Joshua let rest his head on Seungcheol but again like last time Seungcheol's phone rang.
It's again Jeonghan and Joshua again step away from him, a physical representation of how he have to step away when Jeonghan enters.
Seungcheol gave him glance and picked up call, Jeonghan complained something about not felling right and can he come over now, Joshua clearly heard every word and Heard Seungcheol saying Yes.
When Seungcheol cut the call, Joshua pointed at main door, "Next time don't bother to come."
"Shua!" Seungcheol pleaded in shock, "Joshua or Mr. Hong for you. " There is sorrow in voice.
" Get it in your head, in the end your mother won and we are apart , you are even married, so go. "Joshua took another step back.
" I-, stop blaming everything on other , how about we ignore all this and be .. "Seungcheol started in despiration but halted as sentence proceed.
" Together? "Joshua complete it. He scoffed afterwards, "If you forgot, you are married, ok then!
Choose one!"
"What?"
"Choose me or that husband of yours. "
" You know I can't, My mother-"
" Ohh stope with my mother , my mother! " Joshua literally yelled.
" My mother also forced me to abort, did I ? NO.
You need GUTS Choi Seungcheol, to stand for things you want, you NEED GUTS! "
" What did you said?" Seungcheol felt his own anger rising up.
" If you loved me that much, why didn't you fight with your parents? We would've lived together. We need money to survive not parents! " Joshua said pointing aggressively.
" Josh! I can't leave my mother"
"Then you can leave me?"
"No.. that's not"
"Oh really? Fuck off Choi, Your blood line is really a thing!"
" Joshua!"
" What? At least I don't ditch people, my son is alive and safe with me, If I have behaved like you.. huh.. I can't even.imagine."
Seungcheol sighed in defeat.
" Go good boy, your lovely husband must be waiting."sarcasm ozing from each word.
Seungcheol walked towards door,"Make sure you never get inside in this house,If I can give birth and take care of my child at my lowest then I can now too!"and Joshua hardly slammed door on Seungcheol's face.
A stream if tears ran down from Seungcheol's face one by one.
He failed!
While being Good son,He failed as lover.
While completing his mother's expectations,he abounded someone he loves.
And another sad one, next part I am writing some hopeful one,
Little by little it's going to be optimistic from now on.