Connors pov
"Hey Jude?" I try to get Jude out of his train of thought after we went up to his bedroom, nothing happened we just made out and cuddled. He stopped before we could get far.
"Hmm?" he looks up at me as he lightly plays with my fingers.
"How did we ever get so lucky, we're fourteen and absolutely in love with each other, it's quite amazing if you think about it." I laugh slightly and he gets lost in thought so I do the same.
Flashback
The seventh grade camping trip was interesting for one reason and one reason only; I kissed Jude. It's just a crush, you're straight dude is what I've been telling myself ever since I met him but that kiss, it just happened and it felt like more than a "just a crush" sort of kiss.
We layed in the the tent and we just talked but then we got quiet and just stared at eachother. I moved closer to him until our noses were touching, I could almost feel the hear radiating from his cheeks, I'm sure mine felt the same. I pressed my lips to his suddenly and I was the one kissing, but he didn't pull back. He just stared at me and then I rolled to my side, knowing I probably couldn't sleep and neither could he, I inched my foot closer until it was touching his.
I felt his move against mine and suddenly we were tangled together, his body in my arms, his head against my chest, my arms around him, and our legs tangled together. We fell asleep like this but woke up apart.
It was those moments when I knew it was more then just a crush.
End of flashback
Now I look at him in my arms, I acknowledge he's definitely more grown up, and more okay with himself. We aren't anybodies secrets. We are just ourselves. I'm Connor and he's Jude. We're Jonnor and in moments like these, it's more real then ever.
Judes pov
Connor holds me in his arms and he's lost in thought. He's quite adorable like this, his expression is blank yet thoughtful, his breathing is steady, and it's nice to listen to his heart beat. It's steady. It's nice.
Flashback
I always hated Daria, especially when she would suggest double dates with Her, Connor, Taylor, and I.
The movie date to see a movie that I don't even remember the name of was the most nerve-racking and exhilarating experience I've ever had. Daria sat on the outside of the row, Connor beside her, Me beside Connor, and Taylor beside me. Connor and I ended up sharing an armrest.
About thirty awful minutes into this cheesy ass movie about some guy that couldn't get the girl, Connor put his arm on the armrest, mine was already there. Our arms were touching and my heart was already racing and as if it couldn't get better his pinky touched mine.
My breathe hitched and I froze. What if the girls saw? I wasn't ready for this, but his pinky rubbed against mine again and the only thing I could do was stroke mine back against his, like what I did with our feet at the camping trip after the kiss. This happened for a few more moments before he linked his pinky over mine and held it there. I tried to relax but I couldn't. The feeling in my stomach and chest expanded to the rest of my body, just like when he kissed me. The tingling feeling in me grew and my stomach flipped as my chest tightened a bit, I wanted nothing more then him and it was that moment that I knew for sure.
End of flashback
Third person POV
Jude's mind was racing with the thoughts of his boyfriend. His bestfriend. The love of his life. Connors was doing the same. Without hesitation or warning both boys moved positions so they were laying down and facing eachothe on the bed, hand in hand, legs tangled together. Jude giggled and Connor smiled.
"Jude, we were best friends by choice but soulmates by chance. I don't regret anything, accept maybe Daria but that's not the point, I don't regret sticking up for the boy who painted his nails blue. I don't regret falling in love with you. I know you already know this but at this moment it feels right to say it, I love you." Connor stammered a little as he tried to find the right words. Jude's smile let him know that he did.
"Same, oh god I don't even know what to say." Jude laughed at his own awkwardness. "I guess since we're two gay guys in love we don't have to worry a out pregnancy right?" Connor laughed and pressed his lips against Jude's, both laughing.
"Yeah I guess that's pretty correct."
"But I love you too, to Pluto and back, I love you as much as moms love eachother, as much as anyone could ever love anyone. Falling in love with you was like falling asleep, slow but then all at once. Yes I just quoted 'The Fault In Our Stars'. But I love you so much, falling in love was an accident but staying in love and working through the hard times was a choice that I don't regret, it was on purpose." Jude smiled at Connor and they giggled about the "The Fault In Our Stars" quote.
Connor thought about this and thought to himself and said, "I'm so inevitably in love with you, this love is extraordinary." Jude smiled and agreed as they kissed and the love that these two boys had for eachtoher was most definitely extraordinary.
AUTHORS NOTE
hey guys so I've decided to end this Fan fiction but I spent awhile on this and I think its great and I hope you guys like it. I'm seriously thinking of a sequal of where their older but that may take awhile. Don't get your hopes up. I'm still devastated of the Jonnor break up but I really think they will work it out. If anyone wants to contact me my Twitter is going to be in my bio thingy on here and I'm so incredibly upset to end this but I feel like it's time.
Kisses~ Shay,