Third person's pov:
"You probably don't know him, knowing you, you probably would've already fucked him." Namjoon said, as he slides his hands inside black jeans' tight pockets.
Jooheon raised a brow in suspecious.
Namjoon said with a grin, "Kim Seokjin"
Jooheon widen his eyes, you can finally see his eyes, it's no longer just two dashes on his face.
His body's temperature raised, he could feel the blood rushing to his head, "You're fucking joking" He felt restless.
"You know him?" Namjoon asked.
"Have you made a move on him before? He's really stubborn. But look! We just fucked!" Namjoon smiled, not a smirk. But, an actual smile that you rarely see.
"And he's mine now"
The other latter tried to hold back the urge to knock out the tall slender boy in front of him, he contained his feels inside of him and breathed out.
"Yeah, I know him. But he's out of my league" Jooheon said. showing a pressed lips smile.
"Although I don't believe you right now that Kim Seokjin was or is out of your league, I'll pretend that he is."
"Does he even like. like you back? or you're just forcing him?"
Namjoon scoffed, "We just fucked"
Those three words made Jooheon cringe, every time it comes out of Namjoon's mouth. It's still unbelievable words to him, it really can't be real, Maybe he's mistaking him with someone else.
"It was so cute and hot how needy Jin looked, although we didn't go that far, I could tell he's a power bottom" Namjoon said.
"He's definitely your type, we have similar ideal types so I don't understand how's he out of your league"
"Students, what are you doing here?" someone spoke from the door.
"Sorry we will get out now"
"Hurry up then, we are closing the building" with that the lady worker left.
Namjoon walked to Jooheon, "Whatever it is, I hope you don't interfere with us. I really like him and I'm planning to keep him"
-;☆
The other day, after Seokjin's break-down and Yoongi's warm hugs and sweet words, Yoongi decided not say anything about it just incase he'd break the boy even more, he thought that Seokjin is a smart guy, he'd figure it out by time.
However, Namjoon on the other side, never been full of joy for this long, completely clueless about what's the other boy is going through.
He really misses Seokjin, although he'd just seen him yesterday -he never missed him this much before- but maybe because they only get to see each other like once a week, or when they have a project meetings, but Namjoon now wants to see him so badly.
A notification pop up on Namjoon's phone screen for their chatroom, it's Seokjin.
Seokjin: guys. we need to discuss some stuff off screen.
Seokjin: let's meet later today at eight. the library near the campus.
Jungkook was fast to reply.
Jungkook: alright hyung
Namjoon started typing.
Namjoon: okay princess ;)
Seokjin: did I ever agree to this nickname
Namjoon: yes
Seokjin: oh really. because I don't remember I did.
Namjoon: you didn't say no. which means you liked it.
Namjoon: princess. I miss you. can't we do it again today?
Namjoon: if you know what I mean ;)
Jungkook: holy shit.
Jungkook: there's a kid here. so maybe discuss your sweet stuff in a private chat O_O
-;☆
Yoongi locked his phone after he read the chat, "Jin, I need to talk to you about something."
"yeah, sure. what is it?" Seokjin said.
"I know it's kinda hard for you," Yoongi went to sit beside him on his bed. "but we need to talk about this"
"First, I'm sorry I couldn't protect you. I mean, when he did that to you yesterday"
Seokjin cuts him off, "Actually, it's not him. I started it. Yeah he started the kiss, but I wanted it. I wanted him to do that so badly at the moment."
Yoongi lowered and scratched his head, having a hard time to express his words.
"Jin, look. All this time I have been looking after you, 'cause I know what you've been through and because I think you're straight, I tried so hard not to get Namjoon to hurt you and for it to not all circles again, okay?"
Seokjin was flattered by his friend's words, he wanted to go up and hug him.
"But you know what," Yoongi proceed to talk. "my mind is changing these days, me and you were so blind.."
Seokjin raised a brow, not sure what Yoongi meant by that.
"Jin, screw your family, now tell me, without thinking about your family, or people, or anyone beside you and Namjoon. What do you feel about him?"
Seokjin looked down at his fingers fiddling with his sweater, thinking deeply.
