y'all i'm so sorry i've been absent. life has been so hectic lately which makes it hard to find the time to write. also i'm craving olive garden.
i'm high so this hasn't been proofread
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Taylor's POV
"Taylor? Can you come here?" I look up from where I'm sitting at the table and Travis is laying on the couch. My brows furrow in confusion as I shut my laptop and stand up.
"You okay?" I walk over to him and plop down next to him as he sits up, moving my feet into his lap to massage them. My feet have been hurting lately and Travis drops everything to bring me some relief without me having to ask.
"I just need to talk to you and most importantly, apologize."
My heart drops as my mind goes to the worst possible conclusions. Did he cheat on me? Is he changing his mind? Is he going to admit that he doesn't really love me anymore? Before I can go any further, Travis takes my hand and intertwines his fingers with mine.
"It's nothing bad Tay. I promise. It's just about some things I said that I wish I could take back. Unfortunately, I can't take them back, but I can apologize for them and do anything I can to make you believe that none of what I said meant anything."
A tear falls down my cheek and Travis uses his other hand to wipe it away before placing his hand back on my feet. I nod and squeeze his hand, urging him to continue.
"I'm so fucking sorry, Tay. I'm sorry for bringing up Joe and making that comment. It was unnecessary and out of line. I regretted it the moment I saw the look on your face. But my pride got in the way and I left, not wanting to admit I was wrong. I knew how much Joe fucked you up and I had promised you that I would never repeat history and treat you the way he did. I know I said that everything I said was in the heat of the moment and that is mostly true, but I was so angry that I didn't care."
My eyes water and I quickly wipe my tears away before he can see them. I can tell he's starting to cry too. He's doing something Joe never bothered to do and that was admitting he was wrong. Joe was so stuck up that he never cared how he made me feel while we were together. He only cared once I had left.
"Thank you, Trav. It means a lot that you're apologizing."
"I'm not done yet Tay." He looks at me and I about burst into tears.
"Another thing is the comment I made about your body the night before you left. I shouldn't have said it and once again, I didn't mean it. You're so fucking beautiful just the way you are and I will never stop reminding you of that. Not to mention that you're absolutely glowing right now. You're growing our baby and I couldn't love you more." Travis places his hand on my three month bump, caressing it and smiling at me. I smile back at him and place my hand over his.
"Also, I know I've said this before, but I'd love for you to announce and release the album you dedicated to me. I'm so sorry for being selfish and wanting you to myself when you were in the midst of working hard to get the album finished and ready to release. I've listened to it about six or seven times and I think track five is my favorite. What was it called again?"
I blush. Of course track five is his favorite. "Fingers Entwined."
"That's right. Didn't you write it after we went round after round of sex until morning?" I giggle as I remember that morning.
"Well, what do you think was my inspiration? Our fingers were entwined and you fucked me in at least seven different positions." We laugh and Travis brings his hand up to his lips, kissing each of my fingers.
"I think the Swifties are going to lose their minds when they listen to the song and hear you sing about us being tangled in the bedsheets all night."
Travis stands up and takes my hand, helping me stand up. He then lays on the couch and I crawl onto his lap, laying down and resting my head on his chest. He kisses the top of my head and wraps his arms around me, rubbing my back with one hand and resting the other on my bump.
I can't hold it back anymore. I never stopped loving him and I don't think I can wait any longer to tell him that. He's owned up to his mistakes and has been showing me just how sorry he is and that he still loves me more than anything. He's making an effort to become a better man and I love him so much.
"Trav?" I slightly lift my body up to look at him.
"Yeah, baby?" He wipes my eyes once he notices tears starting to peek out.
"I can't wait any longer to say this. I love you so damn much, Travis Kelce. You've been proving to me just how much you're changing and words can't describe how much it means to me. I've never stopped loving you, honey." I lean my forehead on his as I start to cry.
"I love you so much more, babygirl. I'd move mountains just to make you happy and show you how much I love you and our little bean." He places one hand on my cheek to wipe my tears away while keeping one hand on my back. I place my hands on his cheeks to wipe a few of his own tears away. I search his eyes and I see nothing but love and adoration.
"Tay, can I kiss you?" He caresses my cheek.
"You don't even have to ask. Just kiss me already." I giggle and not even a second later, his lips are on mine. God, I missed the feeling of his soft lips on mine.
Our lips move together and it slowly turns into a heated make out session. I can feel myself getting horny, but I want to take this slow out of fear of getting hurt again. I know Travis would never hurt me again, but there's still that lingering thought in the back of my mind. Travis moves his hand to rest on my lower back, right above my ass. Scarlet fills my cheeks because he only does that when he wants to touch my ass, but is hesitant. I take my hand off his cheek and reach around my back to take his hand, moving it lower to rest on my ass. He gives it a squeeze and I giggle, breaking our kiss.
