BLUDOKI
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"Mom... Dad..." I thought they're not going back until the day of the wedding.
"I know that you're surprised... well you haven't seen them for a while right..." Tabi said as he wrapped his arm around my shoulder.
When I was still in abroad I'm living far from my parents so it feels the same just like when I was still at the mansion... they are still busy at work while I am left with the maids again.... I just busied myself buy studying hard and good thing that Tabi was there for me whenever I'm alone and sad.
"Dara... didn't you missed us...?" Dad said as he approached me his arms wide open...
"O- of course I missed you dad..." I hugged him... I saw mom standing at our side her expression is unreadable but then when dad released the hug, I saw her forcing a smile... she approached me then hugged me tight... I don't know but I feel scared of her now...
"Babe... come on let's go..." we all went to the car and all of them are happy and excited about the wedding... everything is now set and we're only waiting for the actual day... I feel really feel uneasy for I don't know how to bring up everything to Tabi... and now that my parents are here, I feel so helpless...
"Dara... why are you so quiet...?" Dad asked... we're all in the back seat of the venz as the chauffer of Tabi's family drives us to a hotel.
"Maybe she's just nervous because of the upcoming wedding..." Tabi said as he pulled me closer to him... I just smiled at him and tried to hide the uneasiness that I'm feeling... Mom just stayed quiet and it also adds to the tension that I am feeling.
"Oh... before I forgot... have you already met Jiyong...? It's been seven years eh... I miss that kid..." Dad said as he smiled... Dad really loves Jiyong and oppa mentioned earlier that Dad gave him the management of one of our companies here in Korea... I'm afraid that once Dad knew about us, he would totally despise him... but now is not the time to be afraid... I promised oppa that I'll be stronger now.
"Yes Dad... I went there yesterday..." I answered... I saw mom raised an eyebrow but I just looked away not to meet her gaze.
"Why don't we just stay at the mansion...? since I really want to see Jiyong too..." Dad said happily... I felt more nervous but I can't make myself stop him.
"That sounds great... plus I still haven't actually meet Dara's cousin, I just knew him as a popular guy in our school back then..." Tabi said as he ordered the chauffer to change directions...
"Oh... right babe... you said earlier that you want to talk to me about something...? What is it...?" Tabi asked... I saw my parents looking at us and also waiting for my answer.
"I... I'm... I just want to tell you that... I'm not a great cook so..." before I finished my sentence they all burst out into laughter... I also noticed mom forcing to laugh too so I just joined them.
"Oh... babe... don't worry... I'll be the one who'll cook for you..." Tabi said as he pinched my nose... my parents look happy to see us together especially Dad... I don't want to break their hearts in the end but I don't to suffer forever and I don't want to include Tabi into that suffering.
After a while, we arrived at the mansion... Butler Choi and the maids quickly welcomed us but I still didn't see oppa...
"Butler Choi, where's Jiyong...?" Dad asked... butler Choi said that he's in his room... I told them that I'll go tell oppa that we're already here... mom just watched me as I went upstairs.
I knocked once as I opened the door and entered his room... I saw him lying down on his bed facing the other side... when I started to walk towards him, he immediately sat up and turned to me...
"Dara..." he said as he got off the bed... he ran to me then hugged me tight...
"Oppa I can't breathe..." I said but then I hugged him back
"I thought you won't come back again..." he said as he started kissing my neck
"Of course I will..." I said weakly... he released me then he cupped my face
"Something wrong...?" he asked
"Oppa... they're hear..." I said
"Who...?" he said as he let go of my face
"My parents and Seunghyun... oppa, I haven't told Seunghyun everything yet... What are we going to do now..?" I said...I saw his forehead creased then he hugged me again...
"Don't worry... everything will be fine... just act normal... it's the only thing we can do right now... don't be scared... I'm just right here..." he said as he released me and then kissed my forehead....
I smiled at him and I told him that Dad wants to see him now... we went outside the room and headed downstairs... They are all seating and when Dad saw oppa, he quickly stood up and gave him a hugged... I can't help but to feel happy seeing how Dad loves him... Tabi also stood up while mom stayed seated...
[Jiyong's POV]
"Jiyong -ah... how are you...?" Uncle said as he released me
"I'm doing good... " I said as I smiled... I looked at Seunghyun who's also standing in front of me... he then offered a handshake which I accepted...
"Hyung... I'm Seunghyun... maybe Dara already told you about me..." he said as he smiled
"Yes... nice to meet you... I'm her cousin..." I tried to act as cool as possible while I can feel aunt's eyes on me...
