Katie's Pov
As I Wake Up, I Go To The Mirror With All My Pictures Of Me, Caroline, Elena Bonnie, Jeremy And Even My Mom And Dad. I Stand There And Look At How Messy My Hair Is, I Just Stand There Thinking Of How Much Of A Monster I've Become I've Eaten My Sister Multiple Times But She Forgives Me Everytime, How Can She Forgive Me When I Can't Even Forgive Myself. I'm Irresponsible, I'm Unreliable, I Walk Over To The Shower And Lock Both Doors So Jer Can't Come In, I Go For A Quick Shower, After I Throw My Hair Up In A Messy Bun, Until I Actually Get The Energy To Do My Hair. I Just Throw On Jeans, White Top And Black Converse. As I Get To The Top Of The Stairs I Can Hear My Family Downstairs
I Entered The Kitchen To See Elena Happy Face Looking At Me "Morning Lena" I Chirped
"Coffee?" She Offered And I Gratefully Took.
"Why So Happy Today?" I question
"It's A New Day Katie, New Beginnings. Stefan Told Me About You're Conversation With Him Lastnight, I'm Proud Of You" She Said, looking Happy
"Well I'm Trying Not To Become The Monster I'm Meant To Be, I Haven't Exactly Succeeded In It Yet So Don't Be All Happy" I Finished
"Least You're Trying Katie" She Said Taking My Empty Coffee Cup Off The Table "By The Way We've An Event At The Lockwoods Today, Be Ready By 2" She Told me
"Oh great, Another Boring Event. That I've To Pretend To People That I actually Like Them, This Is A Perfect Excuse To Get Drunk" I Added With A Smirk
"Fine, You Drink If You Want To, It's You're Life" She Finished Giving Me A Pleading Looking.
"I'm Gonna Go Back Up To Bed For A While, I'll Meet You At The Lockwood Party" I Stated Then Walked Out The Room
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Caroline's Pov
I Walk Into The Gilbert's To See Elena All Alone, "Hey Sorry For Barging In But Katie? Is She Up I Need Her To Help Me" I Asked
"Yeah Care, Straight Up In Her Room" She Answered I Nodded Thanks To Her While I Walked Up Stairs And Into Katie's Room
"Hey Sleepy Head" I Said To Her Watching Her Lying Down On The Bed.
"Hey You Know What I Noticed, Lastnight I Drank Elena's Blood. Was it because I got high before it or am I Always That Hungry?" She Questioned
"You're A Vampire, You're New" I Said
"I'm A Bit Parched, I Need A Drink. Do You Want One" She Offered Me
"No I'm Fine It's Nearly Time To Go To The Lockwood Party" I Stated
"Who's Meant To Be At This Lockwood Party Anyways" She Said While Fixing Her Hair In The Mirror
"You Know The Usual" I Say Lowly
"Why Do I Sense Im Missing A Minor Detail There Caroline?" She Questioned Me, Ugh She Knows Me Too Well.
"Okay Fine" I Say With My Hands In Surrender "Mason Lockwood Is Coming The Event To See Everyone" I Said Hoping Not To Get A Reaction
"Mason Lockwood Huh?" She Looked, Wow Not The Response I Thought
"Yes, Tyler Told Me And That's Why I'm Here Now" I Gave Up After a That One
"Last Time I Seen him Was When I Left His Bedroom After A Few Reckless Nights" She Stated Drinking Her Bourbon "Let's Pray He Doesn't Notice Me At The Party, He Was Fun At Some Stage But Dodge All That" She Finished
"What Even Happened With You Guys, Like You Never Told Me About Yous" I Said "I'm You're Bestfriend And You Didn't Tell Me, Come On. That's Weird Now" She Looked At Me
"What's There To Tell, He Was A Distraction Towards My Parents Death, There Nothing More To It Care. Now What Time Is It And We Get Going?" She Question
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Katie's Pov
As I Step On The Porch Of The Lockwood Mansion, I See Tyler I Told Elena And The Others Id Follow Them In.
"So, Another One Of These Lame Ass Events" I Said To Tyler With A Smile
"You Know My Mom, She's A Sucker For Hosting Them" Tyler Laughs "So You're Serious With Damon Huh?" Tyler Questioned
"Yes, Does This Mean You're Gonna Stop Tryna Flirt With Me?" I Smirk
"Not A Chance, Come On.Dont Want To Miss Any Family Outburst" He Stated With A Smile Signaling To Go Inside
"You Really Are A Charmer Mr Lockwood" I Smiled
"Why Thank You, Ms Gilbert" I Heard Someone, The One And Only Mason Lockwood.
"Mason, What An Unpleasant Surprise" I Stated With The Smile Wiped Off My Face.