"When you think about him, does your heartbeat raise? when you see him, do you get nervous?"
Seokjin was at loss of words, whenever he thought about Namjoon, at first it'd make him nervous, then he'd starts to think about his family and other people. He just realised how much he puts other's thoughts before his.
"Jin, it's just you and Namjoon.. do you like him?"
Seokjin breathed out, "Yes"
A smile was drawn on Yoongi's face, he nodded. Seokjin did the same.
"Man, you should become a psychiatric or something" Yoongi chuckled and shook his head, they couldn't help but smile.
Yoongi stroke Seokjin's shoulder, and looked at him with proud eyes and a 'little bit' teary.
"But, then again," Seokjin said after a long silence, recovering from the tears they've shed. "you know it's not just Namjoon and me."
Yoongi got that he's referring to his parents, "We will figure it out, I promise" Yoongi said, wrapping an arm around him.
And whispered comforting words like: everything will be alright and I promise we will make it.
-;☆
Seokjin got first to the library before Jungkook, he looked around to see if Yoongi and Namjoon made it first.
He spotted Namjoon sitting on a table for five, while Seokjin was going towards him, he got nervous with every step, they haven't met ever since that happened.
Seokjin cursed in his mind, "why is it just me and him who came first" "this is bad"
It's no longer the feeling that he wants Namjoon to be away from him, pushing him away everytime they see each other, now it felt like he's a teenage girl who's meeting her crush for the first time, after they've just first kissed last night.
"Hey" Seokjin have calmed himself down, and took a seat.
Namjoon looked up from his phone and his face lit up when he saw that it was Seokjin.
"Hey, princess" Namjoon said, he watched Seokjin as he took a seat.
Namjoon kept staring at him with a smiley face, which Seokjin has noticed but tried his best to act normal and to not blush.
But eventually blushed anyway. Namjoon leaned on the table, resting his chin on his hands, "How's my princess doing?"
"not really good, if you mean after yesterday" Seokjin said.
"come on, just admit it. you want me" Namjoon said, with a smirk on his face.
Seokjin got shocked, Namjoon yet again make his heart raise with his words. yes he admits it, deep inside, he finally understand his feelings towards the boy. But he's still struggling to show them.
"Namjoon, why are you doing this? why me of all people?"
"Because, I like you" Namjoon said, as matter of fact. Although that words moved Seokjin a little, he still don't get it.
"Fine," Seokjin said. "if you really do, I'll think about it"
Now it was Namjoon's turn to get shocked, his heart was bounding so fast he was at loss of words.
We could finally become a thing?
After a few minutes, Yoongi came and Jungkook, they started discussing about their project.
Namjoon tried his best to hide his smile the whole time, what Seokjin said was repeating in his head over and over again. He was both nervous but excited for what Seokjin will say. A part of him says that he'd reject him. But a big part of him says he won't. Namjoon was pretty confident.
-;☆
A week has passed, and it's finally time to show what they've been preparing for, since like what it felt like forever.
Seokjin was excited and proud of their work and how it came out, but he was getting more nervous with every second that passes.
He felt a slender, but warm fingers caresses his hand. He looked up next to him to see Namjoon, he was staring into destence like it was nothing.
"Relax," Namjoon said, and looked at the confused boy. "you look so tense, relax."
He lightly squeezed Seokjin's hand, Seokjin smiled a little. "okay."
After an hour has passed, a lot of people loved their work, especially their professor, they got a lot of praises from her.
"We should celebrate this after we're done" Namjoon said, Seokjin smiled.
Seokjin noticed a familiar person walking towards him, his heart started bounding faster as he recognised him.
"Hey, how have you been?" Jooheon said with smile.
Yoongi saw him, and looked at Seokjin and Namjoon. He cursed in his head, he just thought, oh my god what is this mess.
Just when he thought everything was going alright, it looks like it's going to go downhill again.
AN:
but seriously, what is this mess. I'm getting headache myself lmao.
everyone stay safe♡ neither of the two were good anyway so please don't stress yourself about it. you did what you can do. America stay safe🙏