?" Esme said
"We went to school together."
"Who's we exactly?" Rosalie asked
"You, Me, Edward, Jessica, Rosalie, Jasper, and Emmett." I said cluelessly
"I'm so happy you remember something." they all said
I was very dizzy, nothing made sense to me. Since I went to school with them why don't I remember the fact that I loved Edward, or my wedding.
"Bella? What's wrong?"
"I'm confused Edward. If I went to school with you guys,how come I don't remember my wedding, my dad, the accident." I asked in tears
"Bella dear it looks like your memory is slowly coming back. Its going to get difficult to put things together. You must have seen something, smelled something familiar before you went to fell asleep." Carlisle said sweetly
"I....I saw pictures of Edward and I, of the family. We were in dresses, though I was the only one in white." I said
"That was your wedding, the pictures you just described are your wedding pictures." Alice said holding my hands.