"Awh Come On, You Didn't Say That The Last Time We Spoke. In fact We Really Didn't Speak At All Did We?" He Smiled
"I Need To Be Drunk To Even think About Having This Conversation With You" I Finished "Tyler, May I?" I Question Grabbing His Hand And Leading Him Into The Party
"What Was He Talking About Back There, Did Yous?" Tyler Questioned But I Didn't Respond "No Way, He Seriously, No Way, Unbelievable. " He Said Shocked
"Okay Relax There Loverboy, It Was A Fling Back A Year Ago." I Stated "I Regret Any Actions I Made Towards Him, It Was Nothing" I Finished
"You Were Right, You Do Need To Be Drunk To Talk About This" He Laughed
"Do Not Tell Anyone, It Was A Past Thing. And Everyone Knows I'm Not A Person Who Likes The Past To Be Dug Up" I Said Sipping My Bourbon
"Right Right, I Got You Covered Not A Word Opened" He Said Then I Relaxed My Body
"Got Who Covered" Elena Said Popping Out Of No Where, yay.
"Hey, Have You Seen Damon? Or Caroline?" I Say Changing The Subject "Actually I Might Go The Grill, If Anyone's Looking For Me, Tell Them." I Finished
"No Wait, Stay For A While. You Only Got Here Atleast Greet Mrs Lockwood?" She Suggested, Ugh Fine. I Nodded In Response To Her Question.
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About An Hour Into The Damn Party, I Greeted Tyler's Mom And Thanked Her For The Invitation. It Was Getting A But Dull After Talking To Aload Of Strangers Who I Barely Know I Founded Myself Walking Into Some Room, I See Bourbon. That's All That Matters.
"Pour Me A Glass" Mason Followed Me In "I Hope I'm Not Interrupting Anything" He Raised An Eyebrow With A Smirk
"I Really Can't Get Rid Of You Can I?" I Question
"Well We Didn't Get The Chance To Talk Lasttime, Don't You Think I Deserve Answers?" He Said Looking Me In My Eyes But My Eye Contact Travelled Down To My Bourbon.
"What Answers Are You Exactly Looking For Mason? There Isn't Much To Finish This Story Off" I Said, I Shouldn't Feel Guilty.
"I Loved You, You Just Left Like I Was Nothing, Not Even A Blink To When I Seen You Before I Left" He Looked At Me, With Glassy Eyes "Damon Salvatore Huh?, Tyler Told Me After Our Little Bump In Earlier" he Finished
"I Know You Loved Me, I Was Not Stable Enough For A Relationship. I lost The Most Important People In My Life, You Were There For Me Yes, But I Didn't Want To Made A Big Deal Of Us, You Were A Bit Old For Me, I Was Saving Us Both Hassle" I Stated While Handing Him His Bourbon.
"You Haven't Changed A Bit, Still You're Bitchy Old Self. Do You Always Run When Someone Wants To Help You?" He Questioned
"No, I Only Run From You" I Smirked "May I State That, Me And You. Was A Long Time Ago, You Helped Me And I Was Grateful For It. It Is Nothing More Than The Past" I Said
"I Guess, I'll Be Seeing You Around" He Said While I Was Walking Out The Door.
"If You're Lucky, Now I'm Gonna Drink My Bourbon, Somewhere More Pleasant For My Liking" I Smirked As I Walked Out I Spotted Caroline, As I Walk Over To Her And Damon Pops Up.
"We've A Problem, I've Found Some Very Useful Information" Damon Smirked
"Can It Wait Till I Drink My Bourbon And Talk To Caroline?" I Question, He Looked At Me Suspicious "I'm Leaving Now, Bye" I Stated Walking Over To Caroline
"Yes, I Do Want Some Bourbon. I'm Really Tired Of This Party And Its Only 4 O Clock. Let's Leave" She Said Not Taking My Answer Into Count. She's Always So Surprising, One Of The Many Perks Of Having Her As You're Bestfriend.
