*Alaina's POV*
•friday morning•
I woke up and it was about six in the morning. It was Friday and I got to have my huge party today. I should probably text Shawn about it.
Me: Hey babe. Can you come over and help me pick out a outfit for tonight and help me clean and set everything up?
I got a reply almost instantly
Shawn: Yeah sure babe. See you soon.
I turned on music and hopped in the shower. I washed my hair. Shaved my legs and arms. I washed my body. Let's just say I did all that girly shit.
When I got out I went in my room and but on a bra and panties. I wrapped my hair up in a towel and waited for Shawn.
There was a knock at the door. Jack got the door. "Hey Shawn." Jack said. "Hey Jack." Shawn said.
Shawn walked downstairs and you could tell he was blown away.
*Shawn's POV*
I walked downstairs and Alaina was just sitting there in her bra and underwear. I was blown away. "Shawn don't flatter yourself, I need you to help me pick out a outfit remember." She said. "Yeah yeah I know. But damn do you have the perfect body." I said.
*Alaina's POV*
"Yeah yeah I know. But damn do you have the perfect body." Shawn said. He looked me up and down. "Hmm wouldn't you want to see more of this perfect body." I said walking towards him. He nodded. I kissed him and he kissed back. He pulled me close and I wrapped my arms around his neck. I pulled away. "To bad we have to set up for this party." I said as I walked away from him. "God damn tease!" He yelled. "Sorry but that's what I do." I said laughing.
*Jack's POV*
I walked close to Alaina's bedroom door. I could hear them talking. I know it's bad to listen to people's private conversations but I couldn't help it. "Yeah yeah I know. But damn do you have the perfect body." Shawn said. What the actual fuck? Is she naked down there? Were they about to have sex? So many thoughts ran threw my head. "Hmm wouldn't you want to see more of this perfect body." I heard Alaina say. Oh my god I going to be sick.
They got really quite. What the fuck could they be doing. "To bad we have to set up for this party." I heard Alaina say after a while. Thank god there not having sex. "God damn tease!" Shawn yelled. "Sorry but that's what I do." Alaina said laughing. Thank the lord they didn't have sex. I don't know what I would have done if they did.
*Alaina's POV*
"Shawn I really need help picking out a outfit." I whine. "Maybe you should have thought about that before you teased me." He said. "What the fuck do you want me to do? I can't have sex with you now." I said. "You mean you would have sex with me but just not today?" He asked. "No I mean I would have sex with you today just not now." I said laughing. "Uhhh ummm okay." He said. "Now help me pick out a outfit." I said.
He walked over to my closet and started picking out a outfit.
He picked out denim short shorts with holes from H&M, a gold sequined black crop top that said "BANG", and my black hi-high-top converse that went up to my knees.
I put on the outfit and I had to say it was sexy. "Damn Shawn, you picked out a good outfit." I said. "Thanks." He said. I walked to where I had my jewelry and started picking out some.
I picked out my gold heart studs for my second holes, my gold hoops for my first piercing, my gold belly button ring, my black and gold Rolex, my gold necklace that had a "A" on it, and a few gold bangles.
I went in the bathroom to do my hair and makeup.
I waved my hair and did my make up like Kylie Jenner did when she had her blue hair.
By the time I was done it was already noon. "C'mon Shawn. Let's go upstairs to clean and set up the food and stuff." I said.
Shawn and I walked upstairs. "Are you guys hungry?" Jack asked us. "Yeah." I said. "Well I was about to go and get food. Want anything?" He said. "Well where are you going?" I asked. "McDonalds." He said. "Just get fries and chicken nuggets." I said. "Alright. I'll be back soon." He said. He walked out the door.
"C'mon Shawn. Let's set up." I said. "Or we could..." He stopped in the middle of his sentence and walked up to me. He kissed me rough. I pulled away. "Shawn we can't." I said. "Why Alaina?" He said in a pissed off tone. "Cause I'm scared." I said. "Alaina you have nothing to be scared of." He said. "Well it's more of I'm not ready." I said.
I walked away from Shawn to the kitchen. I grabbed a broom and dust pan and started sweeping. "Alaina what do you mean your not ready?" Shawn said. "I'm just not ready Shawn!" I yelled. "I don't see why your not ready. Your like the biggest slut ever." He said. I cringed at the word "slut". "How dare you! Get the fuck out!" I yelled. "Alaina I didn't mean to say that. The words just slipped out." Shawn said. "Shawn, I think your better off leaving." I said. I felt a drop on my face. Damn I was crying. "Alaina please." He said. "Go." I said still in tears. He grabbed his keys and left.
I slowly slid down the wall crying. "Why? Why would he call me that? I thought he loved me." I said crying. By now my mascara was running. I got a text from Shawn.
Shawn: Baby please I'm so sorry.
Me: I think it's better if we take a break for a little bit.