Then I saw Seunghyun walked around Dara then he wrapped his arms on her waist... I saw Dara looked at me with pleading eyes so I just smiled at her... But I can't help not to feel hurt just by seeing her with another man... I feel like I want to beat the hell out of him for laying his hands on my Dara... I was snapped out with my thoughts when Uncle gently tapped my shoulder, I looked at him and saw him looking at Dara and Seunghyun while smiling...
"How about you Jiyong...? When are you planning to get married...?" he said... I looked at Dara again then back to uncle.
"Once the girl I love gets her freedom..." I said then I looked again at Dara
"What do you mean...?" Uncle asked... before I could say anything aunt stood up.
"Aren't you tired dear...? And we haven't eaten yet since we landed... Seunghyun-ah... why don't you and Jiyong have a bond together first... I'll tell Butler Choi to prepare our lunch... Dara-ah... let's leave the boys to have sometime to get to know each other..." After her long silence, she finally spoke.
Dara smiled at me before me and Seunghyun went out to the veranda to have some tea... I don't have any plans to talk to him... The first few minutes were filled with silence until he broke it.
"Hyung... I promise to take care of Dara... I know that you two were very close back then... I'll do my best to take care of her..." he said... I can't help but to feel hurt hearing him saying this... it's as if he's asking for my permission to take Dara away from me... if not only with the situation right now, I'll tell him straight to his face that Dara is mine.
"Seunghyun-ah... I know that you're a good man... Dara had talked about how kind and sweet you are... so I'm sure that you'll manage to take care of her..." I gathered all my strength just to blurt it out... I glanced at him and saw him grinned widely... I wish this conversation will be over quickly because I feel like I'm suffocating talking about their wedding... after a while a maid came and told us that the lunch is ready...
We went to the dining hall to see Dara and her parents already sitting around the table... Seunghyun sat beside her while I sat in front of them... It annoys me watching them as Seunghyun sliced the foods for Dara... I hate it when Dara would smile back at him and it pains me just to think that they may do this always in the future... I'm supposed to be at Seunghyun's place... I should be the one who'll take care of Dara and do everything for her... if only were not both trapped into this curse...
After the lunch... I didn't get to get close to Dara since Seunghyun's all around her... I just went to the library to lock myself again and drown myself to forget my loneliness and jealousy... then suddenly the door opened and aunt came in...
"Jiyong... Dara and Seunghyun will be married the day after tomorrow so don't plan to do something silly this time... if you really love her, let go of her... don't make her suffer just by holding her back to you..." she said... I can't help but to feel mad at her... Dara and I have both suffered enough just by trying to let go of each other... I don't want to let that happen again... I stood up and walked closer to her.
"Do you think she'll be happy if she marries Seunghyun or any other guy...? How do you know that she's suffering because of me...? It is you and the people like you are the ones who are making her suffer...! I don't care if we have the same blood, we both love each other and it's enough to make us happy..." I said... as much as I don't want to talk back at her, it's time to fight for Dara and for our love...
"How dare you...! After we feed and sheltered you... this is what you repay us...! You're ruining this family...!" then she slapped me hard.... I know she'll do that but I let her... I know she loves Dara so much that's why she's acting this way... but I won't just sit around and do nothing...
"I'm sorry if I caused a stir in this family... but please... I love her... we both love each other... I'm ready to receive any punishments from you... disown me... or whatever it will please you to do... but please let me love her..." I plead as I held her hands but she just shook it away.
"Then love her... I'm not stopping you to love her... I'm just telling you that don't ever do anything that could ruin their wedding... do you understand me...?" she said with authority.
"I can't promise you that... I'll fight for her no matter what happens...." I saw her face grew angrier but it won't shake me anymore... she can do anything that she wants to stop us but I'll never surrender Dara to anyone.
"You're really like your father... that courage of yours really runs in your family eh..." she said smugly as she slowly went out the room...
I went back to the chair and slumped myself down... I wonder what she'll do next... and why won't she tell her husband about Dara and I...
The whole afternoon I just stayed at the library... I don't want to see Dara and Seunghyun having their moment together... I know that Dara didn't intend to do those things with Seunghyun in front of me but I can't help but to feel really jealous about it... It makes me want to skin Seunghyun alive... but thinking that Dara gave me her first time makes me a little pleased.
[Dara's POV]
I feel bad that oppa got to see Tabi cuddling and kissing me... I know that deep inside him he's boiling out of anger... I still don't know how to tell Tabi about calling the wedding off... I'm afraid to know see what reaction he'll have once he knew that I love someone else...