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At The Grill
"2 Bourbons" Caroline Asked The Bartender As We Sit Down
"Add 1 More" Katherine Seated Herself
"Actually I Don't Recall Inviting You" I Stated To Katherine
"Don't Give Me That Shite, We All Know You Love Me. Like We Are Identical, And No One Else Likes Looking In A Mirror As Much As You Do" Katherine Stated
"Caroline, For A Proper Introduction. This is Katherine" I Stated But Caroline Already Knew Who She Was
"Oh Trust Me, I Was Better Off Without One" She Stated
"Bitchy, I Can See Why You Chose Her To Be Your Bestfriend. I Can See The Resemblance" Katherine Stated
"3 Bourbon's" The Bartender Put On The Table And I Winked Taking My Bourbon And Passing The Girls Their Glass
"Keep Em Coming Gorgeous" I Smirked "So What's Brings You Here Katherine, I Must Admit. The Bourbon Doesn't Taste As Nice When You're Around" I Stated
"This Bitchy Attitude Might Get You Killed Again Katie" She Smirked "But You Might Come In Handy One Day, Be Grateful" She Stated As She Finished Off Her Second Bourbon
"It's Not Like You're Gonna Be The One To Do It Anyways" I Stated With A Smirk
"You May Be A Vampire, But You Act So Human." She Commented And I Smiled
"I Should Take That As A Compliment." I Smirked
"All This Talk About Humans Is Making Me Hungry" Katherine Stated "Care To Join Me?" She Questioned
"I Told Elena I Would Start Stefans Ripper Diet, See Where It Takes Me" I Stated
"Now Why Would You Want To Do That When You're A Perfectly Healthy Vampire Who Can Feed On Human Blood Without Ripping Their Heads Off, I'm Sure If Stefan Had A Choice He Would Drink Human Blood" She Said Like I Was Stupid
"I'm Not Doing It For Myself, I'm Doing It For Elena And Jer. I Killed Someone Over My Idiotic Actions, I've To Do Right By Elena This Time." I Pointed Out
"I Think It's Good To Take It Upon Yourself To Make This Choice" Caroline Stated Proud Of Me
"Fine, Make You're Choices. I'll Be Over There Eating That Young Fresh Blood There" Katherine Finished Exiting The Conversation
"Maybe We Should Get Going, Do You Think Elena Is Back At My House?" I Questioned Caroline
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The Gilbert House
As Me And Caroline Enter The House, I've Only Had Like 5 Bourbons And I'm A Bit Tipsy, I See Multiple People In My Home, Has Jenna Invited People Over For A Party? Huh? Who Would Have Thought.
I Walked Into The Kitchen Before Even Looking To See Who's In It I Sit Down And Put My Hands In My Face "I've Had A Long Day, And It's Only 6 o clock ." I Stated
"Yeah Drinking Bourbon Really Takes Energy Out Of People" Elena Said
I Looked Up To See Elena, Stefan,
Jenna And Alaric. "I Hope You Know I'm Barley Even Drunk So It Isn't Helping During This Little Party You're Having" I Glared At Jenna And Elena
"It's Not A Party, It's A Bbq" Jenna Stated
"Ugh, I Don't Even Care. I Haven't See Damon And He Said He Wanted To Talk, Where's He?" I Questioned
"Hes Out The Back Garden With Mason" Elena Said Which Caught My Attention So I Hopped Up Being Actually Interesting In This Particular Conversation.
"Wait, Damon Is With Mason? why Is He Even Over Here" I Question Like Its An Issue
"Why Do I Feel Like There's More To You're Toned Voice" Elena Questioned
"No Missing Pieces, The Only Thing Missing Is A Bourbon Glass. Ric? Do Me The Honors, History Teacher Or Not You're Closes To The Bourbon Counter" I Stated With A Cheeky Smile While Jenna Eyed Me "It's Not Like I'm Doing It Without You're Permission Aunt Jenna" I Said
"Don't Even Act Like My Opinion Would Matter When It Come To You're Drink" She Stated And I Nodded In Agreement With A Smile
"Make That Three Bourbon" Damon Said "Oh Look Who Shows Up At The Party" Damon Smirked
"For You're Information It's A Bbq, Not My Words But Jenna's. You've Kept Yourself Busy Not Liked You Missed Me" I Smirked At Damon
"I Think You're Gonna Need To Add A Number 4 Bourbon To That List If I'm Gonna Have To Listen To These For The Day" Caroline Faked Smiled
Ric Passed Me My Bourbon And Me Being Me Finished It Whole, So I Went To The Fridge And Took Out Two Bottles And Threw One At Matt "I Hope You're Mot Driving Matty Blue Blue" I Smirked "As They Say Time Flys By When You're Having Fun, Or Drunk? It's The Same Thing" I Finished
"You're Still On Old Habits I See" Mason Questioned
"Old Habits? No, They Are Daily Routines My Friend. As I Enjoy All You're Company I'm Feeling A Bit Tired So I'm Gonna Go Wake Myself Up By Doing Absolutely Nothing In My Room" I Stated Exiting The Kitchen And Going Up To My Room, I Made A Stop Into Jeremy's Room "Hey" I said To Him Them He Noticed My Presence
"Hey, What You Doing." He Asked Me
"Was Just Making Sure You Were Okay, I Haven't Seen You Since The Lockwood Party" I Said With A Smile
"I'm Fine, Thank You For Checking On Me But I'm Enjoying My Load Music So I Won't Be Going Into You're Room To Chill" He Stated With An Eyebrow Up
"Damn, Thought I Was Getting Lucky" I Said Which Earned A Chuckle From Jer "Well You Know Where I Am Incase You change You're Mind" I Stated And He Nodded In Advance, I Finally Got To My Bedroom And Seen My Beautiful Bed Just Before I Even Got To Sit Down I Get Interrupted With Little Kisses I Turn Around And Seen Damon's Big Blue Eyes So I Kissed Him We Made It To My Bed Without Breaking Contact And Someone Knocks, Great
"Sorry, Thought This Was The Bathroom" He States
"You're About Two Door Too Far, Now Please Excuse Yourself From My Room. thank You" I Stated Towards Mason, He Knew This Wasn't The Bathroom. He's Been In My Room Before Obviously Elena Or Anyone Doesn't Know
"Now Where Were We" Damon States While Beginning To Kiss Me But I Vampire Speed Myself On Top Of Him Taking My Top Off
"You Know" I Said Between Kisses "That Its Very Hard To Not Break The Buttons Off These Tops, And I Can't Rip It Open Cause Jenna Knows I'm Not Particularly Very Violent" I Smirked While Kissing Him
He Started Kissing My Neck Roughly, Then I Looked Him In His Eyes "I Love you... Damon Salvatore" Which Caused Him to Smile.
