"What if she doesn't like me?" I asked fiddling with the hem of my white dress.
"Then I'll kick her in the vagina."
"Hunter!" I laughed punching his chest. He stopped the car in front of a huge mansion like house and it was by far the second most beautiful thing I have saw in my small life.
Hunter was the first of course.
"Baby, just calm down and be yourself."
He leaned over and planted a kiss on my neck at a bundle of nerves and I sighed and smiled.
"You're too sweet Hunter"
"Only to you "
I smiled and said"that's not a good thing babe"
"Babe?" He chuckled and I flushed. " I like that"
"Oh, stop it" I laughed and stepped out the car. Hunter walked to my side of the car and I took this time to admire his beauty.
He wore a white shirt and all his tattoos showed through and it was marvelous. He wore black ripped jeans. As always. And black Tims, Also as always. His hair was out and wild in the England cold air. And he had a slight pout on his lips.
"What's wrong?" I asked placing my hand softly, afraid to touch on his face.
"I was gonna open the door for you"
Aw.
I went back inside the car and sat.
"What are you doing?" He asked.
"Well, are you going to open my door or not?" He smiled brightly at me and opened the door.
"Marry me" he joked.
"Haha, as if, I'm still playing the field."
His smiled flattered a little but the humorous vibe never left.
"That's because I haven't made an honest woman out of you"
"Let's go weirdo" I felt panic rise in my head at the thought of me and Hunter married. It was a beautiful and vibrant thought. Too bad I....
"Come one lady" he said taking my hand into his as he walked me to the front door. It was a beautiful retro type of house with a beautiful and huge tall garden surrounding it. It seemed exactly where I thought a young, misfit, dangerous, bad boy baby Hunter would live.
It just felt real.
"You never told me why you came to America when you lived in such a beautiful place."
"Business." Hunter coughed.
Hmm. He's lying.
"Business?"
"Let's go inside huh? You look deadly cold."
I sniffled but didn't argue. He's right this cold weather isn't doing my heart any favors. He opened the door and lord behold the most wondrous house stood before me.
I can't even begin to explain. All I could compare it to was the inside of that house from Vampire Diaries but this house just looked even more clean, enriched, just beautiful.
"There's a fly sitting on your tongue"
I spit on the floor before me and said " Ew!"
"A metaphorical fly"
A metaph- oh this bastard.
"Asshole" I huffed bending down to wipe the spit.
"I'm your asshole babe" he said picking me off the floor and bending down to wipe the spit of with napkin.
"Gross" I laughed bending down in front of him just to look. Not to feel. This just felt to good to be real. I was in fucking England for fucks sake.
Pardon.
But fucking shit this is awesome!
He looked up at me and smiled. He leaned in to kiss me when I heard heard a loud gasp.
"Hunter? Hunter is that you my boy?!" Hunter rolled his eyes.
" No, I'm his twin brother Ricardo and I'm here to kill you in the middle of the night"
She walked up to Hunter her smile never fading even after Hunters harsh words.
"I've missed you" she said opening her arms for him and attempted to hug him but Hunter just backed away. "Elena, this is Julie, Julie this is my mother Elena."
"Hello Ms. Black-"
"Ms. Wise, its Wise now."
Hunter glared at her for interrupting me.
"But you can call me Elena"
"Elena" I smiles at her feeling stupid for saying Black. " My name is Julie nice to meet you"
"Who are you?" She asked.
"This is my girlfriend Julie and she's tired so bye."
"Hunter" she pouted and put her hand on his shoulder. Hunter jerked away.
"Don't touch me"
"Look, I'm sorry"
"I happy you got that off you chest, now leave me alone for the rest of my stay. Got it?"
Elena sighed and looked up at me. Hunter walked away.
"He's just a little angry that's all" she smiled.
"Are you hungry love?" She asked with the same accent Hunter held.
"Not now but that ma'am, I apologize for Hunter, I don't know what's wrong." But I did I knew exactly why he's upset with her.
"Its fine, he's a big boy." She smiled. "Ill be cooking and I'll call when it's ready darling. Go make yourself comfortable, I didn't know you were coming."
"Ha, sorry about that it was a rash decision" I shuttered thinking about the situations that occurred.
"Well, I'm happy for you and Hunter. I knew Rose was bad for him" she said adding venom into Roses name.
"Well I love him with all my heart and more" I said knowing that my heart wasn't enough.
"I believe you, just don't go sleeping with my husband" she said and it immediately got awkward.
"Okay, erm, I'm gonna go"
"Yeah, okay sorry" she said blushing heavily.
"Yeah, its fine, okay" I bit my lips and walked away.
"You passed the mom evaluation if you were wondering" she said from behind me.
I smiled.
"Good, now I can feed on your son's innocence"
She laughed. "Just don't make a mess"
"I can't promise you that" I laughed at walked up the stairs with little effort.
I walked upstairs and heard angry mumbling.
I rushed inside and saw Hunter looking angrily at a photo.
"What's wrong?" I said to his back that was facing me.
His hands did a fast movement. Did he have my pills?
"Nothing" just thinking. He lies.
"Oh" I said with a curious tone." About what?"
"You ask too much fucking questions!" He yelled.
I backed away.
He huffed. His hands tied at his hair.
"Hunter, did I do something?"
He didn't answer but he moved to his right a tad and I saw the photo he was looking at. It was the same photo hiding in my bra.
Angrily I said
"Do you want me to leave Hunter?"
"Yes" his back still facing me.
I can't take this. I wanted to do the opposite but I didn't want to cling. What did I do wrong? Why wasn't I enough for him?
"Okay" I whispered. I walked out and waited a while outside his door for him to pull me back inside and tell me not to leave.
This is my worst fear and it's happening right now and somehow it's worst than I ever imagined it would be.
He's not coming.
I walked down the stairs and felt the unsteady pace of my heart begin and I knew if I didn't take my pill right now this second that this wouldn't end well.
Honestly, what was the point of taking my pill if Hunter wasn't going to be there when I wake.
So I sat on the cold front porch of their house, hidden by the beautiful garden that also sat before the house. Flowers as long as corn fields and, let my time come.
I breathed heavily as my heart quickened then flattered and I let my tears fall but I remained numb. I knew that if I truly accepted that my love, my reason for existing truly left me that I would be done for.
So I sat and waited for sweet death to rid me of the pain that was soon to come.