Dinner came and that's when I got to see oppa again... as usual Tabi would act sweet towards me and would serve me... I glanced at oppa and saw him looking at me, good thing my parents were busy eating... I could see oppa's knuckles grew white as he gripped on his fork tightly... I know that he's jealous... for me it would be great if oppa's the one who's doing what Tabi's doing as of the moment...
"Tabi-ah... I can do it by myself...." I said as I tried to get the fork and the knife out of his hand but he just shrugged it off.
"No babe... Let me do this for you..." he said... in the end I just let him be and I glanced at oppa again just to see him busy eating now.
"So Seunghyun-ah... you're going to sleep at Dara's room tonight..." Mom said... I quickly looked and oppa did too...
"Ahmmm... I could just sleep at the guest room..." Tabi said
"Oh... don't be shy Seunghyun... after all you'll be married couple after tomorrow..." Dad said... I was about to speak but oppa beat me.
"But uncle... they're not still married now... so I think it would be inappropriate for the to sleep together..." he said
"Ah yes Mr. Park.... I think hyung is right... I could really just sleep at the guest room..." Tabi said
"No Seunghyun-ah... you'll sleep at Dara's room and that's final..." mom said as she smiled but I could read something different behind her smile.
After the dinner... we all headed to our rooms... I felt oppa ignored me after the dinner... he immediately went to his room and didn't even talk to me...Is it okay for him to let me sleep with Tabi...?
"Ah... Dara... I could just sleep in the couch... you can sleep on your bed..." Tabi said as we we're preparing to sleep.
"No... you can sleep here with me... I know it's uncomfortable for both of us so let's just put something between us so you won't feel uneasy..." I said as I forced out a chuckle... I put some pillows between us and when I stood up to go to my side Tabi suddenly hugged me from the back.
"Dara-ah... I can't wait to marry you... I love you so much..." he said as he tightened his hug... I felt guiltier and pain for I can't return the same feelings for him... he then released me and went to his side of the bed, I also went to my side and lied down...we kept the lamps open and I waited for him to sleep... I want to go to oppa and explain everything about earlier... after a while, I checked Tabi if he's already asleep and then I sneaked out of my room and went to oppa's.
I didn't knock and just made my way inside... I saw oppa outside the terrace only with his boxers on... I silently walked up to him and wrapped my arms on his waist...
"Oppa... are you mad at me..?" he pulled my arms off of him as he turned around to face me.
"Yes I am... babe..?" he said as he raised his eyebrow... I like it when he's jealous but then I find it really childish
"Oppa you know that Tabi's just a sweet guy... we have more problems to deal with aside from your jealousy..." I said... then he wrapped his arms around my waist and suddenly pulled me closer to his body then I felt him squeezed my bottom.
"I know but you can't stop me to feel jealous... you're mine right... and I don't want anyone to lay even a finger on you..." he said as he slowly put his face closer to me then kissed me on the lips... at first it was just a gentle one but then he began to move his lips and then licked mine and asked to get through... I parted my lips an let his tongue explored my mouth... we both played at each others tongue until I let out a moan... I felt him smirked... his hand began to caress my back while the other held on to my neck to deepen our kiss...
We parted for a while to gasp for air... we were panting as he rest his forehead over mine our breath touching each others lips... after that I felt him reaching for the buttons of my shirt but I stopped him with my hands... he looked at me with confusion in his eyes.
"Oppa... don't... they're here..." I said... I'm afraid that they'll hear us especially that mom's here.
"Arasso... I'm sorry... I almost forgot..." he said as he smiled weakly... I felt that something's been poking my thigh so I glanced down and saw his member bulging from his boxers... I can't help but chuckled... he also glanced down and then he let out a deep sigh.
"Mianhe oppa..." I said... he just rolled his eyes then led me to his bed.
"Let's just sleep and think about what we will do tomorrow..." he said... we both laid down on his bed and I told him that he should wake me early so I could go back to my room... we hugged each other into sleep...
[End of Dara's POV]
When Dara sneaked out of her room, Seunghyun was all along awake.... He felt that Dara's acting strange since they got to the mansion... he also noticed something on her neck which seemed like a bite mark or something... He just shrugged off his thoughts and just pretended to act normal... but when she sneaked out of the room in the middle of the night, curiosity began to hit him... he quietly followed her until he saw her entered her cousin's room... he waited but it's taking her awhile to get out.... As he was about to knock on Jiyong's room, he heard someone moan inside...
Then realization hit him... he covered his mouth with his hand... he wants to kick off the door but he couldn't move... Memories of her loving someone began to come back to him...
'She loves her cousin...' he thought.