The end is nigh ( idk I felt like feeling sophisticated )
Comment of the day!
❝ yeah I looked it up I cheated I'm such a bad person.. XD ❞
The gif on the side is supposed to be Dan w/out his hair all gelled up like it always is
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I waited silently in the elevator, sighing to myself as I listened to the silence. I wanted to take the stairs, the silence was killing me.
I looked around at them, my eyes meeting nothing but a bunch of vacant stairs. I tapped to foot, stopping when I felt eyes on the back of my head.
I sighed, looking beside me. The open spot next to me made my heart drop. I knew if Dan was here, we'd both just try our best not to laugh, as awkward silences is always funny to us.
The elevator doors finally opened, and I stepped out, walking towards the exit of the store. I was leaving empty handed, but I did do a lot of returning of clothes I'd probably never wear again. Now that the whole Zoella mystery is over, I decided to give away or return a whole bunch of her clothes. Cheerleaders and Vanessa bought most of the clothes for plenty of money, but the only thing I kept was the fake nose piercing. I needed some kind of token.
As I got on the bus, I put my earbuds in, crossing my legs awkwardly. I clicked play, listening to the lyrics closely.
Halfway through the song, my music stopped and my phone rang. I looked down at the caller ID, thinking it was dad. Instead, I was met by a name I didn't think I'd see on my screen again.
"Hello?"
"Zoe.." It was Kenton.
I gulped, "Yeah?" I stuttered a little, scared of what he had to say.
"I can't believe that it's really you.. Under all of that.. Why?"
I blinked, "I mean.." I felt my heart race. This was what I was afraid of the most: confrontation. "I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize to me." He laughed. "Apologize to the man who was in love with you."
"Pardon?"
"My best friend, you idiot!" He cried out, making me blink for a longer time than I intended. "Dan! He loved you Zoe!"
"I know.."
"He loved you more than anything in the world. How do I know? I've read his texts to Ned. I've heard the way he speaks about you. He's madly in love with Zoella, and you just crushed that for him!"
I felt tears pricking the corners of my eyes, "Kenton stop-"
"No, let me speak!" He was more than mad, he was infuriated. He seemed like he could punch a hole through a wall right now. "How could you just do that? You were all he had after Kate."
I shook my head, "Stop it."
"You're just a heartbreaker."
"No I'm not."
"Do you feel good about yourself? Knowing you broke someone's heart?" He scoffed. "I'm sure you do."
I pressed the stop button on the bus, quickly getting off and looking around at the area I was in. Perfect.
I hung up on Kenton, making way for my next destination. I left my music playing, pushing my glasses up the bridge of my nose. After a couple of songs, I rang Ned's doorbell, tapping my foot impatiently.
He opened in about two minutes, smoothing down his shirt. He examines me for a moment, then leans against the door frame. "What are you doing here? Zoella is dead, so our friendship is as well."
I blinked, "Well.. I wanted to ask about Dan."
"Why?"
"I wanted to know if he was okay."
"He's fine." He snapped, obviously annoyed with me. "Leave me alone, nerd."
He slammed the door, and I sighed, looking down at my feet. I was alone, just like before.
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I walked into the cafeteria, looking around slowly. Everyone was staring at me, as if I was an alien from another planet. I gulped, continuing to my table. I swung my lunchbox with each step I took, still feeling all eyes on me.
I looked over at Dan's table, and noticed Dan wasn't there, but Ned and Kenton were. They sat across from one another, both glaring at me.
Once I sat down, I noticed everyone was still staring at me. I opened my lunch box, pulling out my sandwich and eating it slowly.
Finally, something hit the side of my head. The room filled with laughter as I looked down, seeing someone threw an apple at me. I rolled my eyes, picking it up off my lap and biting into it.
I looked over in the direction it was thrown from, seeing Vanessa's table. Of course.
Finally, one more thing was thrown at me before everyone went back to their own thing. I was annoyed, but refused to let it show.
I pulled out my phone, opening snapchat to see if anyone posted anything funny to lighten my mood. Alas, everyone blocked and or deleted me.
I decided to hit up someone who I knew was going to answer me and make my day better: Louis!
Me: Hey Louis : )
Louis: Zoella
Me: Not you too
Louis: I'm disappointed in you. I should've known better anyway.
Me: I'm sorry ..
Louis: Bye Zoe. Find another prom date.
I leaned forward, sighing as I laid my forehead on the table. My phone vibrated once more, and I looked down at it.
Louis: By the way, I'd like my track sweater back by tomorrow.
I nodded slowly, even though he couldn't see it.
It's official, I'm no longer the biggest nerd in school, I'm the number one hated girl in the school. All because I reportedly broke Dan's heart, when in reality he's probably at home having a Star Wars marathon in his Star Wars onesie, swimming in his comic books.
Dan! That's it! I know he'll back me up!
I went into messages, texting him immediately.
Me: Dan : )
Dan♡: what
Me: are you mad at me ?
Dan♡: no of course not. You did what had to be done, I can't change that. I just wish I had a warning so I could've at least started to get over you
Me: I'm sorry
Read at 12:43.
I chuckled, "Good going Zoe.. You lost your job, your friends hate you, the only guy who actually liked you for you left, the guy you love hates you for hurting his best friend, and the guy who supposedly loved you is gone." I shook my head, "My life is fantastic."
Me: I love you Daniel
Read at 12:45 pm.
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It's Saturday and I'm home .. Even tho I'm supposed to be on my date w/ Louis
But it got cancelled wow
Happy Easter
"We've made another, meaty mushroom fetus!" ~ Hillary xx