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*Shawn's POV*
Alaina: I think it's better if we take a break for a little bit.
Fuck fuck fuck. I fucked everything up with her. I started to pound my steering wheel. "Fuck!" I yelled. I started to cry.
I pulled out of hey drive way and drove home.
"Jack's POV*
When I pulled in the drive way Shawn's cat was gone. I turned off the car. I slowly got out and walked to the house. I walked in and all I could hear was crying. "Alaina!" I yelled. I heard sniffling. I walked into the kitchen and there she was. She looked so lifeless.
"Alaina, what happened?" I asked. "Sh-Shawn called me a s-s-slut." She said as she started crying even harder. I walked up to her and helped her up. "C'mon let's get you to your bed." I said as I picked her up bridal style.
I walked down the stairs to her bed. "Shhhh babygirl. It's gonna be okay." I said. I put her down in the bed. I got in with her and hugged her. "Shhh. It's okay. I promise." I said. "Jack, please sing to me." She said. I had no idea what to sing.
"Missed calls, ignored text and late night I'm staying up stressing
Girl I got you on my mind, I swear this happens every time
Yeah. But what about our last fight
Yeah I know it happened last night
You can put that in the past right
I'm just trying to live the fast life
What's love with out trust girl.
What's love with out lust girl
I've been thinking about us girl
I've been thinking about yeah"
"Jack that was beautiful. Did you write that?" She asked. "Yeah I did." I said. "Who is it about?" She asked again. "Well umm you." I said. She rolled over. "Really?" She said. "Yeah." I said. She kissed me. Oh how I missed the feeling of her lips on mine. She pulled away. "Jack I missed you. I missed everything about you. The way you hug me, the way you kiss me, the way your voice sounded when you woke up, the way you cuddled with me at night, that way you laugh, everything." She said. "I missed you too." I said.
*Alaina's POV*
•party time•
There was knocking at the door. "Jack could you get the door please." I said. "Yep." He said. "Is this the right house?" I heard a few people ask. "Yeah." Jack said. He let the people in and it was just a few people I have never seen before.
I walked up to the dj and told him to start playing music. The people who walked in started dancing.
Slowly more people started showing up. Almost each person that walked in came with either beer or liquor. I poured myself a cup of Grey Goose and Coke.
I walked up to Sammy, Skate, and Jack. "So how are you liking the party?" I asked. "It's pretty hype." Sammy said. Skate and Jack nodded. "What are you drinking?" Skate asked me. "Grey Goose and Coke." I said. "Hmm your not a normal girl." He said. "How?" I asked. "Well a normal girl would have gone for something fruity." He said. "Hmm I guess." I laughed. "Here hand me that." He said. I handed over my drink. He drank some. "And a normal girl would have added more coke." He said. "It can't be that bad." Sammy said. He took my drink and drank it. "Damn Alaina." He said. "Guys it really can't be that bad." Jack said. He took the cup from Sammy and drank it. "Damn this is pretty strong." He said. "Can I have my damn drink back?" I asked. Jack handed it to me. I drank it. "Guys it's not that bad." I said. "Yeah cause your the one who made it." Sammy laughed.
I laughed with them. "Well I'm gonna go." I said. I walked away from them. I was looking around for the people who I was going to colab with. After a while I found Kian Lawley.
"Kian." I said. "Alaina. Nice to finally meet you." He said. "Same. I've been a huge fan of you forever." I said. "Well this must be a dream come true." He laughed. I laughed too. "I want you to meet a few people." He said.
He walked me over to everyone from O2L. "Alaina this is Connor, Ricky, Jc, Trevor, and Sam. Connor, Ricky, Jc, Trevor, and Sam this is Alaina." He said. "Hi." I said. "Hey." They all said. "We all want to colab with you. On O2L and on our main channels." Connor said. "Wow that would be great." I said.
We got talking a little. I already felt close to them. "Well I'm gonna go." I said. "Okay bye. See you later." They all said. I walked away to go find someone else. Just as I was walking away I say Tyler, Joey, and Troye.
"Alaina." They said. They motioned for me to come over. "Hey guys." I said. "Hi. This is a really nice party. Oh and nice to meet you." Troye said. "Nice to meet you too Troye." I said. "Nice to meet you." Tyler said. "Nice to meet you Tyler. "Nice to meet you." Joey said. "Nice to meet you too Joey." I said.
We talked for a little bit. "I'm sorry I have to go." I said. "Okay bye." They said. I walked away to find Meg, Eva, or Miranda also know as Colleen.
I actually found them all together. "Hey Meg, Eva, and Colleen." I said. "Omg hey. Nice to meet you." They said. "Nice to meet you guys too." I said. "This is a great party." They said.
We talked for about ten minutes. "Sorry but I have to go." I said. "Bye." They said. I walked away.