"I missed your ass, babygirl." His tone is low and I bite my lip. My ass is one of Travis' favorite things about me and he'll always touch it when he gets the opportunity to do so.
I give him a light kiss and caress his cheeks. "C-can we possibly sleep in the same bed tonight? I think I'm ready to do that again."
He nods. "Of course, baby."
A yawn escapes my mouth and I sit up, moving off of him and intentionally sliding my ass along his dick, causing him to get hard.
Travis groans and I stifle a laugh. "Babygirl, you are going to be the death of me." He stands up and picks me up and gives me a quick kiss. "Ready for bed?"
I nod and rest my head on his shoulder as I wrap myself around him like a koala. Travis carries me upstairs and lays me down on the bed and covers me with the blankets so I don't get cold.
"I'm going to go lock up the house. I'll be back up in a couple minutes." He says as I nod.
I bring his face to mine and give him a lingering kiss. "I love you, Travis Michael."
"I love you more, Taylor Alison." He bends down and lifts up my oversized t shirt to press a kiss to my bump. "And I love you little bean."
I giggle and look at him with love in my eyes. He pecks my lips and then walks out of the room to lock up. I turn onto my side and burrow myself in the covers. I close my eyes and fall into a deep sleep, dreaming of my future with Travis and our little family.
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I slowly open my eyes and I'm met with the sight of Travis lying on his stomach, mouth slightly open, and his arm protectively wrapped around my waist. I lightly caress his cheek and I press a kiss to his forehead.
I'm so thankful he's back in my life. Normally, none of my past boyfriends would've made the effort to fly to a different country just to try to fix something they broke. But Travis did. He owned up to his mistakes and I love him even more for that.
My thoughts are interrupted when my phone pings. I pick it up and am met with a text from Tree. Normally she'd just come over since she bought the house next to me, but she's in New York City right now meeting with my management team to go over some things.
Tree
Call me ASAP. This is serious.
Oh no. This only happens when something goes wrong. I take some deep breaths once I feel my heart rate rising. I do not need to have a panic attack right now. I quietly step out of bed and exit the room, heading downstairs. I might as well start making breakfast too.
I tap on Trees contact and press the call button, lifting my phone up to my ear. She answers after the first ring.
"Taylor, someone leaked your location. The world knows you live here now."
My heart drops. "What? Who would do that?"
"Someone apparently spotted you and Travis walking out of the doctors office last week, took a photo, and sold it to TMZ. They posted it and now everyone knows you're here and pregnancy rumors are speculating. This isn't good."
I take a few deep breaths to collect myself. "I mean I am pregnant and we were planning on announcing it after the baby is born, but I guess I have to do it sooner rather than later."
"I'm sorry, Tay. I'm working on getting it taken down, but it won't do much to fix it as everyone has seen it now. Paps will probably show up and you'll need your security whenever you go out now."
A tear falls down my cheek. Not only did I want a fresh start, but I was also wanting to escape everything that scared me. Paparazzi, my stalkers, fans who have no respect for my privacy, and the constant worry that comes with carrying wound dressings on me at all times.
"Taylor... are you there?"
"Yeah. I was just thinking." I sniffle. "I'm so scared Tree. I guess this means my security will have to take turns staying in a guest room while the rest stay in the guest house. I know I have Travis here to protect me, but what if he needs to go back to the states for something? I don't want to be alone."
"Taylor, he's not coming back to the states. He's staying up there with you."
"What? Tree, what's going on?"
"This was going to be a surprise, but Travis sold his home in Kansas City. Patrick, Brittany, Jason, Kylie, and a few of Travis' friends are packing up his house and will be going up to you guys. He's not going anywhere, Tay."
A sob bursts through my lips and I clasp my hand over my mouth so I don't wake Travis. I can't believe he's dropping everything to start a new life in Banff and be with me. God, I fall more in love with him every day.
"I take it you're happy about this."
I nod even though we're just on a regular call. "Yeah, I am."
"So am I. Alright, I need to go but I'll keep you updated on everything. It's going to be okay, Taylor. Luckily, your address has not been leaked which is a good thing."
"Love you, Tree. I'll see you when you get back."
"Love you too, Tay."
Right as I hang up, someone knocks at the door. My brows furrow in confusion and I walk over to the door. Without thinking, I open it and am met with someone I never wanted to see again.
"Joe? What the fuck are you doing here?"