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Elena's Pov
"Have You Spoken To Katie About The Diet" I Asked Stefan And He Nodded No
"She Said She Wanted To Start Tomorrow" He Asnwered "I Don't Think She Has Fed Today, Maybe Damon Will Lend Her A Hand" He Finished
"I Hope She Can Stick To The Diet, I Know She Doesn't Want To Be A Vampire. It Wasn't In Her Plan" I Tell Stefan And He Nods Understanding
"She Didn't Get The Choice, If I Work With Her. It Will Take A While For Her Body To React To What She's Eating But If She Controls The Urge She Will Get Used To It" He Stated
"Can You Sense The Weirdness With Mason, Somethings Off With Him" I Questions
"Don't Worry, We Only Have An Hour Left Then We Can Watch A Few Films Later, Just Cause I'm Unhuman Doesn't Mean I Don't Like Rom Com Movies" Stefan Stated With a Smile
"Sounds Like I Plan" I Smiled And Kissed Him
"Oh, Can I Join" Mason Said Making His Presence Known Along With Jenna And Alaric
"Let's Do Shots" Jenna Suggested
"Wow, Since When Did You Become The Party Type" I Questioned Jenna With A Laugh
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Katie's Pov
As Me And Damon Laid Down, I Started To Put My Top On Along With The Rest Of My Clothes And He Did The Same
"So, I Talked To Stefan About My Blood Diet. I'm Gonna Try The Bunnies And See What Happens" I Told Damon
"You're A Vampire, It's In You're Nature To Want Human Blood. It's Who You Are Now" Damon Stated
"Yeah But It's Not I Wanna Be Damon, I Had A Plan But Now I'm A Vampire And I'm Gonna Live Forever, I've To Make Endless Plans" I Said With A Frown
"I'm Not Okay With You Torturing Yourself Cause You're A Vampire But Hey It's You're Life That's Everlasting So Make You're Choices" Damon Mocked
"I Haven't Fed All Day Damon, I'm Hungry And I've To Live With The Fear If I Ever Hurt Elena Again Or Hurt Jer Or Jenna, I'm Not Asking You To Understand My Choice But I Am Asking You To Respect It" I Left It At That But Then Damon Bit Into His Wrist
"Go On, Feed" He Looked At Me And Knew I Was Hungry, I Could Feel The Hunger Burning And Felt My Vains Come Out Along With My Teeth, I Bit into Damon's Wrist And Push Him Against My Wall As I Enjoyed The Human Blood Going Into My System Damon Stroked My Hair While I Was Feeding, The Last Thing I Wanna Do Is Become A Monster. I Pull Away From Damon After A Few Moments
"Thank You" I Said With A Smile "Shall We Go Down Stairs Mr Salvatore, I'll Meet You Down There" I Winked Within A Flashed He Ended Up Infront Of Me Just Before Entering The Kitchen, I Kissed Him And Continued To Do So Until I Heard Screaming
"Yes, I Beat You All" Jenna Screamed I Then Walked In
"Oh Let Me Join In, Everyone Knows Who's The Real Party Girl Around Here" I State
It's Nearly 10 At Night And We Are All Still Doing Shots Around The Kitchen Table, Elena's Barley Standing I Think I Figured Out Where I Got My Tolerance For Drink And Its Definitely Aunt Jenna I'm A lot Tipsy And Caroline, Matt And Bonnie Left About An Hour Ago, Mason's Still Here Sadly But Damon's Tucking Me In To Bed So I Say My Goodnights To Everyone
"Fun Day Huh?" Damon Question With A Smirk
"Would Have Been Nicer If It Was Just Me And You" I Stated With A Little Laugh
"I Love You" He Said
"Of Course You Do, Who Doesn't" I Smiled
"Goodnight Katie" He Then Kissed My Forehead And Flashed Out My Room, Not Shortly After I Slowly Fell Asleep.