Just as I was walking away Shawn walked up to me. "Hey baby." He slurred. "Shawn get away from me. Your drunk." I said as I tried to walk around him. "Baby let me show you the time of your life." He said as he grabbed me and pushed me against a wall. "Shawn let go of me." I said. He kissed me. Someone pulled him off of me. "Get the fuck away from her. She said no." Sammy said. Shawn walked away.
"Thanks Sammy." I said. "No problem. I just didn't want you to get hurt." He said. "Wow. I've never seen you so caring." I said. "Well I don't know. I just. I guess. I just. Really like you." He said. "Sammy. I like you too but only as a friend. I'm sorry." I said. "It's okay. I'm just stupid for saying it. I probably ruined out friendship." He said. "No Sammy you didn't. It happens in every friendship. At a moment in time I liked you too." I said. "Really? What happened." He said. "I don't know. Sometimes crushes go away." I said. "Yeah." He said. "Well I'm gonna go." I said.
I walked away from Sammy to pour myself another drink. I poured a cup of Grey Goose and Coke. Same as my last drink. There were so many people here. I saw Jack sitting with another girl laughing. Oh hell to the no.
I walked up to them. "Jack who the fuck is she." I said. "Oh Alaina. This is Zaria." He said. "Oh so your the girl who has been hanging out with him. This won't be happening anymore because he's mine." I said. "Woah Alaina chill out. She's just my friend." He said. "Well how the fuck am I supposed to know that. When I see another girl flirting with my boyfriend I kinda think of the worst." I said. "Alaina, your not my girlfriend. I mean yeah I like you but we aren't dating. So there for I could go around and kiss anyone and you shouldn't get mad." He said. "Then it's the same for me. I can go and kiss anyone and you can't get mad." I said. "Okay." He said.
I walked away from him and found Sammy. "Sammy come here with me." I said. I walked and Sammy followed. I stood about 10 feet from Jack but right in his view. I grabbed Sammy close and kissed him.
*Jack's POV*
I saw Alaina standing with Sammy. She pulled him close and kissed him. "What the actual fuck." I said. "Hmm I didn't hear you." Zaria said. "What the actual fuck." I repeated myself. She was still kissing him.
*Sammy's POV*
Alaina pulled me close and kissed me. I obviously kissed back. I never thought this would happen. I mean she said she didn't like me about ten minutes ago but now she's kissing me.
*Alaina's POV*
I pulled away from Sammy. "What was that for?" He said. "I jumped to conclusions about me not liking you. I could give it a try." I said.
No more than five minutes later me, Jack, Sammy, Skate, Zaria, and Emily were all sitting and talking together. "Well what do you guys want to do?" Skate asked. "How about we smoke one." I said. "Yeah." Sammy said. "Is that okay with everyone?" I asked. They all nodded. "C'mon let's do it outside." I said. We all walked to the back yard.
We sat on the grass in a huge circle. It was Sammy, me, Jack, Zaria, Emily, then Skate. Sammy pulled out a joint and a lighter. "How did I know that it was going to be you?" I said laughing. "I guess you just know me to well babe." He laughed.
*Jack's POV*
"I guess you just know me to well babe." Sammy laughed. He just called Alaina babe. By now I could rip off his fucking head. But I didn't because me and her aren't dating and I have no right to be mad.
*Alaina's POV*
Sammy lit up the joint and inhaled. He exhaled and passed the joint to me. I did exactly the same. I passed it to Zaria. "I don't think I want to do this." She said. "Too bad." I said. I passed the joint to Jack. I laid my head on Sammy's lap. The joint was passed around. It finally came back to Sammy. When he finished he put it in my mouth. I inhaled. I sat up and put my lips against Sammy's and exhaled in his mouth. I took my mouth off of his so he could exhale. "I've actually never done that before." I laugh. "Same." Sammy laughs.
After about ten minutes of that Sammy and I walk inside to get drinks. "Why are you doing this?" He asked me. "What do you mean?" I asked. "Why are you using me?" He asked. "I'm not us-" he cut me off my kissing me. He pulled away. "If your not using me and you actually like me. Did you feel any sparks between us?" He asked. "To be truthful no. But I never feel sparks when I kiss anyone so that doesn't mean anything." I said. "I know you don't like me." He said. "Sammy I do." I said. "Okay whatever." He said. We poured our drinks and walked back outside.
This was some party. "Sammy, I love you." I said. I just said words I never thought I would say. "I love you too Alaina." He said. I grabbed his hand. We sat on the grass a just laughed.
*Sammy's POV*
"Sammy, I love you." Alaina said. I never thought she would say those words. "I love you too Alaina." I said. She grabbed my hand. We sat on the grass and just laughed for the rest of the night. I have to say it was the best night of my life.
AN//
This is officially the last chapter of my book but I will have a epilogue
It's been really fun writing this book.
It's actually really sad that it's ending.
I had a lot of fun writing this chapter.
Well
Yeah
Bye
For the last time in this book.